Chapter 1

Chapter 1 How The Turn Have Tables

The question of who I am seems to be the simplest question one can answer. Yet, when I took the time to try and figure out Who am I, I found this question is the one that requires critical thinking. When asked "Who am I" I begin to think back to many years ago when I was just a little boy, nothing more, nothing less.

When I was young I realized that being a kid is not good in my environment. When I was 8 years old I saw a man get shot and left to die. When I saw that, I recalled my conversation with the middle aged man who is always drinking outside of our compound.

He always says that "even if someone dies in front of you don't be meddlesome and off you go on your way."

I was curious as to why he would say that so i asked "but what if the police asked me and they know i saw something?"

He then said "even if you see someone die in front of you and stupid enough to tell what happend, what next? Do you think you can just tell the police and everything will be back to normal? What if the guy has many powerful backing and didn't go to jail even when you said you saw what happened? And what if that police is on his payroll and just checking if you would say something then suddenly in the middle of the night coincidentally your house is getting robbed and you or whoever lives with you got killed? You will be just another unsolved case so don't bother"

I then realized that life is just a short page, Anything can happen and you must have power to protect yourself and those you hold dear.

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Back to the scene of the guy getting shot.

I was shocked as I looked at the people surrounding the man bleeding in the ground asking for help on his last breath but no one was helping him. Some left, some are talking about how much longer can he last and some are just taking a selfie with the guy bleeding in the background.

As for me, after a second of shock I realized that staying there would only lead to many troublesome things.

This is when I thought that being foolish and childish is not going to take me anywhere so I began to forcefully grow up.

For a few years I began to cut ties to many who I deem a useless person to keep around, of course not all of them. even those who have no future can still be useful as goons.

So when I turned 11 years old and began my 6th grade I sought out those who are smart and sent them my goons. My plan was to let them bully the smart people and I came to save them. Of course I wouldn't send the incompetant ones. These goons are the people who I grew up with, the people who will always be loyal to me. Either I saved them before or we knew each other before even planning my rise to power.

Consider a child who is really developed in his or her perception and justification abilities; arguably, this child's self-conception and personality will also still be developed. So my plan is to save these smart people and keep the thugs of the school off their backs and they will slowly trust me and owe me because without me their school life would be hell.

I plan to use these people and take advantage that their mind is still developing and plant the idea that without me there's no them.

As a person ages or grows older, more breadth is augmented to his or her apprehension of self-image. While it might appear unpretentious to believe that self-conception and personality are comparatively easy, they are debatably complicated.

Most school aged children are not in a position where they can go through and perceive various feelings like aggravation and gloominess all at once.

In this phase, children have more of a difficult time trying to differentiate between their actual self and the self that they wish or desire to come to be in the future.

Nevertheless, as the children grow and advance, their ability to think starts and then they get to perceive or understand that specific activities and attributes are awarded while others are not being potentially viewed as bad.

Yet, the moment children move from mid childhood into their initial teenage years; this hesitation comes to be much more crucial.

In this stage, children distinguish for the first time how they differ from classmates and peers; some could be brighter than others while others might be sportier and some could be less smart but more popular.

It is in the course of this phase that children start to gain or lack self-confidence.

Though not similar to self-conception, the concept of self-confidence is precisely connected to the manner in which the kid grows a feeling of identity. As the notion of self-conception advances, the process gains complexity.

Contemporary studies assert that self-conception along with identity can factually be assessed from an arranged level. Every multidimensional conception mixes to form a person's whole self-conception.

Usually, self-conception can be further assessed from an educational math and an educational English as well as with a non-academic viewpoint. Additionally, each one of these levels can be characterized into bodily view and capacity as well as parent and peer affiliations, calculus and other learning.

Though every level is substantial, there is very little overlapping and each of them is generally free from the other. Mid school aged children are much more able to understand and associate aspects of every level discussed before, an alteration from previous assumptions.

Nonetheless, scholars uphold the assumption that essential self-conception does come to be more illustrious as the child grows; essentially, one cannot discount the capacity of a few children who appear to or may be underdeveloped compared to the rest.

With all this planning it has been a few years and I just finished 8th grade and the plan is going well.

Well that when it came. A letter, a letter that says we are able to go to America due to my grandma.

All that plan was for nothing.

My mind was in shambles, all the planning I made and all those fake smiles I had to do just to get along with people.

All the childhood I skipped just to force myself to mature, all the fun I could have had.

No no no no it's still okay. I just have to plan again in America. It's still not too late. High school is still in the developing stages. I can still get those people to owe me some favors.

So after many months getting settled we flow to America and I am now currently making a plan on how I am going to do this.

We arrived and I am now on my way to my highschool, luckily I have studied English before I can speak it.

It's been a few years and now I have made connections and I might say this is not too bad. It's easier than before because I have experience and many teenagers here are depressed af.

But when I was about to graduate my mom found a guy and he is a rich dude so I am here thinking to myself that my life was wasted and all this plan I have been making is useless and all the time was wasted.

So here I am now finishing university and due to my connections I work as a freelancer, I connect people and companies who can co exist and help each other grow.

When I was 25 I decided to retire because I made more money than I can ever use.

I basically made a compound from the ground up and got all my family settled.

But I still do some job here and there when it piques my interest and think that it would create a good product.

I am now 30 and catching on to what I have missed from my childhood. In these 5 years I have gone from movies to anime to manga/manhua/manhwa and finally to novels. And now I have fallen to the point of paying writers to do fan-fics.

Currently I am on a call with a writer who I have been working with for about a year now and he is now explaining to me that making over a hundred fan-fics in the past year is taking a toll on him which I could care less about. But I got to give it to this man. He makes hela good fan-fics so I gave him 1 day of which I would later regret.

1(A/N very important info. I have researched how the mind reacts to things but the essay i read was very long so I simplified them and it might not do justice but I tried so if you see any resemblance of a research you read and think that I still them then congrats you were right. :D)

2(A/N hi guys author here the mc will be kinda evil maybe not evil but he does not like things not going his way because of the planning he did that did not go as he planned. Also he doesn't do things that will not benefit him or does not interest him so if you're not into that please leave asap your wasting your time commenting "not for me" "too illogical for me" "your grammar sucks" and many petty things you can pick on. Instead of commenting that why don't you use that extra time to find what you are looking for? On your way. As the man said "you are not that guy pal trust me."

P.s also suggestion for power is very much appreciated. The first world is set so pls suggestion to the second world would be awesome so I can research it also if any kind of messed up plot in the world I'm going to consider it as A.U and if you don't what that means it means alternate universe so pls bear with it.)