Moving on

It's been years since mum died and I Know I should have gotten over it but I just can't. Every single thing reminds me of her, Starting from her favorite apron that's hangs on the kitchen wall like a trophy to the lifeless living room that holds so many memories of her.

I think her death hit dad the most and that's why I decided to stay back home and watch him for now. Am pretty sure most of my friends are in college by now. sadly I lost contacts with everyone I know after mum's death cause I needed space so I broke my sim card, lol yh stupid of me.

I miss her so much am not even going to lie. I never knew how it hurts to lose someone until that person was my mum. My mum was everything to me. My best friend, my work mate, my gist mate..... It's not that I don't have a life with my age mate, hell no. I've always been the life of the party, always seen where d cruise is taking place, But like we all know if you need to be on top you need to constantly take charge. The death of my mum took a hard turn on me and doing my mourning stage, I kinda lost myself, my spark. I think am gonna be a lone wolf for now.

Oh, forgive my manners.

Am your one and only Cassie Andy. The famous bee Queen and am a bad bitch!! oh crash that, I was a bad bitch but now, am just a girl who lost her mum, and lost her self along side with it. But very soon am gonna get my spark back cause am sure that's what mum would have wanted. Fear my return.

Jayson POV

It's been four frustrating fucking years I have been searching for my mate. I've searched almost every pack in most counties but still no sign of her. sometimes I can't help but wonder if she's doing this to me on purpose, or if this mate shit was even real but than again I've seen lots of people find their mates, so there's no chance in hell that's it's a lie.

My beta Daniel has found his mate 3 years back so y can't I find mine!! Fuck!! This as frustrating as hell but I have made up my mind, am gonna mate with Alison my father's beta daughter. I know I should wait for my mate to show up, my wolf wants me to wait for her but I can't. The pack must stay strong, I must take over as alpha and to do that I need a Luna and since my mate ain't forth coming I have no other choice than to mate with Alison.

My wolf said it's wrong, he yells for his mate, but there's nothing we can do. We have no other choice. We will mate with Alison no matter what. we have to do it for the pack we owe them that as their alpha.

Cassie POV

I think it's time to move on, I've not really talked to Dad about it cause I don't wanna force him, I know how much he loved mum. He loved mum even till death.

I have to get my life in order, pick up the pieces of myself that are long gone and broken. I need a new start and that's exactly what am going to do.

I was lying face down on my bed, you know what I told you about me moving on and starting all over again, right?

well the plan is already in motion. I just spent the whole morning cleaning up the house and arrange it. I honestly do wanna bring back the spark of my family, even if it won't be like the good old days at least it won't be dead completely.

I was lying face down on my bed when I heard the beeping of my iPhone. I didn't bother checking cause am pretty sure it won't be important. it might just be a wrong number. after all, I just got the phone two days back.

But it kept beeping so I decided to check what's up.

I picked up the phone only to see a congratulations message saying that I have been admitted to right choice college to study business management. I couldn't believe it, this got to be the happiest day of my life. Seems like the universe is in agreement with me in my idea of moving on. When I applied for this course I just did it randomly, never in a million years did I expect them to accept me. Don't get me wrong, am intelligent but my mum dead during my final year in high school, so it was hard to focus, so most of my grades were fucked up.

This means I'll be paying a visit to my grandma in Irene cause the college is sited there. But than again what about dad? How will he react to this? Can I leave him on his own? Will he be fine? His barley holding on although he have been improving lately. I guess I got to wait for him to be back so I can tell him my good news. Hope he will find it as good as I found it.

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