1 Diary

April 1st

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April 2nd

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April 3rd

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April 4th

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April 5th

You know, looking at this every day on my desk is pathetic. Might as well use it. Maybe someday something or someone will push me over the edge and give me that bad day. After all, it only takes 1. With the way my life is going right now it could be anytime now.

April 6th

My sister is pissing me off. Every SINGLE DAY. Always around me and bugging me like I need her. My "PARENTS" don't care so why doesn't she just leave me alone. But I can't touch her I can't harm her I can't hurt her. I can only deal with it. I'm trying to connect with her and the family but it's like I can't. Shouldn't. I've done this before so I should listen.

April 7th

I feel like there's more to my sister than meets the eye. I mean I love her. She's the only one in the family that actually cared about me. My parents aren't even my real parents. Sometimes my parents even forget I exist. But my sister, she always remembers. She remembers everything. Always there. For me, always there for me. I love that about her.

April 8th

My bad I forgot to tell you about my family. My parents are

April 8th

I don't remember I don't remember I don't remember I don't remember I don't remember I don't remember I don't remember I don't remember I don't remember I don't remember I don't remember I don't remember

I remember. My beautiful loving sister is my family. Only one I need

April 9th

Had a field trip to go to today but there was a problem. ALL the school buses broke down. THAT ISN'T POSSIBLE.

SO NOW I HAVE TO STAY HOME. AT LEAST I DON'T HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL ON A TUESDAY. BRIGHT SIDE OF THINGS.

APRIL 10TH

I FEEL LIKE IM MISSING SOMETHING BIG AND IMPORTANT. I ASKED SISTER BUT SHE SAID FORGET ABOUT IT

NO SOMETHING IS WRONG I NEED TO

FORGET ABOUT IT

APRIL 11TH

I WAS MAKING MY SISTER WORRY SO I DROPPED IT. I CAN'T MAKE THE ONLY PERSON WHO CARES ABOUT ME SAD AFTER ALL. IT'S MY SISTERS BIRTHDAY TOMORROW. EVEN THOUGH I THOUGHT IT WAS ON . WAIT, ITS NOT EVEN , HOW CAN IT BE HER BIRTHDAY. MUST A PRANK OR SOMETHIMG.

APRIL 12TH

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APRIL 13TH

WOW, TURNS OUT IT WAS HER BIRTHDAY. SHE LOOKED SO SCARED AND SAD. I WISH I DIDN'T FORGET.

APRIL 11TH

IT'S MY SISTERS BIRTHDAY TOMORROW. WAIT when is my birthday, wasn't it tomorrow? Yeah April 14th

April 15th

I messed on the dates. After doing this 319 times, it doesn't get clearer. I actually lose more the more I go. After all this these MEMORIES AREN'T REAL.

WE STILL NEED TO KEEP GOING. THIS IS ONLY THE START. THE OPENNING THE ACT

AFER ALL THIS ISN'T REAL SO I CAN DO WHAT EVER I WANT. ONLY I AM REAL. ONLY ME

ALRIGHT TAKE 320. HURRY IT UP

SISTER IS WAITNG.