1 Chaos Chp1 Depression

Bitch,Scum,Rotten,Demon,Evil,etc all this words appear around me in my darkness like echo in my ears I don't know why they hate me What did I do to deserve this I can't see around me I am flooded in my darkness there is no light around me the last thing I can remember I was in the corner of my room then the darkness swallowed my room in a moment I just want someone to answer me why they hate me What did I do I need somebody to save me now I need somebody to light my world again .

I started middle school Today but I didn't know anyone here and I couldn't make new friends I always feel that hatred all around me in their eyes I don't know why I tried to work hard as I can and cope up with the situation of being lonely with no friends all lonely so most of my time was just studying what let me get high grades in all the exams and to be the first in every exam but that makes me feel that the others hate me more than before then rumors began to spread all over the school saying that I used magic to gain that grades I was coward to face them and to tell them how hard I worked to deserve this marks so I just stayed silent the situation didn't change alot untill our second year when the most popular boy in the school the athletic funny handsome popular one confess to me

B:I love you

G:I am sorry but ....( I was blushing cause I was just shy don't know how to reply)

B: Bitch who do you think you are , you just a scum a bitch who I will make use of her body

He tried to rape me but I kick his balls and ran away again I was afraid to face the reality but the following day at school I found that there is another rumor that say I use magic to make him confess to me cause he was the crash of the all girls and after the school girls hold me , kick me and punch me what make Bruising all over my body my family spent most of the day in work so I was just lonely in that day I was in my room's corner crying that's when suddenly darkness swallowed me days passed here in darkness I don't know from when I was here but some day I found a door is opening by young man that let the light enter and reach me

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