1 First

//My First love, first beginnings, first endings, first scar. First .. //

The room was rather dull. I was expecting more of a sexy vibe I guess, or that's what they show in the movies. Blue light glowing as they fuck hard. But this is what you get when you're broke and leading a private life.

The only purpose of our date was to fuck , or that's what the app said. I glare at him and sit on the bed .

"Are you sure you are 18? " He asked in his dusky voice looking straight into my eyes.

his veiny hand holding my chin.

I couldn't tell the truth . I've been staring at his lips ever since we met and I wanted them on my neck so badly .

I nodded.

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He smiled at me for one second, then rushed into my mouth.

His lips were soft and tasted like cherries. I couldn't stop kissing it. His tongue swirled inside my mouth .

Things did escalate pretty fast . My hand moved along his arched back desperate for more. He held my other hand and placed it on his chest. I just grabbed him tightly. I knew what I felt was pure heaven. His hand slowly chased the end of my shirt .He peeked his hands under it to touch my bare skin. And his soft hands gave me goosebumps . He slowly removed my shirt and I was sat there with my bra on. I removed his shirt and his abs was so detailed like a sculpture. I started tracing them. And that's when his hands moved to my bra strap and unhooked it with a second. I was shy. But all I wanted was him right now. He looked deep into my nipples before placing them into his mouth. His mouth began to explore my nipples. And I arched my back sitting on his thighs. He moved from one to another and back. I slowly brushed his hair and he seemed to like it. He was moving downwards. He took me and put me in the bed to lean on my nipples again. His lips moved towards my belly button and then down. His hands slowly sneeked into my panty. He removed it and took a second to analyse me. His hands traced me.

By reading my facial expressions he asked me

"Isn't this your first time?"

I couldn't speak .

I just nodded.

His fingers were inside me and I couldn't resist the pleasure.

He leaned to the side table and opened the condom. He slowly entered me and it felt good.

He speeded up and I reached the peak. He uttered a sound of moan.

And he dropped to my side. I laid there a few minutes. And tried to hop on to him leaning my head on his arm. But he interrupted me poking my head

"no strings attached... I'm doing this because I don't know you and don't want to"

I felt bad .. after all I was a woman who wanted love . I did not want a relationship. But I wanted affection . Atleast for now.

He got up and dressed.

He came to me .

kissed me.

And left.

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That's it? I was happy that I popped the cherry. But that was it? Something felt incomplete. I turned around to sleep it off but I missed an arm to rest my head on. I missed a sound that would sing a lullaby to me while I fell asleep. I missed a hand that would slowly caress my hair and eyes that would stare at me.

I missed him

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(Next day)

Fucking a random stranger is simple. But living in high school? I would say deadly.

I was still alone. Nobody in my way. I just walked through the corridor and I could hear people talking behind my back. The corridor felt endless.

I entered the class and took a seat. There was a new student . He looked kind. Thought I'd talk to him.

I poked him from behind. He turned to me.

"Hi, I'm Bianca"

"I'm Fin"

"So you are new here?"

"Yep, I was homeschooled. Thank god someone spoke to me. I was getting all nervous"

I laughed at his innocent answer. Well he should be. Highschool is terrible. Well atleast for me.

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Principal Morris entered the classroom and asked everyone to take seats .

"Dear students, your homeroom teacher Ms. Jerry is in maternity leave. So we have a new substitute teacher. Hope you get along"

A handsome man entered the room.

Wait! It was that guy from the motel. He is our teacher?!? He looked at me surprised

I did lie that I was an adult. It's gonna get complicated!