40 HIS THOUGHTS

Adrian runs to the closet, grab his bathrobe while rushing to the bathroom.

He quickly hangs the bathrobe at the hanger adjust the water temperature to the cold, undressing he jumps into the shower.

He was so close to losing all his reason and succumbing all to his dark desires. If Lucas hasn't been obedient just then and had moved a few more times then Adrian would have pushed him down on the couch. He would have kissed Lucas making him tremble all over, how beautiful that sight would be! ah!

Thinking about that Adrian's cooled body began to heat up but this time he let loose all his nerves and did what's his body and heart desired. He felt his little brother down there begin to get hard as he thought of doing nasty and dirty with Lucas.

He wants to make a mess out of Lucas, he wants to love him gently as well as roughly, he wants to thrust his little brother in and out of him but he could only imagine it and relieve himself.

Maybe, no what he was doing was dirty and immoral defiling someone in your thoughts without their consent or knowledge is also disrespectful but he just couldn't help but do it. His desire for Lucas wasn't simple and naive. He did regard Lucas as a pure sacred being but he also wants to pull Lucas into his dark and messed world.

Lucas always shows an indifferent and cold attitude to others but he knew how pure and good his heart was.

For him, Lucas has always been a clean and celestial being but he didn't want to be a priest to that celestial being, what he wanted was to drag that celestial being to his demonic world and mess him up.

Other's may think why can't you try to be a good person and decide to be as pure as your beloved but if he did so who would be the bad one and punish those who try to tarnish his naive and innocent beloved.

He couldn't let Lucas play the bad role. His Lucas couldn't even bear to punish the person who spoke badly about him instead tried to find legal ways to deal with that person so how could he let his baby play a bad cop.

By imagining Lucas begging for mercy and his enchanting glares Adrian finally releases himself. He looks at the semi-white fluid in his hand and helplessly sighs. He had loved Lucas for many years since the day he didn't even know the meaning of loving someone, he had imagined kissing Lucas some time but he hadn't dared to defile Lucas till this day and today he finally did. He let all his dark desires control him and let himself free.

Those desires which were bottled up till this day was set free. Even Adrian doesn't know if he could control his desires and love for Lucas anymore.

He sighs helplessly and shook his head in defeat.

Adrian quickly rinsed himself. He didn't want to overindulge in pleasure and his dark and messy thoughts. He put on the bathrobe then walk to the living room looking for the culprit who forced him to succumb to his demons not knowing what disaster would befall him(L).

He didn't find Lucas in the living room instead he saw Lucas in the kitchen cooking something on the pot.

He lightly walk towards Lucas curious to know what he was making this late at night.

Just as he was within a distance to know what he was making, Lucas turn around as if he felt someone was walking towards him.

Lucas frown as he notices Adrian," how childish, wait for a sec."

Adrian was dazed and confused at Lucas attitude towards him. He helplessly sighs, while following Lucas instruction to not move, he turned his attention to the pot at the stove. The pot was half-filled with water with a few chunks of ginger slices. It seems Lucas was making ginger water which was good for heating up the body.

He didn't need some genius to tell for whom that was made. Adrian gently smiles at Lucas thoughtfulness.

Adrian felt Lucas walking towards him, he turns around to find Lucas has some things in his hands when he notices what the things were, his smile got bigger.

Lucas has returned with a towel and the blow dryer in his hands.

Lucas handed throw the towel to Adrian's head and rubbed it for a while and handed the blow dryer on the hand," go and sit on the couch, I will be there in a minute."

Adrian quickly follow his instructions while Lucas turn off the heat and put some ginger water in a cup while the remaining were put on the heating bottle.

Lucas walked to the living room with a cup and bottle full of ginger water, he put them on the tea table by the couch side, he put the lid on the cup as he snatch the blow dryer from Adrian's hand.

Lucas plug the dryer into his silver watch when Adrian saw this his eyes smile in delight.

He looks at the watch in his hand, it was of golden colour. He loves this watch as it was the symbol of the care and love Lucas has for him.

This watch has been updated as the terminal device. The terminal was introduced to the world six years ago by the 3 families of the A country. It was the joined projects conducted by the 3 families as major shareholders with 25% partnership each then 19% was distributed to the 100 other major companies of the world whereas remaining 6% was given to 3 heirs of the 3 families for their contribution, distributing 2% each to them.

This was the biggest project conducted by the three families for 4 years but they still couldn't produce the perfect terminal despite working on this project for 4 whole years.

They wanted to create an environmental friendly terminal device with the perfect renewal source just then Lucas suggested using bad radiation as the main component of the terminal. Like this bad radiation could be used properly without harming others. Adrian and Hayden help Lucas to draft the plan on how to use the bad radiation and how to protect it from harming humans by making a protective layer on it which greatly help the invention of the best terminal.

They just suggested an idea and their small idea give the way out for the team working on the terminal so as a contribution they were given 2% each which has a great market value.

Nowadays most people use terminals for everyday life like making calls, watching, streaming news, youtube and so on. It has the same function as your phone but you don't have to worry about charging it as it could self-charge through radiation. It has holographic 3D properties which give users the best experience.

Despite being introduced to the world for 6 whole years, many people still didn't have access to the terminal only one-third of the world population has it and it is estimated in 1 decade every one would have it.

Adrian still remembers it had been 4 years since their training started and only a few times they had been able to contact each other then suddenly one day Lucas told him the matter regarding the terminal and 3 of them regard that project as their first joint project and work hard for a whole month to present their idea which earns them the great satisfaction from their families.

And as soon as the terminal was launched both Lucas and him sent their watch to the workshop for an instalment of the terminal whereas Hayden following his brothers also asked for the terminal in the watch model, his was in black colour.

Adrian traces his finger over Lucas silver watch lightly as if he was touching a precious memory. His eyes were gentle and full of love not for the watch but for the owner of this watch. This silver watch contains their memories.

" Stay still and don't move," Lucas shook off Adrian's hands, he made Adrian look forward as he began to dry his hair.

" How long do I have to care about you," Lucas chided Adrian while he gently blow-dried his hair.

" Forever," Adrian reply in a small voice but it was enough to be heard by Lucas.

Lucas hand and heart both tremble when he hear such an unexpected reply from Adrian.