His Rui
"So what if my destiny does not have her. My heart is still filled with her and no one can empty it, not even me." ------------ I despised her. I despised how she schemed to get married to me. I despised her because of her arrogance. " Li Rui, you don't know how many times I have wished to kill you. " But all of this was my illusion. Everything was a mysterious trap of lies. A trap that was laid to trap me. "Rui, I want to protect you from this whole world. I will not ask you to love me.....just don't hate me. Hmm...." --------------- [This is an original story] Buy me a Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/ada_5253 My other book on Webnovel - CEO He: Please Don't Love Me (Ongoing
The Insecure Lord Xi
When Xi Ying had realized that he loved Li Rui after four years, he also knew that if he hoped the same kind of emotion from Li Rui's side that too so soon, then he would be expecting too much.
After all, the mistakes he had done were too many.
So how could he expect Li Rui to love him even a little after she suffered so much in Xi Manor.
In fact, he was grateful that she didn't leave even after so much happened…even after in her eyes, it was he who kept their son away from her for four years.
So he made his heart understand. He tried to have less expectations.
He tried to find happiness in what he was getting.
Having Li Rui beside him regardless of whether this love was only one sided, it was still very precious.
That was what he had thought.
Only now at this moment, when Xi Ying saw Li Rui in Yi Junjie's arms, he got to know that it was perhaps not enough.