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Am I no one?

"I knew I will find you here."

"Eh?"

The night of spring had a calming breeze shrouding over the surface with the night sky sparkling at its best. The nocturnals buzzing in the background with the scent of flora all over the place made the scene even more relaxing.

At a certain hilltop, a silvery grey-haired boy stood in a white shirt and black trousers which by appearance looked like a school uniform while staring with warm eyes toward a certain girl.

The latter mentioned was a short-haired girl with oceanic blue eyes and currently was in a complete state of shock and startlement.

Sitting alone at the edge Soo-Ah was previously gawking at the starry sky without any intention of leaving the place for time being but with the sudden appearance of a certain boy, she felt like jumping off the cliff.

How couldn't she feel like this, when she didn't have any kind of makeup at all on her at this moment.

"W-w-why?" Ijin being clueless about her fluster walked toward her before planting himself some inches from her right. His face had a serene smile spread as he sighed while admiring the sky. On the other hand, Soo-Ah was still opening and closing her mouth without being able to utter a single word.

She had by no means had any idea that Ijin would come here at this hour and more like when she had changed her usual spot too.

"Don't be so surprised. I missed you so I came. Am I being a bother?" Asking with innocent eyes Soo-Ah averted her gaze while muttering 'Not fair...not fair...not fair', countlessly under her breath.

"N-no...you aren't. But weren't you invited by Yuna to meet her guardian or something?" Asking with a slightly ragged tone she changed the topic and involuntarily she became pissed because of her subject. A pout real soon formed as she remembered her talk with Yuna and how she brought Ijin to meet her grandfather this evening.

Ijin with a teasing smirk tilted his head.

"By any means, are you jea-" He wasn't able to finish his words as a small yet warm hand got pressed against his mouth making him unable to continue.

"I am not. Don't get too cocky." With a face shaded in red Soo-Ah glared at Ijin with her hand still forced against his lips which the latter one was enjoying with a smile.

Separating her hand she gave him a last glare before dropping her head onto his shoulder. The sudden advancement from Soo-Ah made Ijin startle for a second before he looked at her profile and realized something.

"Is something going on that you can share with me?" Ijin clearly could see that something wasn't right with her. Her occasional absence from school and sitting alone in such a deserted place while looking at particularly nothing was enough to guess something wasn't going right.

"You can tell? Well, I was hoping you ask then I can receive some pity and sob my worries out." Sighing Ijin opened his arm on which Soo-Ah was leaning, before he wrapped his hand around her shoulder and brought themselves in closer proximity.

Soo-Ah was overwhelmed by his body warmth and his manly pheromonic scent as she found her eyes swirling around with her mind becoming a mess. But his next words pulled her back into reality.

"It's not necessary for you to put such a brave front all the time. If you share your worries with me it won't show your weakness rather it will allow me to think myself close to you."

Hearing such words in so a sincere tone, how was she supposed to hold herself? She let go of the wall she generally creates between her and the world before dwelling deep inside him. Putting her hand around his torso she indulged in him without holding back while allowing herself to get swept by his heat.

"I hate my family." Ijin nodded in understanding like it was something he already expected. Without interrupting he let the frail girl talk her mind out.

"I hate each one of them. My father doesn't give a fuck about us anymore. My mom's even being aware of everything is just spending her life without changing anything. And my sister she...she just irritates me to the core. I know...I know I will surely be sounding childish but I don't want such people around me who are just keeping a front and acting in real-time. I just hate everything."

Rubbing her head at a gentle pace Ijin heard everything wordlessly. He wasn't surprised by anything at all. Realistically what Soo-Ah was concerned about indeed wasn't something he found worrying but he wasn't insensitive to voice it out.

He continued patting her without any intention of saying anything at all as he knew she also wouldn't like it. After some time she regained her calm before lifting her head and asking in a groggy tone.

"Have you ever felt lonely even being around people Ijin?" His hand halted for a moment but he didn't let it be noticeable from his facial expression what shift of emotions took place inside of him.

On the other side, Soo-Ah regretted asking such a thing as she remembered hearing from Yuna about Ijin's plane crash and how he was separated from his family.

"Well to be honest yeah I did feel lonely quite a decent time of my life. There were times when I was surrounded by people with distinctive motives yet I felt left alone. I was in contact with people yet I felt what was the point of all this. Even being among such lively people I felt ending myself in such time too. So you can say I somehow understand how you feel."

Soo-Ah with wide-eyed looked at his suppressed painful expression which he held rigidly to not let out at all. She let go of his embrace and after holding her weight on her knees she started patting his head gently.

Her eyes were round in concern and confusion. She wasn't a single percent aware of Ijin's past and not much about the present too, yet she felt how difficult time he has been going through until now. Suddenly her own worries started seeming so small that she nearly forgot about them.

"No one can do something like this to me you know." Ijin held her hand before he muttered with his one eye closed definitely not angry about such a gesture.

"Do I come under 'No one' for you?" Ijin felt pushed back to defeat before he let go of her hand and let Soo-Ah do whatever she wanted.

"Well, of course, no, but I am still not sure what are you for me." Soo-Ah's moving hand instantly froze down as she heard Ijin's words which were directed in a nonchalant tone.

She looked at him with her brows lifted trying to find some sort of reaction when he said something like that, but no, she failed.

"How can you say something with such a straight face. Ugh! Am I an idiot to get embarrassed to talk about things like these every single time?"

Grumbling she plopped down between his legs with her back leaning on his chest. Ijin finding the opportunity wrapped his arms around her small frame making her partially disappear inside him. Finding herself being envelopes like this Soo-Ah started flailing her arms but to no avail.

"Aren't you taking advantage of the situation?" Turning blindfold to her not-so-believable complaint, Ijin began to answer her previous concern.

"I am also quite a bit nervous being around you, continuously pestering you about our relationship. It's my first time pursuing someone so you can guess what I might be feeling at this very moment too, right?" Soo-Ah shook her head when she heard him saying 'pestering', but the latter half made her completely shocked.

"It's your first time? Well, I find this really hard to believe but you know..." Pulling his collar softly she made him look downward which made the distance between their faces only a breathe apart.

"It made me extremely happy to know that I am your first".Showing her pearly teeth Soo-Ah grinned in pure elation with her supple lips arched in a curve and her flushed cheeks a little more swelled than usual.

Being showered by such sight Ijin felt his reasoning fading away as lowered his face a little more before he planted his lips on top of hers.

Soo-Ah, upon feeling the foreign warmth that came abruptly opened her eyes wide before she found herself under the heated gaze of the man she have been only thinking about recently.

She closed her eyes and found her body moving according to Ijin's command before their faces became aligned and the kiss became deepen than before.

Her left ear was tucked between his index and middle finger with her face gently placed in his hold. Ijin was holding her back with one of his hands while indulging completely in an intimacy that was still new for him.

Her sour-sweet lips were of his liking and added to the puffiness of her cushions his stimulation exhilarated his desires craving for more. Sucking on her each lip as he owned them Ijin didn't let her even take a breather until she held his arm in struggle.

Parting his lips he found himself in front of a new kind of Soo-Ah which he hadn't seen before. Her cheeks were complete peach by now with her lips a little puffier and swollen signifying that he didn't hold back at all. Her ragged breathing which was circulating because of his persistent action only made him want her more.

"Open your mouth and breathe through your nose." Her lips were already a little parted so he didn't let her stabilize more than a couple of seconds before he went for his second round of assault.

Prying his tongue inside of her, he hugged her body in a tighter grip. The sound of their lips interacting and smacking onto each other resonated clearly but was further suppressed by the summer breeze.

The obscene sound made Soo-Ah even more embarrassed but somehow she became greedy for more, however, witnessing Ijin's dominating actions she felt it would be best for her to let herself get played by him.

She defenselessly let him catch her tongue which was until now resting at a place. He didn't show her mercy and swirled his warm tongue around hers, giving her a jolt of pleasure. He restlessly changed angles and played with her inside while continuously keeping his eyes focused on her closed lids. Even for a second if she had shown any kind of displeasure he would have separated himself immediately.

But being accepted with such fluency he only got more excited and continued his attacks on her without a halt. His lips only got separated after he made a mess of her inside out.

Looking at the dripping drool from the side of her apple-red lips he breathed heavily before inching his face closer again but only to get rejected by a wide-eyed Soo-Ah.

"Stop! Stop! Time out!" She crossed her index fingers in front of her lips gesturing a cross to signify she indeed was a mess not only physically. Being rejected Ijin frowned but soon collected himself and draped her head onto his chest.

"Did I go too far?" Being questioned with such a change of aura Soo-Ah also got back to her senses before she dwelled deep inside him completely not ready to face anyone or anything at the moment.

"I got a little scared that's only." Being told in such a tone Ijin felt a surge of emotions flaring in his core as held Soo-Ah closer to him and patted her back to soothe her worries.

"It's okay, you will get used to it." Soo-Ah went dumbfounded upon hearing such shameful consolation yet she didn't complain about it. She was too overwhelmed with Ijin's presence right now to even think a single thing at this moment.

She felt like slowly getting dyed in his colors and strangely she felt that this was the best thing ever happened to her.

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[Ijin's Pov]

After dropping Soo-Ah safe and sound at home I returned mine nearly at midnight. An hour or so ago I did something so bold yet so fluently that I didn't feel myself being myself.

It goes without saying that a fatty like me never had kissed a single woman in my past life and had no such memory of this body too of having such a relationship with a person of the opposite gender, yet my advances were so smooth that even Soo-Ah started doubting my confession about her being my first.

'Well, what's done now done...' I thought first to go inside through my room's window but the front lights of the house were still on. Using my Bykugan I found a familiar presence still awake inside.

Sighing I decided not to enter like a robber and walked silently inside. Clicking the door knob I entered cautiously inside in hope of not letting the person become aware of my presence but I failed.

"Ijin, where you were? We were so worried about you." Walked hurriedly toward me was my beautiful ajumma who had concern painted over her alluring face with hazy eyes signifying her surge of emotions.

"I am sorry ajumma for worrying you. I will contact you next time." Saying such I changed into my slippers and was about to walk away when I felt a warm hand on top of mine.

With my brows instinctively rose I looked at Ajumma who was currently her head hung low for some reason.

"Can...can we talk for some moments Ijin?" Her voice was unusually shaky right now and judging from her irregular breathing it seemed she was quite troubled for some reason.

"Yes, tell me." I turned my body without much thought and asked her to continue as I wasn't sleepy at all right now. But her next word destroyed every last percent of grogginess from my consciousness.

"Not here. Please come with me to my room."

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A/N:- Hehe boy. ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°

Hello guys, I am sorry for the delay but I am kinda thoughtless these days. Anyway, some people thought I am dropping this fiction but no. I thought that people might not be enjoying my fic because of the irregular harem but I was just overthinking things.

I will try to update frequently so keep up with it for now. And yeah do drop a comment tho~

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