1 The beginning

Jilah that was our couple name which stood for lilah and Josh . We were the schools power couple. Everyone thought we were going to last and so did I . Until one day I came in my own house and seen him and my best friend making out . This broke my heart into a million pieces . To make matters worse I couldn't tell anyone because the way our school was felt like social media , and you never want social media in your business . Plus we actually were on social media and pretty relevant influencers . My best friends name was Ella and she was also pretty high up in the high school hierarchy and influencer world , because of me and everyone knew us to be best friends so hiding that I hated her now was really hard . We have a school blog and they posted on it "hmmm haven't seen Lilah and Ella hanging out in a while she probably ditched her for Josh" . There was so much negative feedback and everybody thought I did something wrong. Probably because me and josh still posted pictures of each other because we couldn't let everyone know we broke up and we had a pretty cool YouTube deal coming up and us breaking up would ruin it . Ella tried contacting me everyday but I just wasn't ready to forgive her . How do I forgive my best friend for that . Josh left a pretty deep voicemail basically saying he had a moment of weakness he really loves me blah blah blah the usual . When I heard the voicemail I just knew I was over it and that we were done and as soon as this deal was done Jilah was done . Lucky for me the next day deal was finished ! I posted a YouTube video with the whole story and I didn't tell Josh or Ella the video was coming out but I didn't feel like I had to . They didn't tell me before they got together . After that video came out my life kind of went downhill everyone shipped Ella and Josh together and pretty much told me to go die in a hole . I fell in a deep deep depression and kind of shut everyone out . Ella and Josh got together and became the new school power couple . When that happened I dropped school and switched to online because no . I refused to walk around that school sad when they were this little happy couple .