Hidden Persona Zarie Series

Hidden Persona (First Novel of Zari Trilogy) Synopsis: A girl who's deprived by the world's gentleness.  A nerdy girl who was gifted only by the inside but lacked by her outside. Pain isn't new to her.  But that doesn't mean she's already numb.  She can still feel the pain, but why can't people stop from insulting every corner of her? Her body was losing in tiredness.  Her brain was succoring in overthinking.  Her heart was melting in pain. Until when she can always have the courage to endure the pain?  When pain itself was the meaning of her life? First: Hidden Persona Zach Ecleo Evilord, the most famous member of the Hellion4. The grandson of the owner of the HOuLYn Hellion University. The handsome one who never fails to capture the hearts of all girls inside or even outside of their school. He was a wealthy young man with a fertile life. Always indulge with every attention, comfort and kindness of all people around him - a spoiled brat to be exact. All he wants is all he gets. But that wasn't enough for him to enjoy the life that everyone wants. He doesn't even give importance nor value the life that he has. He has a perfect family but that doesn't make any sense for his rude personality. Being offensively impolite was his usual doings. Being him as a young man with an ill-mannered personality wasn't new for the people around or close to him. He was always used to that kind of stuff so no wonder people sometimes get scared being near him even though they like him for having a good-looking outer form. For unknown reasons, happiness doesn't fill him despite the fact that happiness that a lot of people want is already on his hands. All the people want for their life, money, resources, assets, wealth was already in his life. All that he already had wasn't enough for him to feel happiness in his heart. To value his life and to look forward for the future. That's the life he was always used to so probably people liked him for his handsomeness and wealthiness. But when it comes to his rude personality, he's nothing. When she meets this nerdy girl who's always getting on his nerves for her quality of being repulsive in her own appearance, he doesn't seem to notice but his colorless life starting to get colored by her colorless nerdy face. He doesn't have any idea how far she was walking, how deep this nerd was digging to give the biggest impact he ever received inside himself. How come this nerdy girl he was hating was slowly becoming the girl his heart was loving. Pitying someone wasn't written on his vocabulary, but when she came and entered his life he just felt it, especially when he saw how life can be very hard for the variety of people who are deprived of having a wealthy life. There, he realized the importance of life that he was actually playing and wasting around. That for them it's not all about being free as a young individual. It's about preferring first the needs over the preference. Being concerned from the things that was a complete indifference and mostly, their appreciation that always ends in him a depreciation. From the fact that he pity her he didn't realize it's not only the mercy he was feeling for her. It's not about making him realize the value of life nor opening his eyes to see the reasons why people are having such a hard time dealing with the problems in life. It's not just about wasting your own life. It's not about thinking only the present, the 'today' to be specific and not having a planned future. It's about him... that continually falling every seconds of being with her...