16 A devil in disguise

I looked at her without any emotions at all, with the recent doubt's in my mind I can't just trust her blindly as she could be a devil in a disguise of an angel. She looks between me and Natasha and one thing is certain she does not like her either. What is it with her and not liking my friends.

I can not believe that someone who hates so many people can reside in my heart. I don't remember the past but how can someone who harbors so much animosity with so many people even have love in her heart. Clearly her love must also be fake. She walks in and with a fake smile she comes to stand next to the bed.

"How are you feeling now ?"

"He is feeling fine thank you for asking."

"I was talking to Adrian and not to you."

"And i answered you because I am the one looking after him."

"That does not make you his spokesman does it ?"

"No, but it simply means that I know more about how he is doing."

"Adrian can I speak to you in private please ?"

"What do you have to say to him that you can not say in front of me. I mean it is rude of you to ask me to leave don't you think."

"I wasn't talking to you, Adrian please can you ask her to leave I need to speak to you." She asked looking at me with pleading eyes. Who is she trying to fool with that look, she wants to talk to me in private so that she can manipulate me further into believing whatever things she must have cooked up to trap me.

"Whatever you want to say to me, you can say it in front of her."

"What I want to talk to you about is quite personal so if you don't mind can talk in private ?"

"I do mind, I am sure that there is nothing you can possibly want to tell me that you can't say in front of my fiancee right ?"

"..."

"Well out with it, do you perhaps want to ask me why you haven't received an invitation to my wedding. You need not worry I will do that immediately I get released from here."

Before she could say anything the doctor came in for my check up and she used this opportunity to slip out of the room. I am grateful that she left because until I find out what her intentions are with me it will be better if I stay away from her.

It is quite funny this morning I wanted nothing more than for her to come see me but now I want to be far away from me. Life is so unpredictable you never know what will happen next.

I will have to find time to speak to Clara, she is the only one who will tell me the truth of our past. If I remember correctly she is currently Maja's sister in law, I can't imagine what she must be going through living under the same roof with such a hateful woman. Her life must be horrible there.

The doctor finished the test and left, Natasha too got a call from work and called my mother up to inform that she will have to leave. My mother sent a nurse to watch over me while Natasha left. I bid her goodbye before she left and closed my eyes to sleep but the image of Maja's teary face when I spoke to her earlier hunted me. I tried several times to sleep but I can't get her out of my mind.

This is the more reason I don't want her next to me, she clearly has alot of influence on me that if she tries to take advantage of me I would be helpless against her. I want to find out what happened between us in the past before I can trust anything she tells me. For all I know she could be a bad person after my family's wealth or maybe she is just after status. Whatever it is I will find it out first before I can even start believing a word she says.

Trust is earned and I can't just magically hand it over because she claims to be the love of my life. I have to be careful of her, if she is bad who knows to what level she is willing to stoop just to achieve her goal. No one knows how far she is willing to go just to get what she wants.

I know that she is interested in marrying me but the reason for this is still unknown to me. I have to find a way to get Clara to come and visit me here since I can't go to her in my condition. Can I ask my mother or my grandmother, who will be able to help me with this. I also need to make sure that Maja does not find out about my plan or she may find a way to ensure that Clara and I never get to talk.

She seems to be hiding something and Clara knows exactly what she is trying to hide. I will expose her and her vile intentions, I will show her that with or without my memories I can't be taken advantage of so easily.

Once I expose her true colors I will find a way to teach her a lesson she will never forget for the rest of her life. I know it will break my heart to do this but I need to show her that she can't do as she pleases with me just because I am love with her.

Love does not stand up for wrong things and I won't tolerate her bad deeds just because I love her. I don't remember the past but one thing is clear to me, I do not like being used by anyone for any reason at all.

If Maja thinks that she get away by doing such a thing with me then she is gravely mistaken.