CHAPTER 10 FREEDOM UNLOCKED WITH WEED

Classes went on as usual and as how they were meant to be, she repudiated Matte's DM's on purpose because she didn't want to avail herself so much, although she was dying to respond to them, she even ignored his calls.

Matte was getting vex on the other side because he really didn't understand if maybe he had said or done something wrong to affront her. 

Just as they were sitting there, there came Nick... She smiled and attended him, Nick was just this cute young guy who was so adorable that you would kiss him right at that moment.

They had a small chat and he left, the three,  carried on with walking each other towards the gate. 

"But guys... I feel like it's time, I want to break my innocence now but I don't have a boyfriend" 😢 she said. 

"No Isha! There's no exigency you will find somebody who's going to love you, you are so unbelievably beautiful! And you know that don't you"?

Nicole told her whilst she proffered her a hug. 

"I know but it seems like it's taking so long and I hate it, you guys have guys who love you" She complained.

"Isha! I just met the guy, it's not pledged that he's really into  me and he'll stay, you know men, I was just being forward, I feel like I rushed " Teddy said. 

"Plus Isha... I don't want to see you getting hurt, or regretting, you have to be certain with your choice, at least if he doesn't love you, he must be someone who cares about you" Nicole said. 

"No Nicole.... It must be someone she's in love with, someone who's going to be madly in love with you sweetheart, please, and before you throw yourself in shit, or whatever decision you'll make, just at least let us know, at least, we'll be there for you okay"? Teddy brushed her back. 

Come to think of it... Adolescence is deeply abasing that way: some things will just not be explained to you, like what losing your virginity is really like. 

The blood and guts and horror and pain are vastly overrepresented for girls — probably because the people premoniting us about this stuff are expecting us to have sex in our early teens — and don't want us to.

I fully believe if you're definitely ready for sex (and/or a little older), it can completely feel great, even the first time. (I was literally never, ever told this was a possibility).

It's normal that the next day things can be a little or more weird you know 😂,  being all shaky wondering if they had a great time and if they didn't lose interest in you, but teach yourself to expect callous manliness before-during-and-after the big event, some may even hate, or ignore you, ignore you completely,  panic and might as well dump you. 

It's like they know y'all got closer and it was a big deal and they feel invisible pressure to marry you so they act out.

It can happen, whether you dated for a long time before the deed or it just happened with someone new, so, prepare yourself, it's one of the life lessons which nobody ever warned us about, or maybe one of my teachers did but I've forgotten, as for parents, never! 😂

No one tells you this because they don't want you to expect sex to magically transform your crush who ignores you until into a doting, love sick puppy. But I'm telling you now, sex does have transformative powers.

Sometimes that person you've been getting Chipotle and Coronas with on Sundays when you're bored becomes Your Person. It can happen. Because of *~*boning*~*.

Sometimes sex just doesn't work... Chemistry is a real thing. When it's missing... yikes. Don't blame yourself, it happens to the best of us.

Whichever way things go, you've got to let your inner-Beyoncé take the wheel and love your damn self.

(Yet another reason to be sure you're having sex because you want to have sex, and not because you want someone to feel a certain way about you. One is guaranteed, the other is out of your hands).

Anaisha couldn't wait to see and talk to her brother about everything, how she felt and everything, such that she texted him right at the dinner table that they gotta talk. 

'Banchod... You better not get me into trouble this time' he texted. 

"Aap ek bawaseer ka nasoor hai".

She replied, as soon as he saw it, he looked at her and they both laughed that their parents looked at them and they stopped, they stayed at the sitting room pretending they had to study yet that wasn't the case, it was their way of getting rid of them. 

"Uww! Finally!  I feel like I need a tequila don't you think"?  She laughed whilst looking at him. 

"I know right?  But nah! Let's just be kids for tonight please, do you ever realize how chaotic we get to be"? 

He smiled at her while she was responding. 

"Ahhmm... "She wasn't done as he interrupted her again. 

"I'm not talking about the times when we got caught, I'm talking about all the scandals" he said😂😂

"Hell is waiting for us, i mean we are helter-skelter" she said and they all laughed. 

"So! Talk to me sis, what can I do for you"?

  He asked whilst opening the fridge looking for something to drink. 

"Ahhm! Okay I'll tell you this in confidentiality...

Teddy has met a guy now, but he remains unauthenticated because she feels like it's still new for her to be showing him off.

So ahhm she broke her innocence and she was telling us how wonderful it was, so her joyful  expressions got me thinking" 😉 she bit her lips. 

"What did you just say? Teddy has a guy now"?

He asked with some irritation on his face. 

"Yeah so? Is it a problem "?

She asked out of concern. 

"Fuck"! He banged the table and took out his cigar out of his pocket, went to Isha's balcony to smoke, and she followed behind. 

"Wait! Are you okay"?

She took a cigar too and sat down, dragged her stool towards the frontal and lighted it up. 

"I don't know Anaisha! I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me, I don't know what it is, but bottom line is that I have feelings for Teddy but I don't want to say i love her, I mean love is a strong word, I don't know if its a crush, but it can't be because I don't ever think of her, I just feel something whenever I see her, everytime I see her, so what could it be"? 

He asked, but he wasn't  directing his question to her, its like he was on his own thoughts, thinking out loud and the look on his eye, was intense. 

Anaisha sat there looking and trying to understand what he was really going through, she responded after a little while. 

"Ahhmm! Teddy is beautiful, so probably its lust, or infatuation, or I don't know dude, so how did it  make you feel? I was just telling you that she's broken her innocence. Did you even hear me"?She asked whilst staring at him. 

"And you tell me that because"...  He looked at her with an attitude eye. 

She yelled at him "Because I want to try it!  I want to live, I want to explore life, for goodness sake I'm 16 but nobody's in love with me"! 

He gazed at her surprised when and how she got emotional. 

"Geez! You! Chill before you break my neck"! 

He hung his hands on her like he was surrendering himself. 

"Talk to me... What do you want"? 

He looked at her straight in her eyes. 

"I need a boyfriend! See how huge my problems are?  Far worse than yours "!  

"What are you talking about?  Do you know what I'm going through?  My issues could be worse than yours" he screamed. 

"You fucking girls there and there! You are having fun, YOU ARE LIVING"! 

"You call this living? Living the best life, this is not the best life this is fun, not my best life dude"! 

He stood up and sat down again, out of frustration. 

"Nobody fancies to date an Indian! Nobody! People always think the worst of us! Like we aren't humans, complete humans, like we don't deserve to live, people are criticizing us, like we are dummies,like we are trash, we are called twaddles every single day, nobody wills to date an Indian here!  we are questionly-criticized on our religion and culture and... You know what?  I'm tired"!  She sat down. 

"Oh my goodness!  You think I'm Scottish, an Irish boy, or an American from Los Angeles or Las Vegas?  Dammit Isha we are both fucking Indians! We are Indians you better get that through your fucking skull! 

Look here! There's a guy who's looking at you when you are not looking, there's a guy who's wishing to talk to you someday, there's a guy who's wishing to just sit next to you without saying a word, someone somewhere is longing and praying for that sis"!  

"You really think so"? 

She was crying already, wiping her tears over her face. 

"Yes!  Come here... Look at yourself in the mirror, what do you see?  I see a very very beautiful monkey with 30 inches of black smooth and rich hair... Damn!  You are so Beautiful! Your eyes, your skin, your scent, wow!

  You complete me, look at this lil fingers and feet, so cute like they are being treated weekly!  that's why I dont want any fucking loser next to you!  But one who will do more than take care of your fragile heart"!  

They hugged while he was wiping her tears away and she knew he was right just  that she really wanted to do it, feel what her friend felt. 

"But... ....... She  said

"No buts! No buts! Okay"?

She nodded her head in silence. 

"Ahhmm! I just want to experience it though " she bit her nails. 

"Why? Huh? Why? Because your friend made that decision? Listen here! This is not a race, love is not a race, sex is not a race, its not a competition!

You don't get a trophy from it, instead you get hurt, pain and regret id done with someone who isn't worth it for you... It's not a race"!

 He hugged her again and she always felt safe in his arms, he loved her so much you know, those two were very close, anyways that's how it's supposed to be. 

Love is shit! You Probably think i'm crazy and jealous but I'm being for real! Love is full of shit!

Although it sounds and feels like a beautiful thing, hey! It leaves you in flames, it leaves you with fucking lose threads, it leaves you with that personal second guessing thing, not knowing who you are, forgetting yourself, your aims, your desires and dreams. 

It's shit! I mean what the fuck? One minute you lose your sleep because you are chatting with someone who's making your heart skip a bit!

The next you take you whole time trying to figure out what to wear on your first date, you laugh at lame jokes even. Next  thing you are blushing at each other, longing to be all lovey -touchy with each other so much that when it finally happens... The next day.... Feelings aren't the same anymore. 😢

I don't know man but I kinda feel like maybe love is just not actual, like it merits to be just played on Hollywood or Bollywood movies, like solemnly it comes with pain, tears, lies, dishonesty, and depression, like I sometimes feel like its not everyone who'll get married, although its every girl's trance but I just feel like that's just the way it is. 

Nicole thought of prefacing a study group which could be at her house, just so they could ameliorate themselves academically, she thought she was going to share it with her friends the next day, but she decided to text them, and they were interested because they loved the idea so much.

They were  chaotic and all wild but at the end of the day they had dreams that they all wanted to effectuate. 

As agreed, the study group was all set for Saturday and Sunday after lunch. They were all excited about it because they knew they were going to be helping, uprising each other so well, and with love. 

"So Nicole... What did you think of that? I mean we all know you are as spruce as we are here, so wassup"?

Anaisha asked her out of phenomenon but she didn't believe her story. 

"No! Damn you! I'm dead serious here, there are things that still lock me up like History, that subject can be shit at times, Teddy surpasses in it, I mean, the only topics I can comprehend is the First world war, second world war, the..

What's this thing called whereby there was an economic crisis in the US? Or its ahhm 'the hyperinflation😀 yes, that topic is clear, nothing screws your mind in there, so yes!

I'm sure you all have topics that just fuck up with your mind till you lose yourself" she laughed, she was having some apple, about to finish it.

"Yes! That's so true hey! You know... I wish I could have all the money in the world, the only thing I want is having orphanages, adopting kids that I can adopt and raising them up in a religious way, who knows? I might adopt a future Prime minister, I just want to help wherever I can, with everything I have". She had glasses in her eyes. 

"Awww that's so sweet Teddy! So sweet! You're even crying"😀. Anaisha wiped her tears. 

"Not really... It happens every time I think of all my wishes, dreams and desires, everytime, I don't know why"😢 She said. 

"You wanna know why? It's because you are yearning for it, you are hankering it so bad, you are hungry for success and you want to achieve so much in such a short period of time, you have something pushing the inner you to go on so you can save the hungry, the thirsty, the naked.''

Nicole' s response soothed her heart in an unbelievable way that she smiled endlessly. 

The class was already informed about the study group that some of them were looking forward to it, but some were not because they were just not.

You know when something just got established and you are not sure if it's going to work or not, that's how the others felt, not being certain if things were going to be okay or not. 

"By the way who's going to be there " Teddy asked the both of them. 

"Who do you want to be there "? 😂 they all laughed so hard that Nicole had glasses in her eyes. 

"Dude!  I just asked a question, a general question which you or anybody could ask...  Is there a problem with asking that "? 😀

Teddy laughed, she was expecting an answer from that moment. 

"Ohh okay!  I see... Well I might say I allured whoever I thought might be interested, so you might as well expect everyone from class... Great isn't it"?

She folded her arms with high confidence that she might get very intimidated. 

Nick didn't want to go but he felt like maybe he might have to because of Teddy, he was going to be there obviously because the whole thing was organized by Nicole, so she was going to be there but he had acted with no interest when Nicole told her, he knew if he had reacted with interest she was definitely going to tell Teddy and all he wanted was to surprising him. 

He thought of maybe buying roses but then he changed his mind, I mean what if she wasn't going to be there? So he thought taking her out would still be enough. 

Matte wanted to see Teddy the next day, she wanted to also, but she thought of twice about it if she was to go to the study group or go meet up with up with him, she later decided to go to the study group, and see Matte on a Sunday, she didn't want to be available every time. 

"Ma! May you please vanish today, just act like you aren't in the house with dad, please" Nicole  was from her shower, wearing her earrings  all dressed up in denim shorts and a white  crop top. 

"Ow!  Why would you dictate me, I mean us in what we should or shouldn't do in our house"? 

She had her fingers crossed, with her shiny diamond ring on her second left finger, anybody could tell it costs an arm and leg. 

"I personally organized a study group, so ahhm you might as well expect a whole bunch of a class😂, either way, please stop calling, screaming and snapping at me please ma! Just behave today please, just from today, don't embarrass me telling them i cant even wash my clothes ma, just melt or evaporate i don't care"!  

She laughed whilst double checking herself in the mirror if she was okay, she was fixing her silky hair actually and her dad was coming through the passage. 

"Good morning my munchie" he kissed her, did you just say we have visitors"? 

He put his hands in his pockets. ...

"No!  It's not visitors... It's a whole class, and we've been told to disappear, the both of us, probably Liam too".

Her mom opened the fridge , took out everything to make breakfast, bacon, sausages, eggs, lettuce, tomatoes, cheese grillers, everything!  

"What the hell is that!?  Disappear in my own house and go where"?

  He asked jokingly, but he agreed and promised that he won't appear at all. 

"So tell me!  Who's the boy "? 

He was folding his arms waiting for an answer. 

"Which boy dad"?

Nicole blushed out of the blue, like she knew something, she laughed eventually. 

"I'm waiting"! He pulled a frown and a smiling face so he wouldn't scare her. 

"There's no boy dad" she decided to answer him straight. 

"But ahhmm"... She faced away.😀🙈 

"Hey!  Come back here! But what "? 

Her dad asked, whilst holding her arms and she was laughing. 

"I do have a crush dad" she closed her eyes while being shy. 😗🙈 

"What!?  A crush"? 

Her mom twice asked to be sure. 

"Yes! I do but that doesn't mean anything, it's just a crush, it could be over by tomorrow so it's not a big deal. 

"Hey!  Come here" her dad called her.

"You are 16 now... This is not 1960 okay?  Is 2021 okay? ,these are changed times, everything's changed, I just thank God you didn't tell me you are in love with a girl, but either way I love you, we love you, I just think it's the right time telling you that you can have a boyfriend now"! 

He wasn't even done with his speech but she suddenly jumped and hugged him. 

"Ohh!  Wait!  There are predicaments... He must be introduced so we can be sure you have chosen well, he must be a Christian and he must be as driven as you, more driven actually, a dreamer and a doer, a guy full of respect, and you won't be involved in sexual intercourse at all up until you are 21,am I clear"? 

She agreed, hugged her dad and said thank You. 

Liam was coming along having his red bull drink, his tummy outside, on his BVD and his iPhone 11 pro max on his hand.

He was always the last to wake up😂, every single day, he was actually a year older from Nicole. 

"Good morning family "! 

He opened the fridge, looked for something to eat, that's when he closed it and grabbed a box of Kellogs Rice Crispies, and poured them in a bowl, got milk and poured, heated in the microwave with everyone watching him, he realized that as soon as he turned back. 😂😂

"How old are you Liam"?

His father asked him and that shocked him, I mean so early in the morning!  Dude! 😩

"I'm 16 dad, and will be 17 on my upcoming birthday, " he said. 

"You have a girlfriend "? 

He looked at him straight in his eyes. 

He sneezed with nervousness, he sweated, he almost poured his dad with milk whilst on that behavior.  😳

"Ahhm!  No, I don't have dad... And where's that coming from...  If I may ask, I'm sorry " he said. 

"Well... Keeping it short... I was just telling your sister here that you guys can have partners, it's okay, I permit you, but they have to be Christians, and no sexual intercourse am I clear?

Plus you both know what the scripture says about this wild engagement right? If i ever catch any of you, or find out....  Hee! All hell will break loose! That's all I'm going to say".

He went quiet whilst  looking at his son. 

"Yooh!  Yooh! Dad! That's weird, totally queer... I mean having this conversation!  We know everything dad"!  He stopped him. 

"Shut up! What do you know? Tell me the scripture which talks about sex"!

Liam went puzzled for a moment. 😂

"I'm sorry what "?

  He eyeballed the floor a multiple times😂😂 still scratching his mind. 

"Just leave it! You don't know shit"! He left 

them right there, their mom was after. 

"What the fuck was that "?

  Liam asked his sister. 

"Yoh bra!  It began from my dress code, asked if I have one I said no but I have a crush"! She said. 

"Wish! You 're the cause! Eish I hate this convos you know" he had his cereal.

"Who doesn't?  Nxx! At least now you can string around with a pair of tits without stress that mom and dad may see you, all thanks to me and my creed! You ungrateful son of a bitch"!

Nicole almost slapped him. 

"Dad! Nicole says you are a bitch "! 

That's when she came behind him closing his mouth with his hands, he fought back, trying to remove them so he could screech one more time, then rolled each other on the floor and started chasing each other in the house.

Their parents were happy seeing them jolly  like that, they hadn't seen such behavior in a while. 

I don't know how life betides you know, i mean i hated kids when i was a teen, I really did, but really cute one's stole my heart but they really had to be cute, light skinned even, whenever one comes with their baby, everyone jumps, hold their cheeks, kiss and play with them and i would just stand there like I'm seeing a spectre and i would always feel like i was all weird and guys! I cannot be the only who's been through such a phase, I know that for a fact! I can't be the only one😂. 

Things changed though, I think I was 21,I don't know how and I don't remember the first kid I fell in love with but it felt like a plant of love got planted in me and it just felt so natural and great!

Like I always wondered what one loves their kids so much that they would sacrifice themselves for their souls, but I would just ask myself and go on without having to ask someone else because I didn't even know which words I was meant to use.

Anyways my point is... I'm still longing for the love I'll be giving to my kids, I really am, I wish I could see them smile on my account and I know that I'm their hero. 😀🙈

"So tell me! I've been meaning to ask you just that i never knew how but now that i got the chance and we kinda on that topic I think i should... Ahhm! Do you have a guy"? 

Liam asked and closed his eyes with his hands like a 10 year old.😀

"Ahhm no! I don't have but i sometimes wish I had, I mean i do wanna know how it feels like having a guy to bring me a whole bunch of red roses and ferrero rocher chocolates and a bottle of wine for the both of us, a guy to take me out for shopping and I get to pick whatever i want, with my French cologne "Lalita" or "Delices de Cartier ", in a short red dress showing my cleavage and having my YSL purse, mhh"!

She was already miles away in her mind, such that it all felt like a Netflix movie, she had already put Liam in that scene and he was on the blooze. 😂

"Hey sis! hey! Can you see the blue sky? The clouds, nature? Good! Because I wanted to let you see that we still on this fucking planet. Anyways! Well... I'm single, so I don't have any girl in my life" he said. 

"Oww! Why? Are you serious"?

Nicole asked her with a huge surprise, all along she thought he was floating around with girls. 

"Hahaha! You probably thought I had one... Well I don't have, I once tried but this girl wants money which doesn't even total up to my weak pocket money... I mean what the fuck is that?

This other one was asking me Peruvian hair, 360 I don't know how many inches and it totalled up to E4500.00 "!

He clapped his hands together still with the surprised face that he still believed it. 

"WHAT THE FUCK BRO! A WHOLE R4500.00? 

I hate to say this but seems like you had met a gold digger, honestly, who the fuck does that in their whole sane mind? I'll tell you what! I'm not trying to be racist or discriminate but black people have this mentality of literally seeing money whenever they see white skin, I'm being serious, they just see money rolling in, they literally see notes just by looking at our faces''.

She literally laughed so hard that they both had a very high and naughty high five.😂😂

"What whack ass shit is that? Are you being serious though"? 😂😂 

He laughed and had asked that deliberately because he wanted her to go on so he could relax his muscles. 😂

"You don't know blacks bras! They are just something else honestly, I always hear some at school, like they want to date whites, those are their aims, well some, not because they like whites but they just see dollars and pounds".

They both laughed at it again and they ended up on each other's chest. They really had a great time together hey, it felt like it had been ages. 

"Yah! You just brightened up my day... So any titles coming today and how are you going to do this? Your bedroom or the study room"? He asked. 

"Study room is much better and it's wide! It's like mama knew we were going to need this for such times.. Let me get some juice, I know you want it😂, cranberry cooler "?

She stopped waiting for an answer. 

"Of course! Cranberry is everything, bring the whole litre, it needs to be disciplined" 😂 

They laughed and she went on. Just as she was on her way to the kitchen, she came across her parents all dressed up like it was a date, but she hid herself because she couldn't control it, she really had to tell Liam, so she criuched back to the balcony, the wag she was rushing, she almost slipped. 😂

"Hey! What the fuck you doing? Who's after you? And where's the damn juice"? 

He was up checking who was really after her, whilst she was breathing heavily holding onto her chest. 

"Liam! Liam! Folks are leaving bra! Looks like they are going for a date or something, they are all matchy matchy"!

That's when she got a chance to sit down and start breathing normally. 

"Oh God! I'm tired already, the steps are flagging"! She held her chest. 

"So if they are leaving what's the problem? Is there something I should know"? 🤒

He asked with his disarray face.

"Fuck you Liam! Can't you just use your brains"? She asked. 

"Don't fuck up with me Nicole, how the hell am I supposed to use my fucking brain when you'll be hosting this fucking nerds here"? He hung his hands on air. 

"Oww! So you know the fuck I'm talking about? Well simple! The study session isn't cancelled". 

She folded her arms with a facial which expected a question from Liam of which he eventually asked. 

"And how the hell on Earth will that occur"?  

He raised his eyebrows expecting an answer.

"Ohh fucking Jesus! 🙄We'll sit and bitch around, the house will be full of tites and vaginas, full of fucking cocks, we have hubby bubbly right?

We have cigars, they'll just have to organize wine.... Or maybe let's order bottles of wine, five would be okay, strong ones! Then they'll pay those E50 bucks and we get our money back, simple"! 

 She said...Just as she finished, their parents called the both of them and they went straight away. 

"Since you got rid of us from our own house, we decided to leave, we're going out, see you later and please behave guys, don't fight and Nicole!

I'm proud of you, just make sure it all goes well and  you work extra hard, not just you my baby the whole study group okay?  I believe in you".  

Their father was taking his wallet on top of the table, preparing to leave, all handsome and charming with a Miami baseball T-shirt and jeans with Jordan sneakers Xi, black ones, they we're really amazing. His wife was on boyfriend jeans, with vintage sneakers which were very very rare. 

Well….apparently Michael Jordan didn't become a cultural icon just because of his feats on the basketball court. He also became a legend thanks to his footwear.

Other players had marketing deals, but the combination of Nike and Jordan forever changed how the world thought of NBA players and their shoes.

Nike thought they had a modest hit when the Air Jordan 1s dropped. They projected sales of about 100,000 pairs.

However, the company sold somewhere between three and four million pairs in the first year. This brought in over $55 million and became a generation's idea of cool in the process. 

"Yoh Dad! Are you planning to propose to mama again" Liam was opening a bottle of water, feeling all thirsty. 

"Probably! But either way, it's none of your business, instead it's adult business, you are just a young adult so it's time you focus on bringing us a proper daughter in law"😂😂

They all laughed,walking towards the car. 

The two watched them leaving the gate and that's when they forthwithran back to the house to start the chaos they were about to make in an hour. 

"So what will I wear? Wait! Am I even allured to your fucking study thing"?

 Liam stood right there waiting for an answer. 

"Of course! You've gone through this book so you might as well share your information with us" she was fixing her hair again. 

"Aha! That is if we will study,  so ahhm how many bottles of wine do we have here... Let me see... Yes! We have 4 bottles! Bingo! 

 Sherry, Port, Madeira and Red Zinfandels and one bottle of whisky, bra we don't need 5, all this is strong it's like 20%! Nah we don't need more. It saves our time, let me go take a quick shower and do you mind making me breakfast, huge and hot breakfast "? 

Liam was looking  at her straight in the eyes as if he knew she was going to say no, she just looked at him once and opened the fridge, that's when he left because he thought she wasn't interested, he had already told himself he was going to make it once he was done. 

Actually that's how it's like having siblings, as much as they may have annoyed you when you were younger, there are so many benefits to having a sibling. 

Whether you're making fun of your parents, or just need someone to vent to, you can pretty much always count on your siblings to be there whenever you need a helping hand.

Even if you are close with your cousins, catching up with your extended family can be intimidating — but having a sibling or two by your side is sure to make things much easier, we all know this right? 😂

Well... It was only a few minutes before everyone came along, they had all got the directions so it was easy, besides her house was allocated around her school so it wasn't complicated at all.

Liam was all done when he popped up in Nicole's room asking which outfit was great for the day. 

"Bra! You can't just barge into my room like that! 😩, like what if I was naked"?

She was staring at him with an upset facial. 

"It's because I know you aren't, even if you were what's the problem because we are twins"?

She looked at him with anger but her heart filled up with love that never had any artificial spot. 

"Which one is best? Shorts or something serious like a pair of jeans, t-shirt and sneakers "?

He asked with a serious face, you could see he was serious about the day, I mean Liam wasn't someone who took things seriously so this! This was real to him. 

"Anything is fine Liam, you might even wear your boxers, it's okay" she drew close to her mirror, still wasn't satisfied with how she looked. 

"Ahh come on! I'm not desperate here bra! I might as well go out and have fun at the Solanis if this is how you are".

He was turning back with disappointment when Nicole stopped her and apologized. 

"I'm sorry Liam... I'm just nervous you know... Really want to have fun today, I want a guy, today"! She said. 

"It's okay I understand... You've got me right? So yes everything will go accordingly! Anyways what can I wear "? He asked her. 

"You know what? Sweat pants will do, they are nice, simple and they always look great on you, I mean you've got the body for them so yeah, and wear your Sk8-Hi vans and you'll be cool my sweetheart ". 

He did as she said and as he was changing there was a bell at the door, that's when they both screamed and almost slipped on each other's chests because they were both trying to find each so they could  double check themselves if they were looking all good and that made them laugh because it was a coincidence. 

Everything was fine, Liam checked through his bedroom window on who it was and damn! It was a girl! That made him jump repeatedly whilst Teddy allowed her to enter. 

Her name was 'Annie', she was beautiful in boyfriend jeans, and a white crop top, with some vintage shoes, with long curly hair which was blond, it  was hard to understand her nationality, she looked American, white colored but the truth is she was Polish, all the way from Poland.

Nicole walked her to the study where everything was all there and organized, it was wide and seemed like one could find any book they wanted. 

"Wow! Nicole! What a nice study... It's wide and so informative! I guess that's why you so smart hey, always amongst the top 5"😛 as soon as she completed her sentence, Liam was right there. 

"Well... That's not a problem... I could also help you with any task you need, I'm actually doing my last year at the UWC, may you please allow me to introduce myself".

That was Liam already, pulling his right hand to her and making her all smiley and all, Liam, a whole of him! 😂🙊, he was nervous but one last breath he took before he intruded, made him a whole lot of a confidence.

 He had his big expensive phone with him, as soon as she saw it, she was surprised, she knew if he ever went any further, he definitely stood a chance no matter what! Mhhh! 'This study is still going to be lit' she spoke from her heart.

He took his bag and placed it amongst the cupboards, just before they started with everything. Nicole stood there folding her hands watching Liam with a huge smile filled up with laughter which could explode In any second of that hell of a minute. 😂

You know how that feels right? When you laugh at someone yet there's a third wheel and you try with all possible means that it doesn't burst out and then boom! You've cracked it, by mistake! We've all had such coincidences and they can be hell! 😂

He asked her to chill right there while he got her glass of juice. Just as he was making his way to the kitchen he came across Nicole, his speed was something which has never been seen before. 😂

"Move! No Nicole as in just step away, just vanish here you'll make me spill this drink and that's the last thing i need right now ".

Nicole was just standing there by the corner as she had been instructed to, surprised and happy to see her brother as happy as that. 

"Thank you so much Liam! I pronounced it right, didn't i"?

Annie asked with curiosity, she knew she was so right but she was making a conversation flow. 

"Yes queen you did " he responded....

The way she was blushing... It was like it was her first time speaking to a guy like that. There was a bell again and when Nicole checked... It was a hell of a bunch of students... Her classmates of course, combined grade 11's. 

"What The Fuck! Seem like everyone's here" !

She rushed downstairs to welcome them and in the meantime she shouted for Liam telling him to come downstairs but he was so lost in the moment, so she let it go, opened the glass door for them and they were all in with their 'singular hey's and hi's', she led them to the study where they found the two, just at that moment, Teddy and Anaisha were behind by surprise, that she screamed, she had a doubt already that they were going to come. 

"Ahhhh! You guys are here! How come I didn't see you"? She asked. 

"Well... Just as you went inside we were by the gate, you had closed so we used the other entrance"! Anaisha said with a huge smile. 

"This is home so don't ask us how we knew"

Teddy said and they all laughed. 

"Bitches"!  

Nicole said whilst she turned her back on them,  leading the way to the library, being the "Guru" 😂they didn't have to ask, they just looked at each other (Teddy and Anaisha) and made their way.

Just after a minute when they had settled, Nicole thought of popping up the huge question of the day. 🤓

"Guys! You wanna succor yourselves through fun or you wanna work first"? 

Everyone was lost until Teddy got it first!😄

"Wait! Let's play guys, then we'll work" she laughed hard because nobody in the room got it.

 Liam stood up and went to get all the sorts of wine they had available. He told them they weren't for free, they were going to pay right after they leave, he got the sherry bottle first.

As soon as he got it, everyone screeched with excitement, they knew it was still going to be fired! 

"Guys! My name's Liam and I'm bringing you a bottle of Sherry, it's very dangerous, it's 20% and please just a quarter of a glass, don't pour the whole thing, it's strong!

We don't want vomits and trash here, please, whatever bottle I bring is 20% or more not less, so let's have fun"!

He screamed and everyone was excited. They played some Haddaway music entitled "What is love". 

They all yelled as soon as it started. If you know you know, the band is all one needs for fun. 😂

Liam poured for Annie as soon as he recalled to be a gentleman😂, they all drank and unstringed themselves, after 15 minutes they started opening books so they could study. 

Guess what? 

They tried, they really did but they couldn't, they wanted more. Nicole got another bottle and made it again, they were all tipsy and so overly excited that there was laughter everywhere, Teddy, Anaisha and Nicole were the worst amongst them all, they were screaming and all. 

.... 

From sobbing on stranger's shoulders to uttering slurry laments, drunk people are the life of any party.

Naturally, things get out of control resulting in funny events that are sure to be the topic of conversations for months and even years. Everything and everyone  was totally wasted, dissipated till Yazaan pulled up a whole pack of weed! 😉

"The party is about to begin"!  

He screamed so loud that everybody joined him.  Almost everyone had pulls. Hey!  Hey!  Hey!  The mess in that library! in a blink of an eye... It was a 2 by 2, Teddy was with Nic, Yazaan was with some chick he didn't even know a name, Liam was with Annie, Anaisha was hooked up too😂😂 it was a mini Las Vegas. Nicole had been grabbed by Shane, someone she had never thought of.

Wow! A mix-up of a puzzle! Mhhhh! 🙉🙊

Everyone was down on the floor, , some were all over each other, in such a way that Brian tried going live on Instagram but he shot an hour long live video and forgot to press record! That was the funniest thing, everybody never ever forgot. 😂😂

Nicole got very pressed and she peed right there by the door thinking she was in the loo, she literally pulled her panties down in front of everyone and peed😨😂, everyone was shocked with laughter, she was so drunk and high that she realized after a minute that "no man! This must be the floor"! 

Imagine!😂

Liam went to his room with the new girl Annie, and he got laid 🙊, a whole Liam, Teddy got laid, Nicole got laid, Anaisha! My goodness finally she got her short term goal! She eventually got laid! Mhhh! What a  thrilling and stirring experience! 

It was after lunch when Nicole was woken up by her mom's call, asking her to take out an oxtail from the fridge to cook. 

"Hey mom"! She responded. 

"How are you? Can you take out the oxtail from the fridge so you can start cooking by 15:00". 

"Bitch! How I do even know how to cook, by the way aren't you  the one who's supposed to cook, I mean this is your fucking house".

She stood up and almost fell right there again,with  the phone on her hands. 😂

As soon as she checked her phone again, she went to her latest dials and....

"Fuuuuuck"!

Everybody looked at her with surprised faces. 

"I literally insulted my mom! Oh shit! Yooh! No this weed is a sluggish bra, just as she tried going out the door, she slipped and fell again, Shane tried to pull her up they both couldn't make it so they got on the floor together, and they laughed. 

MIND THIS : IT'S CRUCIAL

Age is a state of mind; being young is relative. There are 70-year-olds who look and feel like they are 50. And there are 40-year-olds who look and feel like they are 60.

Your mental, emotional, and physical health will determine how well you age and how 'old' you feel. Young can mean age 22 or young can mean age 52, it's all about how you feel about yourself.

It's really important to make yourself a priority in life, make yourself a priority!!!  If you don't take care of yourself, nobody else will. You have to be number one.

All things in your life stem from your happiness. Be someone who makes you happy!Enjoy the small things.

Take walks more often, watch the sunrise and watch it go down too,  Stop and look at a babbling brook. Sit in an oversized chair at Barnes & Noble and read a great book.

 Observe an elderly couple holding hands. Life is made up of these small and seemingly insignificant things. They aren't insignificant. Be sure to take the time to appreciate them.Get outside. 

Being outdoors is good for you. Soak in the sunlight, get those endorphins kicking, and enjoy the beauty that nature offers.Be confident in who you are. Every person is unique and special in their own way. 

Understanding this early in life is critical. Be proud of who you are and don't be afraid to let the world know it.

One thing young people, teens especially, we are afraid of taking calculated risks! Why? Life is a series of risks and rewards. Be smart with your risks and understand the consequences. 

.......

Well, I personally took a peril,  I decided to write newspaper articles weekly, for years, like 4 years, but then one day I looked at all the pieces I got published, with my name and picture, because everytime it got released, I would cut them out into a file, and when I did, I went like 'this pieces can make up a novel, if I have this whole bunch in my file, I am capable of writing a novel, and I did! I've always wished to be an Arthur, and I'm proud of myself even now and I'm still going to write and write and give you all the information I can give you till I get empty!

 I took a risk and never went on with College because I had belief and faith that with this passion, talent! I can manage to put food on the table, feed others and be rich! I believed it myself that you know what... I can do this and I will! Here I am! Writing my second which is this one! It's a risk! 

Another point which we hardly notice or take lightly  is not focusing on "the now we have right  under our noses... Focus on the present! Worrying to a certain degree about your future is normal, but don't overlook the power of being in the present moment.

You can't change the past, but you can control what you do right now.Stop caring about what people think of you. 

Fear of criticism is one of the most destructive fears known to humanity. It can debilitate you to the point paralysis.

Learn early in life that it doesn't matter what people think of you. It really doesn't. And besides, people are too worried about what you think about them to care about you!

It's important to surround yourself with positive people. Jim Rohn said "You are the average of the five people you spend the most time with." And it's completely true. 

If you want to be a success, hang around with successful people. If someone has what you want, you can do what they do, and get what they've got.Worry less.

Worrying about that big test is normal, as is worrying about that possible job promotion, but when you begin to worry excessively, it can become a real problem. 

Worrying can lead to stress and anxiety, which can become disorders and negatively affect all areas of your life.Learn from your past but don't dwell on it.

Being caught up in your past can lead to stagnation and the inability to progress in your life.

Understand that life is just a series of events and move on. You can change the future but you cannot alter your past decisions.Travel. Most of you want to travel the world, see new things, and meet new people. 

Statistics show that the average mother in the U.S. will start a family at age 25, meaning that your travel options will become quite limited for a number of years after you start having children. And even if you do tell yourself that you're going to travel, most of you won't. Don't put it off. Get out there and see the places you desire most.

Learn a new language! In this day and age, knowing a second (or third) language is no longer just a hobby, it can help you in your career.

Well!  I partly comprehend "Urdu" language, I wish I could understand it all but hey!  It gets deeper and deeper😂, in the meantime I wish I could study Italian, Spanish, French, Polish, you know... 

Being able to communicate with people from multiple cultures not only makes good business sense, but expands your personal growth, all this things, are things that are ought to be done now, by you, as young as you are, there's fun and consequences in every field you come across to, it's just the way it is. 

"The gate opened, footsteps actioned🙄 right at that moment when everything was laid or layed on the tables, empty wine bottles were right there, right there, weed, hubbly bubbly, everything! Wait! There's more... some were half naked, some were in bedrooms in beds, where they had passed out. 😰

"Mhhh! Why is it so silent though... Or maybe they are wri... Wait! This is a boy's belt, this is a bra! But this belt isn't for my son"...

They both looked at each other, wondering what had or was happening in their absence but they never had wild thoughts, they thought they were just  imagining things.

Nicole was walking to the kitchen when she saw them standing there, and she panicked so bad because she didn't know how to reach to the library and Liam was fucking girls in his room, everything was upside down, just as she was on multiple thoughts, she was seen and it felt like she was going sober for a minute, she had to act normal, as high and drunk as she was. 

"Hey! Happy couple! You back? Oww ahh that's my bra and Liam's belt, we actually went to town right after you and when we came back we were exhausted that we started undressing here, you know how tiring a belt and bra can be"😂 

She faked laughed with nervousness and fear, she couldn't stop thinking about upstairs, just as when they were on it, one of the boys walked to the kitchen naked, with a towel on and soon as he realized Nicole's folks were back, he got appalled , went downstairs to greet them, as he walked on the steps, it went off and fell and he literally stepped on it by mistake! 😉 that's when his dick got unveiled,  Nicole's mom screamed, Nicole closed her eyes with fear. 

"What's happening and where's Liam"? Her dad asked. 

"Ahhm ahhm he's sleeping " she said. 

"Take me to him"!  He left just like that and her mom followed, the boy did too, they all did. 

She didn't know what to say or do to stop them from heading there, shit! He was with that Polish bitch!

He was a very few steps before he opened the door and Nicole fake-fainted, everyone got terrified trying to assist her, The guy saw that, and he knew there were reasons, her dad couldn't stop eyeing the door although he was succuring his daughter breathing.

 They took her to her bed and that's when Liam got a second to come  out with his girl Annie, that's when the guy also asked to be excused for the restroom, he wanted to put on his clothes, he was high, really high but that situation parted the hell out of him. 

He double checked before coming out of the room, Annie popped out first and he followed behind, the rest had got notified that heads of the palace were back, so they tried  to tidy up but unfortunately, as high as they were, not everything got sorted out, weed was neatly tied.

 Shiiiit!!!