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Chapter 20: Falling Apart

“So verily, with the hardship, there is relief. Verily, with the hardship, there is relief”

| Surah al-Inshirah (94:5-6)

Arsala's POV

Its Monday morning again and I hate Mondays. But I can't do anything about it, now can I? I have been laying on my bed staring at the ceiling unable to sleep due to my nightmare. Whenever I'm around people I laugh, do crazy stuff and try to be happy. But when I'm finally alone at night, its like I'm in a deep blue sea drowning with no one to help me.

I'm suffering so much for the bad deeds of others or because I'm unable to forget all that happen. When a soul gets scared, it never actually heals, it just walks around with the scar. Why? Because it shows the story of all the hurdles they dealt with along the way. I am proud that despite all that happen to me, I still trust in Whatever Allah had planned out for me.