The start of it..... i geuss

 I'm tired, of what you asked. Life no not life, living, no that can't be it either I'm tired of the blatant disregard for the truth that is so obviously in everyone's face yet all you hear all day is

why, why this, why that. Can you not see, can you not see the strings, the puppet strings attached to those who know not the truth and... anyway besides that my name is John Panel and you might be wondering, well "What was all that, you just want to sound smart, your just talking". well me too sometimes these words just come to mind out of the blue like I'm not even saying them. 

But that's not important, what's important is I have absolutely no idea where I am. How did I get here and more importantly why am I wearing clothes I vividly remember sleeping naked....Wait I don't even remember going to sleep was i just naked...well anyway I am naked alone and I am in another body just realized that.....GREAT.