Chapter 19

Yoongi's POV

I feel terrible about leaving her alone. I just can't believe this woman is this afraid of needles. How in the hell is she going to survive delivering childbirth? Right now my main concern is getting her to allow the I.V. to be placed so the doctor can make sure she is properly hydrated.

"Angel once the doctor brings in a new nurse, will you allow her to place I.V.?" The older nuYoongi: OK kitten the doctor brought in a new nurse. Will you let her do the I.V.?" I nodded but then the older nurse decided to open her mouth.

"We are not going to subject any more of my nurses to your wife's temper tantrums." The look on her face spoke volumes. She is beyond fed up and annoyed with me. I look over to Yoongi, but he responds to her before I need to ask. "My wife doesn't want you to touch her either." Smiling with my quiet victory as Yoongi continued talking to the doctor. "You need to get a nurse in here that has a better bedside manner and is more tolerant to her needs." The doctor looks to the evil nurse and nods his head.

The ugly look on her face confirms that she doesn't want to. "I am more than capable of inserting the I.V." She stood her ground with her arms crossed over her chest. I do not care for her tone.

"Get her the hell away from my wife and go get a better nurse." The doctor nodded his head and gently directed her pissed form to the door and grabs a passing nurse. "Nurse Grace can you please install Mrs. Min's I.V.?" She smiles and walks over to introduce herself to Kelis. I like her tone and demeanor much better than the last nurse. Getting much better vibes from her and Kelis seems to be happy as well.

I recognize this nurse. Her father owes me a debt and she is now repaying it since his passing. If she can make this easy for Kelis I am going to make her life a bit easier. I cleared my throat and causing the nurse to look at me. "Nurse Grace my wife Kelis hates needles and the other two women made her very uncomfortable." She nods and smiles at me and walks out of the door to collect what she needs.

When she came back in she had a warm towel in her hands. "May I have your arm please?" Kelis reaches out and Grace wraps the towel around her arm. She explains what she is doing as she does it. Standing next to Kelis she buries her face in my chest as Grace preps. Grace was great at her job, but cause before I know it she is looking up with a smile.

"All done Mrs. Min. That wasn't so bad now was it?" Smiling at her as she cleans up. "No, it wasn't. Thank you." Grace nods and leaves. In her place is my mother looking as cranky as ever. "Son." She shoulders me out of the way so she can get closer to Kelis. I don't miss the evil eye she shoots me on her way past me either. Not gonna lie even with my dad in the room I still don't feel safe.

"I see you got the I.V. sweetheart. I hope it didn't hurt too bad dear." Shaking head and smiling Kelis looked at mother and said, "No. ma'am. I didn't feel a thing." My mother smiled at her and patted her shoulder. "Great. I hope your OBGYN has an equally good nurse there." Then she turns to me and asks, "Does she also work in a private practice?"

Shrugging my shoulders I direct my look at the doctor. "To the best of my knowledge she only works here, but she is a pediatric nurse." Looking at the two women in my life. One looking at me for help the other looking at me like it might be my last day on earth. "If you want to keep my business here you will make sure she is available for my wife's appointments." The doctor simply nodded his confirmation.

"Are you ok with keeping your care here, Angel?" Kelis nodded and my dad clapped his hand. "Well, there you go love. Everything is fine. Let's go and let them finish the check-up."

A few hours later

We leave the hospital knowing that Kelis and our baby are doing well. Considering is genderless and about the size of an olive, we are doing well as a whole. I notice the way her body tenses up as we walk into the house.

"You're safe Angel, while we were at the hospital mom had the guys check the house. She also had Sierra and Joon update the security system. Rubbing her back as we stand in the hallway that will lead to our bedroom. Hoping I can make her feel a little better. I am not taking any more chances with safety around here. I made sure that Joon and Sierra knew function was much more important than look.

All of the changes are not completed yet but we have started. Once they are done Jin and Hobi will attempt to break-in. I thought about asking Jimin but his answer is to blow up or shoot anything in his way.

I laugh as Kelis walks into the bathroom and locks the door. I can see she is still mad about the hospital

Kelis's POV

I get in and take a quick shower, all I want right now is to get in bed and cry. I have no idea why but I am in every feeling I have right now. Crying and screaming both sounds like good options right now. I get out and take my time getting ready for bed. Hoping he will be asleep when I get out so I can have some peace.

I open the door and carefully peek out. I see a lump in the bed and I assume it is my annoying ass husband. I will not be sleeping in that bed with him tonight. So I quietly leave the room, go into my old room and climb into bed. I feel the bed dip just as I start to doze off. Yoongi wraps his arms around me and I stiffen.

"We do not have separate rooms. I don't care how mad you are, we share a bed." All I want is a drink, and I can't have one. So I do the only thing I can and cry. Suga immediately leans over me and looks at me. He looks scared and concerned.

"Baby what's wrong? Are you still mad about the hospital? I'm sorry I won't let anyone near you that makes you uncomfortable again. I promise I will do better. Just stop crying." As he wipes my tears I just cry harder. I have no idea why the hell I am crying. I am still mad but not enough to cry. What the hell is wrong with me.

"Don't apologize if you don't mean it. Hell, you don't even know why you're apologizing." Rolling over I show him my back so I can at least cry in peace. He however had other plans. "This can't be good for the baby. Just please tell me what's wrong so I can fix it, please.

He is trying to pull me up but all I want to do is get under the covers and hide. I just want to be miserable in peace. How can I get him to just go? I am getting more frustrated and crying harder.

"Can you just go back to your room and leave me alone. I'll be fine in a day or two. I just need some space." He flinched like I hit him and shook his head. "No, I won't just go back to OUR room. Please just tell me what's wrong so I can fix it. I won't be mad." Why won't he just leave me alone? I look at him and push him in his chest hard enough to make him fall back. He looks up at me confused and hurt.

"I'm sorry I didn't take your concerns more seriously at the hospital. So scared that the baby was hurt because I failed to protect you. I promise to do a better job of protecting you." I know he means well but I am still hurt and he just isn't helping.

Turning to him I can't help the pain that shows in my eyes or my voice as I tell him, "Your baby is perfectly healthy and safe. I am an emotional mess and you can't fix it." I turn away from him before I continue. "I will make sure that I deliver a happy healthy baby. Just give me space, OK?" I feel so alone and unwanted right now. Yoongi reaches over and wipes my tears.

I pull my face away from him. "Please don't touch me. I just want to scream, cry and sleep. I want my mom, I need to be around people that love me." Again he looks hurt and pissed. No, I think he is more pissed.

"Scream at the top of your lungs, cry till you have no more tears, hit me. I don't care. If you want to visit your family WE can do that too. I've never heard you speak about them before, but if that makes you feel better, fine." He gently grabs my face to keep me from turning away from him again. "But don't doubt that people here love you. I love you. My parents love you. My brothers love you. You are apart of this family and we love you. What the fuck else do you need?" His face is red and he is breathing hard, he looks like he wants to cry now. I feel bad but I am not ready to back down.

"You have never told me you loved me before. Not at our forced wedding. Not when you took my virginity. Not when you found me at that place, not ever. Hell, we have been married a few months now and we don't even have wedding rings." I made my statement simple and quiet. I can see that he heard me more than if I were screaming.

I watched Yoongi process what I just told him. I watch as he opens his mouth to say whatever it is he wants to say, then cut him off before he can.

"If you say it now I won't believe you. I do believe you like me. I do believe you care for me, and I know you will love and protect our child with your life. But I don't think you love me, and I don't want you to say it because it's what you think I want to hear."