Confused

"Hey ... where's he ?" Tara's mom came rushing to her room as soon as her serials are over .

"Are you talking about Ronn ?" Tara raised her eyes from mobile and asked .

"Yeah .. ooh God .. I didn't even give the poor boy something to eat . You should have informed me when he's leaving right ?" Tara's mom said .

"Hello ... you were sitting infront of that serial for past three hours ... don't you remember me calling you many times mom ? How could you blame me now ?" Tara asked raising her eyebrows .

"Oops sorry dear .. I worry what he might have thought .. such irresponsible woman I might seem right ?"

"Oh mom ... comeon .. Ronn won't even take that to his heart . Besides , I have made chocolate shake for him . Don't you worry . " Tara said comforting .

"That's good . Still I feel bad . "

"It's okay mom . I have told him that you are watching your serials ."

"Hmm .. "

"By the way mom , I am having extremely good days with him . I didn't even know one week passed by so fast ." Tara exclaimed .

"Great . Well .. How's Karthik ? He calls you every day right ?"

"Ya .. Every single free hour he gets , first thing he do is to message me " Tara said blushing .

" Your father and I were thinking .. How good it will be if you both marry each other " Tara's mom said laughing .

"Mom .... I am too young for that ."

"I am wondering about future you crazy girl . Well , as you didn't tell anything about not marrying him , I still guess you like him right ?"

"Why do you ask such questions mom ?" Tara said not looking into her eyes .

"Do you think we don't know about his proposal ?"

"Huh!? He told everyone ?"

"No . He's not shameless . We simply guessed it ."

"How ?"

"He buys you expensive gifts , takes you to rides , gives you surprises , enquire about you .. and also we heared from his parents that they saw him coming home with a ring few days before your B'day ... and so and so we concluded he loves you ."

"You should have applied job in CBI mom .."

"Shut up .. anyone with horse sense can relate it . " .

"Now we just need your answer . Now I know ., you too loves him .Just see how reddish your cheeks turn just hearing his name ." Tara's mom teased her .

"Mom .... I am your daughter .Don't you think you shouldn't talk on such things .." Tara complained .

"I just want you to study well and then get a job .. Karthik is perfect for you .And Your studies and job isn't going to get affected even if you love Karthik .He take care of you soo well right ? Why should I be ashamed to share such things with my daughter ? You are my only Child .. I love you so much dear ." Tara's mom hugged her .

"I love you too mom .." Tara hugged her back .

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Ronn was laying on the couch in the guest room . He was thinking if he should really propose her or just keep quiet on his love .

"I already know about her feelings towards Karthik .Won't that be an insult if I propose to her ? Like a mere cheating her feelings ? " Ronn twisted and turned on the couch aimlessly .

"Ooh ... it's making me go nuts ... Why did I missed a chance to tell her my love before ? Why did Ella even come to my life ? Will I love Tara if Ella didn't come ? "

Many thoughts whirled inside his head .

"Will her parents accept even if she accepted my love ? They will just shoo me away . "

Ronn pulled his hair in anger and frustration .

He recalled all about that day .

"Her mom seem to like Karthik and not me . She didn't even come to talk to me .Tara said she was watching serials . She just don't want to hurt my feelings .I am sure her Mom don't like me . Why would she like me ? Who am I ? A single child of a single mother who works in a bank and had been once married to a Christian guy who dumbed her for some reason that wasn't her mistake ? Why would anyone love me anyway ? I am such a fool . I am such a jerk .I am such a horrible creature .Should I make excuse and go back ? I feel that's the best idea . I shouldn't be staying here any longer just to love her more and hurt myself more .. " Ronn decided and took mobile to dial to Tara then suddenly something stopped him ..

"What if this is the last chance I get to be with her alone ? Just Tara & Me ... Just two of us ... I love her .. I love to spend time with her ... I can't leave like that ... " Then he threw his mobile on couch and leaned backwards .

"I love you Tara .... please ... please can you be mine ...." Ronn yelled at top his voice ; but in his mind . He didn't dare to tell it aloud .

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Ronn's phone beeped and he took it to check .

"Please attend my calls Ronn 😢 ..."

It was Anu .

He ignored her message . But she kept on messaging .

"Ronn ... I am serious 💯 💯 ... "

"Why do you avoid me ?"

"Ronn ..."

"Ronn ...."

"I know you are reading my messages ."

"One day you will miss me . Because no one will love you . Only I will be there .Then you will know value of my love ..."

Ronn felt it extreme insult to his face .

"Who the hell do you think to judge me ? Just because I don't reply doesn't mean you can say whatever you need to say . Just remember something , I am Ronn . You dare not play with me ." Ronn replied and threw his mobile away in anger .

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