1 Chapter 1

This is a story about a boy who thought that the idea of finding love and caring about someone more than himself was absolutely and utterly impossible.

Growing up Damon was a lovely child he was beautiful and had this innocense his heart was so pure that his face was like a light he was playful he loved his mother and his siblings as well he used to visit his grandmother a lot he used to practise football (soccer) one of his passions.but the he didn't have exactly the perfect childhood.his father was framed for a crime he didn't commit and left his wife with 3 children and no money it was a shock for everyone but Damon was only 3 years old that's why he suffered from it most because a father is not only someone who provides for his family but he is also a role model.the mother also suffered because she was jobless and while looking for a job the mother had to bake and sell cookies and cakes ....etc to feed her kids the oldest one Alaric was 12 years old at the time and middle one Tessa was 9.years had past and young Damon turned so that means he was able to go to school.so Damon made his first school appearance met different kids and became friends with them but just a little while after he got in school his mother found a job and when he used to go home in morning after school he didn't find anyone at home because his two other sibling didn't go out until 12o'clock so he used to sit at a corner beside the door and cries even when neighbors come to get him to stay at their house until his mother came he refused because besides being funny and playful and adorably cute he was also stubborn.year after year sitting at that corner he started being bullied by older kids when he was 6 and he couldn't do anything he was helpless and due to constant bulliying when he used to go home and doesn't find anyone in frustration he used to throw rocks at the door hoping someone would open but no one did so he would sit to wait for getting bullied again and again and again the only good part about his day was in school with a girl named Jasmine she so sweet and she beautiful as well she was also nice to him and liked him more than the other kids they would eat their snacks together play together talk with each other sit with each other in the classroom you know childhood love,the one we call puppy's love.unfortunatly it didn't last by the time they were 9 her family moved to france and Damon lost hope and became grumpy.one time he got into a fight with his mother and went upstairs where he had a small ball to play football with in a an empty vast room.due to the fight and his anger issued he had this rage that no one other kid his age had he became kiking the ball so hard towards the walls and the door was made of hard glass at some point he just started to look at the door and kicked through it with anger his whole family were stunned by the sound of glass smashing and dashed upstairs to see what happened.they found him lying with loads of blood pouring down the floor his brother opened the door and they took him downstairs where they could find something to stop the bleeding with and luckily they did.they wrapped it around his leg and called a taxi so they can take him to the hospital.eventually they took to the him to the hospital he had this little tiny peaces of glass in his leg so the doctor had to take them out carefully. When he started to nick the peaces out the little boy was screaming in pain! After 10minutes all the peaces were out and the boy was stitched up it was a 7 stitches wound and all were relieved after a shock that seemed awful and was awful indeed. Only a few weeks passed and his older sister was mugged and almost being abused by a street thug until one man saw him and rescued her. The poor kid felt helpless for he could do nothing to help his sister he was frustrated and he smashed his calculator against a wall. He lost control of himself for he was so angry with himself. But he found his peace in football and english because the little boy was gifted in english he loved the language so much. When he was close to become 11years old his father came out of prison but Damon angry and confused kid didn't exactly forgive and welcome his father back to the family in fact he blamed him for everything the suffering of his mother what happened to him he blamed his father for everything when he was 11 he smoked a cigarrette for the first time and he liked it months passed and some of his friends at the time they were 4 kids beat him up for fun and hit with a wooden bat in the head that made him bleed at the back of his head and complicated as he is. He seeked revenge and beat up the kid who was responsable for that as soon as his mother about what happened she made him transfer for a new school. One year later Damon got into that new school where he hopee he would make a fresh start. That wasn't exactly what happened because at only his first class he fought with a kid for he accused his brother of killing someone it was a bad start of the new school year especially when one of Damon's traits was that he was a loner he liked to be alone a lot at only the age of 12 and at his new school the kids that he was a weirdo and a nerd and didn't like to hang out him mostly because he was complicated and a loner and quiet ­ and had anger issues as well but he actually found a friend called Enzo the only one whom he'd really connected with they loved each other. Damon passed and everything was fine....well not everything since he was shy around girls mostly and didn't like to talk to them because he gave up on girls and love a long time ago.but they were a few girls that liked him here and there year after year he got into highschool at the time he was quite the womanizer he had whatever a teenager wants:girls him and Enzo took them by storm they did everything together until one day Enzo went out with a girl he had eyes for since he was 10 and days went by the girl met Damon and became friends. Close friends actually but his friend and her broke up and they remained friends and that's where the rumour started.

A rumour went that Damon actually took his best friend's girl from him and Damon reputation became crappy and the worst part is that Enzo believed the rumour and they were friends no more. And Damon gave on two things now: love and friendship a year after that Damon met a girl and from the moment he saw her he knew that something was about her that he couldn't quite find out but he just had to go for her. And so he approached her and took her facebook ID and just smiled and left he sent her a friend request and started chatting for two weeks and started meeting in school and all. He liked her more and more everyday but when he was about to ask her out he hesitated he thought to him self"what if i lose her there's no such thing as love,i'm gonna lose her eventually and even if i don't i'll ruin her i don't deserve her" that girl is smart and kind and has a big heart beautiful and everything and would get lost by just looking in her eyes and so he didn't ask her out he prefered to stay just friends with her so he can only keep her in his life but that plan didn't work because after two months she went out with another kid that he knew and at the time he knew that he was in love with her so he was dissapointed very dissapointed blamed himself even,after two weeks he heard that they were gonna break up so he went and told her about his feelings and she gave him hope but eventually she chose the other kid but Damon didn't give up he stood by her and was there for her whenever she needed him he would've done everything for her because he believed that she gave his life meaning again and she broke up with the other kid whom she was in love with at the time and blew off Damon and lied to him and he hates that so he lashed out he talked with her ex and became friends well not really friends and then they got into a fight cause a friend of hers told her ex that Damon was in love with her and at the end of that year she stomped over Damon for her ex's account so she get back to him and poor Damon was heart broken. 8months later she found out who was the only person who loves her most and will do everything for her so she went to Damon and appologized again and again and told him she missed Damons accepted her back at his life and everything was better but she just couldn't love him the way he loves her but Damon loved her for what she gave him,she gave him hope she inspired him to be a better person she was his muse & light at the same time because she also loved him just not enough it seems and now Damon is in college following one of his many passions which is english litterature. And he finally forgave his father and found a new friend which he can actually call a true friend and all is well.