20 Be True to Yourself

If you guys prefer it we will have Adam looking more like his version from Record of Ragnarok instead, but the outfit from the second picture is what he is wearing after all

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After leaving Seras office I flew off to the training fields that were well and far off and away from any of the major cities of heaven.

The Angels that were sent here are all natural born angels that all came into existence one day, no one really knows why it happens but it does and no one questions it.

Sera believes god creates these angels from wherever he is and has them appear in heaven as young children which they are raised up by Sera, Emily and the other Seraphim before from what the other Seraphim and Emily believe, out to live their lives in heaven.

And that is true that everyone has their own lives that they live for the most part, but there's Initiation day and the week leading up to the extermination that all my girls have to train and prepare for on those days specifically while there are also the monthly training sessions that they can choose to go to where they learn extra stuff from Lute since I am to lazy and even with this new mindset of mine still too lazy for me to even want to keep doing that as well.

With this new mindset of mine thanks to that other guys memories and his experiences while being alive in the modern day, I don't feel all that murder happy when it comes to Sinners now.

But it's a job, the only one I got and one that pays really good so some bitches are just gonna have to die to keep up the status quo after all.

'I wonder how that girl is doing with her plan? While I hope she fails spectacularly so I can laugh in her face I do really wonder if it's even possible redeem sinners besides during the end times that is….' I think to myself all these things before I fianlly arrived at my destination to the shocked and surprised faces of my exorcists with my new looks.

"I know, I know, shocking right? Probably the first time you guys have ever seen me looking like this right? Well I thought for a bit of change of pace with my looks, and as much as I'd love to talk about how great I am today is a celebration as it's initiation day you bitches, along with us giving a send off to the girls who have been here the longest as well!" I say as I pace back and forth.

"So then, you think you girls got the Cojõnes to become an exorcist huh? Think it's an easy job with no threats where there's no chance of getting hurt?" I say looking them all over while they don't say anything some did nod to what I said.

"We'll get your shit together you bitches! As while normal weapons by demons who sometimes try to fight back can't hurt us severely, they can sure as shit hurt like a bitch if your hit in the wrong way!"

Normal guns don't do any real hard, but they are like getting hit with Airsoft guns if I had to give an example, can't break our skin sure, but they still hurt like a bitch if they hit the arms since they have no arm armor and only some thin protective armor around their abdomen.

"Back in the day our helmets that we had weren't bulletproof like they are now to normal weapons and onetime one of our girls got shot in the face and broke her mask and took out one of her eyes as a result, so one thing I hate is a bunch of undisciplined bitches going down their swinging your spears every which way you can! So today you will be getting trained personally by your captain Lute! Now grab your spears and get ready to fight!" I say before turning towards the retiring vets.

"As for you gals, come along with me, the others should already be at the party venue for your send off party! So follow me and after Lutes done beating the basics into you bitches then you can all join us for the fun!" I said which got the vets to cheer before I took off with them following after me.

It was both the yearly initiation day as well as it being the yearly send off party that all of us that are here were to enjoy with their being food, drinks, sweets, and plenty of red wine the only alcohol that can be found in heaven that everyone likes, it's probably because god liked red wine or something and allows it to be made in heaven.

'…. Wait why is he not here though…. Did that not happen in this world?' I suddenly thought as there were Inconsistencies between what I know and what these memories that popped in my head are and-

As I thought about that suddenly my brain seemed to suddenly have an aneurysm as I held my head, almost like something was telling me to not think or even question it which made my eyes widen even more in shock as I realized something.

I realized why hell was so full and why humans can't easily get into heaven, He ##### ########, He ##### #### ### ### ####

"Fuck!" I grip my head harder as I feel blood trickling down my nose which shined in its golden color which I quickly wiped away, but since I was so far ahead of the others they didn't notice.

'But if that's true then, this is big and an this changes everything.' I thought to myself as we landed at the party venue.

Now with this on my mind I didn't really focus on the party as much as I was going to with my thought's preoccupied on my new realizations about things.

So the party soon came and went leaving with us cleaning it all up before everyone sent the veterans off with teary eyes as they passed on their helmets onto us to where we would give them to the recruits for the next extermination.

"Sir, are you alright? You seemed out of it at the party?" Lute asked genuinely worried as she came along with me back towards my villa when everything was done for the day.

"What? Me? Nahhh, I'm good, I guess I was still out of it from working out earlier is all." I say as we land by my villa as I head on inside while letting her come with me as I took off my upper robe leaving me shirtless once more as I seemed to like not having a shirt on when I'm at home before I go and sit down on the couch and look up at the ceiling and sigh to myself.

"You sure your ok?" She asks as she sits next to me as I could feel her fervent glances on my chest even with my eyes closed.

"I…. Haaaa, im just tired is all, but if you want to stay and just relax with me I don't mind you know?" I say as I open my eyes before I turned to look at her.

Hearing that I could feel she was happy but her face tried to keep a neutral look on it before she put away her wings as she took a seat next to me on the couch.

But to her surprise I suddenly took her into my arms as I laid down on the couch as I had her on top of me as I tilted down to look at her flustered face.

"Sir I-" but I just put a finger to her lips as I shush her as I smile slightly.

"Lute, I might be a narcissistic asshole but im not blind when someone has feelings for me, not only that but you had these feelings even before I decided to change myself, back then I thought you just admired and looked up at me so I left it be, but I noticed those heated looks you gave me over the years we have known each other got more intense as time went on." I say looking upwards as her head laid on my chest.

"But after being married twice and both marriages falling through badly I just thought to leave things as they were and not make this…. Anything more than it is now….." I said with a clear look of melancholy and a bit of sadness on my face as she peered up to look at me.

While I was looking up I felt her silently tracing her finger over my chest, not sensually but seemingly in a shy kind of way.

"Adam…. Before becoming an Exorcist I didn't really have a direction in life as I was just going through the motions, but when I was given the choice of becoming an exorcist after getting out of heaven high by Sera I just took it up as I didn't know what else to do." She says making me look down as my eyes widened seeing her blushing face as her finger still shyly traced over my chest.

"But when I met you on my initiation day and you came out playing your guitar and got me all pumped up with wanting to go on down there and killing all of those sinners just to-" but I stop her as I raise my hand and make her look at me and smile towards her.

"You don't need to say anything else, I just want to know if your sure that you want to take this a step further than what we had going on before?" I say as I rub my thumb gently on her cheek.

Red cheeks become a deep crimson color before she nodded which made me smile as for the first time in almost 4 million years since Eve left me I found someone who looked passed my shitty personality and still wanted to be with me, what that says about Lutes personality is questionable but I don't really care.

I pulled her up to my face before I pulled her in before I kissed her gently at first before she began to melt in my arms as she held me tighter as her mouth opened wider while what seemed to be tears of joy streamed down her face and onto mine.

And soon we pulled eachother closer as our wings wrapped around us both while we enjoyed eachothers warmth.

And for the first time in forever, I was finally happy.

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Extra chapter 8 for you guys and we hit the milestone for extra chapter 9 so I'll work on that soon enough.

Now like I said before the extra chapters I can't say I will always be able to do, this week I could easily because I was on paid time off from my job so I could upload two chapters on some of the days since Monday after all, but expect that so long as the milestones are hit daily I'll be able to upload a chapter a day here and if I somehow have extra time I'll see if I can upload the extra ones after all.