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Damien's mind repeated that incident on repeat. He closed his eyes and took in a shaky breath. His mind and heart was filled with regret, guilty and shame. If only he could go back in time. He felt helpless. Such a monster he was, he still is. He had hurt Lillian and now Vaidehi. He was so stupid that he let his emotions rule over his head. He was a fool. He should have questioned Lillian instead of assuming things on his own and accusing her. He was so stupid, so stupid that he ended up becoming puppet of Lillian's father's game. He has done gravel mistake.

And when he realized what he did, it was already too late. He lost the most precious person of his life. He blamed himself, he has isolated himself. And when the certain some with dark brown eyes made a appearance in his life, and slowly made her way to his guarded heart, he pushed her away, he tried to hurt her numerous times. Proving again, what a monster he was.