The aftermath is horror

Danny could hear people shouting around him, to stay awake and alive, to hang on..

"Danny! You're gonna be fine."

"Danny, just hang on, the ambulance is on its way!"

a familiar voice yelled into the raido as he instinctively flinched out of the way, he could hear a woman reassuring him

"You're safe, it's okay, its over now"

He opened his eyes again and could see a brunette woman looking at him with empathy and pain and a bit of understanding as she helped the medics over and the medics professionally rolled him onto the backboard and they strapped him down and took him into the ambulance to take him to Bellevue. He could hear Baez giving her statement, her voice growing fainter as he saw a blonde man sit next to him, with stark blue eyes, gazing upon him with concern as he looked around in terror, the white, bright lights flooding his pupils and he winced against it and he let unconciousness claim him once again as the sirens of the ambulance faded out into distant noise. He wished Linda could come and hold him, to give him love, but Linda was dead, his wife Linda had died in a helicopter crash triggered by a bomb by the cartel who retaliated against him for intercepting their cash shipment that night when he had made several arrests against them as well. 

His eyes darted around in terror until they focused onto the young blonde detective named Carisi and moaned 

"I...I don't...I don't know what's going on here, why are there so many detectives around me? Am I under arrest?"

Carisi calmly replied 

"You aren't under arrest, however, you...you unfourtanetly were found raped outside a bar and we need your consent so that the SANE nurses can do a rape kit on you."

"I...I was raped?"

"Yes you were, I'm very sorry to tell you this."

he bawled even harder as he nodded 

"Yes, do the kit."

He could remember them taking pictures of his injuries and then they scraped the insides of his nails and made him wash out any semen that could be in his mouth as evidence, and then they started the anal and vaginal examination which was the most invasive procedure and then they then took his statement and he was handed hospital issue scrubs so he was finally released after taking care of his injuries and making sure they were properly bandaged and wrapped up as he saw his father Frank and his entire family outside waiting to support him, he felt his dam that he had bulit up, while giving the statement to Carisi, break down and shatter into a million, billion pieces as he bawled endlessly. He could feel his soul die a little more as they gazed with him with pity and pity was something he was never going to get used to at all ever in his lifetime, hell, he was taught in the Marine Corps that pity was for the weak. And he hated himself for being so horrendously weak.