For Jihun

Dear Sophia, I hope you are doing all well up there in heaven. I miss you a lot. Our son, Jihun misses you too. Your sudden death shocked us and left a dark void in our lives that could never be filled. I am sorry I couldn't protect you. I am sorry I couldn't save you. You said you didn't trust her but I didn't listen to you. It's all my fault. But, now if I stop my life your being guilty, what will happen to our son? I have a career. How am I supposed to raise our son into a good man without you? Before leaving this beautiful world, you said, "Find the love of your life, someone you can trust with your whole heart, someone who will love our Jihun just like I did." But, you were the love of my life. It might have taken me a long time to realize but, you were the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with until death pulls us apart. I love you a lot Sophia, I love you more than my dear life. Why did you leave me all alone with a son to raise? I am lost without you. But no matter what, I will stay strong. I can never love another woman except you, but I will try for your sake, for our son's sake. Please don't get upset on me. I will try my best! Just watch over us from heaven. I will never let our Jihun feel your absence. He might be too young now to understand but, what will I do when he asks me about you? I know what you will say me now, "You have figure it out." It's okay jagiya, I will find a way. I will not let the symbol of our love to cry and miss your presence, never. I can do anything and everything for our son. I love you and you only Sophia Love, Your Jimin~ *discontinued