Life

Rex likes me in panties especially my blue panties. The silky ones to I'll miss him when I'm at work like a lot all the time though. It's great and amazing I love him and he knows that. I think he missed me too.

So we love and miss each other I don't mind it though. I love wearing panties there more comfy to me I don't know why though. I have Nila's Facebook, Instagram, discord, Skype, anything else she has because of Rex. 

He's amazing my world, my everything, my life, my ride or die. I love him so fucking much. Like all the time. I might die without him I really do want to marry him someday. I hope we do get married someday.

"Love you." Rex said.

"Love you too." I said.

"Your not really talking- Did I do something wrong master?" Rex asked.

"No slave I'm just thinking." I said.

We roleplay as master and slave. I'm more a slave then he is but when I want to I can be a master. His birthday is coming up he's gonna be seventeen I'm taking him out for the day. Our friends and family are gonna throw a surprise party.

I was cut out of my thoughts when Rex kissed me.  I obviously kissed him back. We are making out right now. He wants attention twenty four seven. If you don't pay him attention then thing's will get ugly. Were making out right now.

"I love you." Rex said as he pulled away from the make out session.

"Love you too but why do you always want attention?" I asked.

"Because I was in an abusive relationship." Rex said as he wiped off the makeup.

"Oh I'm sorry." I said crying.

"Why are you crying?" Rex asked.

"I was to, Blake/Barbie was the same..." I said as I did the same.

"I'm sorry babe." Rex said.

"It's fine love, I love you don't forget that." I said as I kiss his boo-boos.

"I love you most and don't forget that." Rex said as he kissed my boo-boos.

"Pain is a turn on for me." I said as I felt pain.

"Same." Rex said as he does to.

"Round two daddy?" I asked.

"Hell yeah." Rex said.

So we had round two and took a shower. We took a thirty minute shower. We got dressed as my favorite color is red. Rex's favorite color is blue. I got to work today which sucks. I write him a note and set it on my pillow.

After that I got ready for work. (What the note says is in bold.)

Dear love,

I love you to the moon and back. Your my world, my everything, second lover but it feels like my first lover. If you die I might join you I don't know if I can live without you in my life. I hope I can make you cry I also hope that we can have kids eventually. I love you so much. I have another kink I like piss. Don't judge please I trust you enough to tell you so shushies. I know you love me in panties. I'm wearing your favorite color right now they are the silky ones. I hope you'll tear up by this because I barley pour my heart out in notes to be honest. My one and only, forever and always, the love of my life, my ride or die, my everything. I love you for you and no one can change my mine. Even if I lose it I love you so fucking much. Don't ever forget that, can you promise me that you won't? I don't want to lose you.

Sincerely, your lover,  Nick Luke Ross Ryder.

I set the note on my pillow like I said I would. He kissed me I kissed back. We are making out right now he's gonna make me late. I love him but not when he makes me late. He hates when I work he'd rather join in. The boss doesn't like it when I'm late but it's cool.

"Love I'm gonna be late." I said.

"I can drive you." Rex said.

"Okay." I said.

"I don't want too lose you." Rex said.

"Your not it's just a job. Tell you what at noon you can come down when I call you. Sounds good love?" I asked.

"But it feels like your leaving forever..." Rex said as he hugs me tightly.

After the hug he drives me to my job. We both get out and he hugs me tightly again. I do the same he kisses me as were hugging. I kiss him back we are making out right now. Once we pulled away I went inside this is the usual. He gets in the vehicle and drives home.

"Yo Nick." Jake said. (Yes he works here to.)

"Hey Jake." I said.

"How's Rex?" Jake asked.

"He's good." I said.

"Use to be abused to?" Jake asked.

"He told you?" I asked.

"Yeah." Jake said.

"Why?" I asked.

"He wanted advice." Jake said.

"Sup." Zack said. (Yes my friends work here to)

"Hey." Tony said.

"Hey." I said.

"Hey loves." Victor said.

"Hey." Me and Zack said.

"Hey baby." Seven and Adrian said.

"What about me?" I asked.

"Oh hey Nick." They said.

"Hey love." Tony and Jake said.

I asked my friends to see if they'd strip with me. They are true friends because I asked them to transition with me. They did Adree is at the straight strip club. I asked Nila to see if she'd keep Rex company.

She texted sure when it's noon I call the house phone. He answered on the first ring. It usually takes me three more times to get him to answer. Bad news is that I have to work till midnight. I have to tell him that a worker got sick so I'm taking there place.

"Baby I got bad news." I said over the phone while I sigh.