Help! My wife is a soul reaper //// will be re written

Note, This novel consists of homophobic behavior, self-harm, depression, violence, killing, harem, and LGBTQ±. If you find that you hate them don't bother opening because I hate criticism. (Just a friendly reminder. It's not rudeness) Have you ever experienced a tragedy that could tear your heart apart? Back in our first encounter in the park five years ago, I didn't care if she was a beautiful innocent girl, a valiant detective, or a ghost hunter. All I cared about was how my heart raced for her. My endless desire forced me to go after her. ....... The sky was dark, filled with heavy clouds that threatened to burst, lightning flashed through the sky as thunder roared through the air. I alone stood in the middle of a worn-down graveyard and my clothes tattered, my eyes filled with sorrow. I knelt before a freshly dug grave, its marker still blank. I reached out and started to trace my fingers along the edges of the grave, trembling as I did so. Tears streamed down my face as I whispered a soft 'goodbye'. I slowly rose to my feet and bowed my head, determined to carry on despite the pain and emptiness I felt knowing that I had to be strong for those who were still with me. That's not the beginning and end of my life. That's just the middle.