1 Do you realize?

Do you, do you realize what happens when you give power to the weak?

Do you feel what the weak feels when you give them pity?

Do you really think someone would care about the weak?

My eyes have seen such atrocities, that would make any person break.

My skin felt the malice of lust.

My ears heard cries of the helpless weak. My nose smell the stench of rotting and deceased.

My tounge tastes like alcohol and cigarettes.

I consider myself weak.

Why do I ask these questions if I already know the answers?

Does anyone feel weak even if they knew they were capable of atrocious actions.

I want to feel strong and confident, but, why is it so hard to be strong? ;to have integrity.

What does it really take?

I'm tired of asking for the weak, I want to be strong. Do I need to do something or what, what do I have to realize.

I'm very tired of being stuck with these fucking questions, they always repeat and repeat and repeat and repeat...

How do I stop this? This useless fucking brain that tells me to be sinful. I hate the fact that I like to be sinful, It makes me feel that I can be whatever I want but at the same time makes me guilty of what would I do.

Do you realize how weak you are?

The fact that someone could kill you just by punching your skull a dozen times. Or worse, like using you like a bitch then beating you up to a pulp. Or being raped everyday and letting you starve to death. Maybe even worse, like living in a abusive family and can't do shit about it, seeing your siblings getting abused that would fuck you up bigtime. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Now let's think about other things like what can you do if you're weak as fuck and getting yourself in a dumpster of a life.

First I would say that you should try to get the fuck out of your miserable situation. Cause you're not gonna get strong in an environment that is rotting of fucking idiots and people who wants to see you below their feet.

Second find some people to trust, now this is fucking hard. Some people are naturally friendly but mostly people are just friendly because they think they can use you. Those people are the fucking worst avoid them at all cause. Try meeting people and you'll realize people are shit, but if you're lucky you'll find people who are just themselves, those are the kind of people you surround yourself with. Really I don't know how to teach you how to trust people. Just respect people who deserves respect.

That's about it I just want to write, and this is it.

If you read this sorry for the time you wasted.