Sorry

Arghi pondered on the balcony of his room, the thing he liked the most when the breeze hit his face. His front body was leaning against the balcony. Sensing the white light and sometimes random colors that flickered in Arghi's eyes, he closed his eyes tightly.

"Warm," Arghi tells others in the middle of the creeping desert. Lately, he has been friends quietly and friendly with the dark even though he is no longer. He was alone with a long silence.

Arghi locked himself in the room and then he regretted everything. Arghi didn't know why he was so grumpy at the moment and how much he became such an ignorant person. Though he was the one who should have given Galant a crutch to get back up, after all the nightmares that had happened. Convince Galant that he'll be fine.

Galant must have been devastated by his father's passing as well as his. He was the only person who was with Galant, and instead became a heavy burden for Galant until now. Arghi since the departure of Galant's father from this world should start returning the favor to his son, Galant. For all the good deeds done by him so that Arghi could get to this stage. If without them Arghi would still roam the streets without a house and always think that whether he will starve to death or die of the cold. Arghi's world at that time was really scary, his sleep was never calm always overshadowed by expulsions that could have continued to occur while he slept outside the store for small children like he used to.

However, when bad things happened to Arghi when he was accused of being a thief then Galant's father came to help him and brought him to his house. As Arghi's life completely changed, the wheel spinning right took him above the highest peak where Arghi felt great happiness that he finally had a small family accepting it. Arghi should be repaying all that kindness now on Galant. Repaying the kindness that felt there would be no end to him doing because too many good things befell Arghi's life.

With him acting like a child by locking himself in a room, he was twenty-one instead of five. Arghi also regretted his decision to go home from the hospital when his head had just been sewn. So stubborn is he.

Galant even since yesterday kept coming to his room to apologize but Arghi constantly ignored Galant. It was as if Arghi was the most hurt.

As if Arghi didn't have the slightest hunger in his stomach, he simply filled the time in the room curled up with his mind filled with what his future would look like with this shortcoming he suffered.

However, there is still a constant stuck in his heart that Arghi has not apologized to Galant.

Looking from below, although he didn't see it he could tell others were looking at Arghi right now. Arghi was silent for a while and docked against the wall, Arghi re-entered the room and closed the door leaving a strong wind in his wake.

He knows that for sure, Galant.

Maybe this was the time, he didn't want to make things complicated. Arghi knew that Galant was still grieving, and Arghi should be by his side now to comfort him instead of messing it up.

Arghi exited his room and walked slowly, descending the stairs with a handle that he held firmly. Arghi didn't want the same incident to happen again. It's getting Galant into trouble.

He stopped on the last stairwell and sat down slowly. Wait.

I don't know what Galant is doing out there, it's possible to talk to the neighbors. Arghi hopes Galant doesn't tell him how helpless he is now.

Moments after the entrance opened, creating a squeak that filled Arghi's hearing.

A quick move came towards him causing Arghi to stiffen in his seat. His expression was dull and his lips were pulled straight. What if it's not Galant?

Arghi's shoulder was held, which instantly jolted him. "Arghi."

At that moment his consciousness was drawn into the real world. Arghi's breath is hunted down, but he winces to regain control of his own body. Arghi nodded slowly in response and blinked several times as Galant moved away from him.

"For a moment, Arghi waited here for a while. I want to take some water for you back." Galant asked permission. But Arghi nodded quickly because he had thought that someone who entered earlier was a robber who would hurt him again. When Arghi heard that Galant was moving away, Arghi grasped the end of his shirt tightly to suppress his sudden nervousness.

"Galant?" called Arghi as a whisper of wind escaped from his lips. His hunting breath slowly became normal.

"Yes? Why, Arghi? I'm here." His tone was tucked away with thick worry and Arghi again heard Galant who hurriedly came crouching to his side. Both of Arghi's palms were suddenly reached into Galant's warm palms. "What's wrong? Is anyone sick?"

"Sorry," Arghi whispered very slowly. He then continued his words by ignoring his warming and watery eyes. "Sorry, with all my previous behavior. I won't do it again. I'm sorry."

Arghi was at a loss for his own words afterward, then he felt a warm embrace from Galant. Arghi fell silent with an explosion of his feelings that suddenly overflowed with that hug and in the end, he returned the hug Galant gave even tighter.

"You're innocent, that's a natural thing," Galant whispered next to Arghi's ear, which made him shudder at it. Galant withdrew, but he remained in front of Arghi clasping his hand, which Galant did now was as Arghi used to do when he had to seduce Galant when he was angry. However, now it is in a completely different condition. "We should not be drowning in constant sadness. We have to move forward. Arghi doesn't worry about anything, I'm neither in front nor behind you, but I'm beside you. We can walk hand in hand to get through that rocky road."

Arghi knew that he was indeed guilty here, his mind too narrow as if all the weights of the world were on his shoulders. Perhaps Arghi now cannot see how the beauty, the colors, the shapes of his world's environment, but that is certainly not the end of everything. He would surely find something more than beautiful that Arghi could only feel with his other senses.

Arghi convinced himself that he wasn't alone, there was Galant by his side. He wouldn't run away from trouble like a coward anymore.

"Don't run away from my life, Arghi. I have no one but you."