3 Kill me

<Camellia~ wakey wakey~>

'Cam.. Camellia?'

<Yes, that's your new name! Pretty isn't it? I chose it because it suits your hair->

Before letting her finish he immediately shot up and looked around at his surroundings. He noticed it was a very VERY dense forest, which even though this would be very concerning to most... no everyone and anyone who would wake up in this situation, 'Camellia' didn't care in the least. She immediately looked down at her legs and hands, then grabbed her face only to stay completely still and silent.

<Well~? How do you like your new body Camellia? If you find some water you can properly see it, but->

"How could you..."

A cute shaky voice cut off the goddess that spoke in her head. Anyone who heard her speak would think she was adorable and offer cheek pinches and candy, but to her it was nothing but confirmation.

"You... you monster..."

<I'm sorry?! That's no way to address your mother! This is the second time I've designed your body! I even personally made it this time!>

The newly named Camellia didn't even answer this time, she simply stood up and started walking quietly into the forest with her head glued to the ground.

<Jeez, now you're throwing a tantrum? This forest is dangerous you know! You should be more careful, you could die any second here if you aren't careful. I haven't even told you your abilities let alone you being accustomed to them.>

The normal Jaxx would have jumped at what she had just said! This corrupt demoness of a goddess had just confirmed that she had given her abilities!

"Kill me..."

BUT INSTEAD SHES DEPRESSED!

I hope that all of you reading at this point have figured out our Mcs current situation in that...

"I've become the very thing I swore to destroy..."

He now had the body of a loli...

I hope that most of you understand the gravity of what this means, however there will always be those weirdos that see this as a plus.

To Jaxx, lolis were the bane of his existence. Lolis and food isekai were the two things holding the genre back, if only those two things didn't exist! Or were at least less prevalent he was sure that the genre would be more booming! He would have more content to read! He would have more situations to reference when thinking about what he would do if he was isekai'd!

In Camellia's mind, this meant there was only 3 options left in order to respect her past self.

1. Seppuku}

+You wouldn't have to be a loli

+Warm embrace of death

-No more Isekai

2. Huddle up in a corner and never let anyone see her face ever }

+You wouldn't have to live with the embarrassment of someone knowing you're true disgusting form

-Isekai life is impossible, you will die without proper help and go insane from lack of social interaction

-You are still a loli

And the one she hated the most, the option she would have HAD to do if she wanted to continue on her isekai adventure...

3. Embrace who you are and accept reality }

+Body acceptance(yay!)

+ISEKAI LIFE POSSIBLE!

+I mean, at least you're cute(not like that you fucking pedos)

+Maybe you grow out of it... maybe

-Still a loli

After listing off the possible future plans and naming off the pros and cons, she came to what seemed like the obvious answer...

To find a fourth option!!

*SNAP*

Before she could even try and start to think of a fourth option, the loud of a twig snapping echoed from behind her. Quickly turning to look where the sound came from trying to see what danger was stalking their possible prey, the only thing that could be seen was flowing cherry pink hair.

Scaring the absolute shit out of "Jaxx" who was not yet used to having long hair, let alone the beautiful, soft and flowing light pink clump that completely covered his vision. This caused her to reflexively jump and try running, only to accidentally wrap his new body's hair around the little loli's head scaring the inner shut-in degenerate to the core.

The little loli figure could be seen running crazily in a somewhat zig-zag pattern, creating streaks of pink behind her while sometimes letting out a small squeal whenever she stubbed her toe or bumped into a tree.

Emerging from the dense but short shrub where the sound first came from was a big burley figure wearing thick pelt like clothes. Although I said clothes, it was probably closer to leather armour simply because of how thick the pelt he was wearing actually was.

Straightening his hunched back slightly, the slightly scarred face squinted, looking at the foot prints and the general path of destruction that pink streak left. Making him let out a light scoff only to mumble to himself

"This deep into the forest, yet you leave this big a trail..."

Only to leisurely start to follow the path left by the reckless loli.

.....

...

If Camelia could hear me refer to her as a loli this much she'd probably instantly choose option 1. However, she didn't really have the time to think about that at the moment.

Having just run for about fifteen minutes straight, she finally started to feel too tired to continue running causing her to collapse onto her knees panting like a dog.

'Even dropping to my knees I probably only lost about 1foot...'

Regardless of the absolute shambles her current mental state was in, her latent powers as "The God of The Degenerates" was somewhat trying to calculate a few things about her body and surroundings.

With the size of the trees, the distance between them and the size of the vegetation in general around her, at first she had to wonder if she was actually a micro-loli* or not.

Although seeing that figure before would not have helped her figure out the size at all as everything around her was absolutely gigantic, the conclusion was {

1. Regardless of my size, this is an ultra dense forest.

2. The animal life here is either scarce or nocturnal as she's only heard one prey this whole time.

3. Her body actually seemed pretty fast with better stamina than he previously had (obviously)

4. Her general senses seemed to improve, which is why that sound scared him as much as it did.

Finally, the most important one,

5. He had yet to feel or notice any kind of exterior mana.}

This was not only the most important of what was noticed, it was what threw her mind further into insanity and turmoil.

'If I can't feel mana then either my body is incapable of feeling or using it, mana doesn't exist meaning it's up to your natural body, skill and weaponry to defend yourself or that this world actually used something more similar to a dantian in order to 'harvest,' circulate, refine or sense the energies around me...'

That doesn't help me at all you useless demoness!

'If you don't mind me asking, I wonder which one was right oh dear Mother Earth-san?'

Rolled over like a dog once again...

The bastard even clasped her loli hands and gave puppy dog eyes to the sky above her, completely abusing the pluses of his new body even though he seemed to hate it to the soul and back.

<Hehe~ just giving you the answer wouldn't be too fun though now would it~?>

As if lightning struck, Camelia's face froze as she realized this useless goddess wouldn't her in the least!

'Seems I'll have to figure it out on my own then... Maybe the problem is that I have to be near an element I have an affinity with? I'd love for mana to be the case, but I should try meditation as well, just in case. It'll help me figure out this disgusting accursed body too.'

Didn't you just abuse the looks of "this disgusting accursed body"???

<My, after I tried so hard to make you cute~. I tried to explain things to you earlier but you started freaking out before I could even start. Blame yourself, not your momma Mona>

'Momma...'

"Mona?"

The answer was simple, WAY too embarrassing! People are reading this you know?! Camellia wouldn't say this of course, Mona already seems mad, and there's no way she'd push the nuke button after he's been rolling over so easily-

'Cause it's embarrassing and stupid.'

IDIOT!

This idiot...

'Good now I have time to think by myself!'

She must have lost all sense of fear since his current appearance was too shocking. Yea, that's it.

'Alright, first is water I suppose, this forest is too dense for there to not be a few creeks and rivers. Considering the trees seemed to look a bit like giant cedar trees, but with leaves that almost completely cover the sky I'd imagine there's probably a crap top of water, if not here then not too far underground. If I'm desperate enough, just digging for a few minutes should probably get me some.'

Before Camellia started walking again, she decided her hair would for sure be her demise! It was at this time that she noticed what she was wearing. She had light clothes on that were very comfortable and slightly loose.

'A plain zip up sweater and martial artist pants... Isn't this what I had on before!?! You went through the trouble of changing the size, material and even colour of the clothes but you didn't even change the set?! Wha-'

Suddenly he realized what this meant... Not only was he now a cute loli with pink hair, but he was actually a street-moe loli. Wearing a white and cherry pink hoodless sweater and black martial artist pants that had a white ribbon holding them up, she would have probably blown up on the internet becoming an instant craze!

What's wrong with that? It means she's cute right? Yes, Very cute! Absolutely adorable! Any person, man or women would probably spoil her rotten if they saw her ask for something.

To Camellia however, this spelt nothing but danger. She'd be the perfect catch for any slave trader or lest there be a noble hierarchy she'd instantly be forced to be a prince's concubine!

"I ain't marrying no man!"

She stomped her foot and pouted her cheek, making her more cute than before.

She proceeded to tuck her hair into the back of her sweater to keep it from getting in her face like it did before, only to walk over to a nearby boulder she had been eyeing since earlier.

I say boulder, but compared to everything around her it was probably the size or a small rock or a big pebble, perfect for skipping across a lake, but the wrong shape.

Leaning down while pushing her hair behind her ear, wishing she had a hat or something to hold her hair. She closely inspected the rock to try and look for moss or maybe even some kind of fungi.

Moss grows facing north and water after all, so she was sure that if she could find even one patch of moss she should be able to find a river of some sort with relative ease.

"Ah!"

Suddenly, Camellia noticed some moss not on the rock but on a tree past it pointing to her right, confirming that she either got crucial information for survival... or that she knew she was currently looking at the west...

Nature is rough.

She elegantly stood up and started walking in the direction of the moss, this time less frantic and depressed than before. It seems Jaxx finally started to get over the fact that he was a loli in this new world. Good for him!

I hope that's the case at least...

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