Why Now? Why Ever?

Later that week she had to go to a dance and her dress was a short sleeve. But those cuts on her wrist would show and she was scared people would judge her. After a long while ally was thinking this is my only chance to see the guy I really like and see him look so cute. I thought to myself what if he sees my cuts he would say he doesn't want a girl like that and he will just blow me off and say I think u want a girl who loves themself. Ally was crushed she didn't know what to do. She was lost in a place nobody wants to go ever in there life's. All ally wished for was happiness in her life and that her mom and dad will one day stop fighting and make a an agreement to something. Ally have decide she will go to the dance but she will return the other dress and get one with long sleeves. Ally always wanted to wear a short sleeve dress but she was ashamed of those cuts.

All ally wanted to be was a normal person who loves them self... but she will never love herself for who she is.