1 Introduction

This is the journal of my younger brother Cam. Please note that, to maintain privacy, I have changed all names mentioned in this story - including my own. However, I have preserved Cam's; after all that transpired, it would give the impression of disrespect to strip him of his identity.

I am deciding to share this because his story is remarkably influential. I need anyone who is grappling with the intensities of Gender Dysphoria to seize the chance to discern what was taking place in his subconscious. Do not assume I am disclosing this out of spite for my brother; he has my full respect and adoration.

My intentions for this publication are to help and educate people - I speak from experience when I say it would have helped me to hear his perspective. And I am well aware that this work might not reach multitudinous amounts of people. But, for those of you that are viewing, recognize that you are valid and that your life means worlds more then you can comprehend. Note that the bridge to health and happiness may not be a short one, but you will cross it in the end.

**If you are in an unsafe environment, seek help immediately. YOUR VOICE IS POWERFUL**

Sincerely,

'Chris'