1 Lisa's Childhood

My name is lisa I am twenty three I didn't enjoy my childhood life because I wasn't treated us a child who should play by toys and who should go to the park to see new things at some point I was trying to enjoy my life with my family and cousin's.but I was scared to lose my peace around them.My father wasn't around so me and my sister was been a burden for my mother. Everyone insult her for not having her own better life instead she choose to take care of us and My grandmother. She cries alot I used to see her tears fallen in to her face and chest.sometimes I wonder why she give birth to us.

When I see kids who says "momy I want you to buy me a toy!" I think about it in my mind "is it ok to ask my mom likes this " then I will say to my self "lisa...don't you care for your mom! how can she afford this toy" then I act like a grown up and told my mom "I dont like toys even,I dont see any use in it" this makes my mother to feel relief so I say to my self "lisa now you showed care for your mom".

When I go to school I wear old uniform but act lik I have a new one on every year.My friends make fun of my shoes and hair style but I act normal laugh with them.The teachers ask for school payment for the kids who didnt pay on time so I hide my self under the table but it never works.so i told My mom and she called to my dad told him to pay the money. He said "ok I will pay" but he disappeared for a month so I told to my friends that I am sick and I can't come to school.After a month my dad pay the school fee so I join the class and every year this kind of situation was normal in my life.