Prolog

'Failed again...'

This was his life and not only his education but also his career was ruined. Stop studying at University and stop continuing Job Training.

Whether economic or environmental factors made him stop, he can only blame himself for not being able to adapt to society.

'Stupid, who knows how many opportunities I've wasted!'

After graduating from Vocational High School, he just lazed around for 1 whole year at home because he was tired of having been in school for 14 years, then was forced to continue studying afterward, but even after 1 year of studying at university, in the 3rd semester he had to stop studying. Then at the beginning of the new year 2024, he attended a Job Training Institute to work in Japan, but after only a few months of training there, he also stopped.

"DAMMIT! What's wrong with me just wasting the opportunities that came to me?! After graduating from Vocational High School then a Gap year? After studying at University and then quitting? After attending a Job Training Institute and then quitting too? DON'T BE RIDICULOUS! I'm trash wasting the time of my life!" he shouted

For the past few days, Zephyr, that's his name, can only complain and be frustrated about all the choices in his life that always fail.

Locking himself in his room, that was all he could do.

'Look at me now, just a loser who shuts himself up to escape reality! Who would want to be someone like me?! Even I don't want to live like this! I failed in friendship, failed in work, and even failed in love, why should I feel like I have failed at everything? Why...' while sobbing.

It was only now that he realized all the mistakes he had made, all the wrong choices and actions. Crying couldn't change anything, but that was the only thing he could do.

It all started from childhood to adolescence, a genius but lazy child, during his childhood Zephyr was a very hyperactive and stubborn child, like most children in general. But all of this continued until he entered elementary school, he even stayed in class in 1st grade, a lazy child who never took notes, wore everyday clothes when other students wore uniforms and wandered outside during class time, that was Zephyr at the time—elementary school.

Finally, the parents were quite worried about their child's condition, so they took Zephyr to a Child Psychologist, after several psychological tests they found out that their child, Zephyr, suffered from a mental disorder called ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder).

ADHD is considered a chronic mental disorder because it affects the quality of life of sufferers, both children and adults, in many aspects of life, including academic and professional life, relationships with others, and daily activities.

However, at that time the parents ignored the verdict, and thought that everything was fine, they still wanted to treat their child normally as if they did not want to believe the psychologist's statement.

Until all the things he feared happened, even though Zephyr was a smart child, the learning method he liked the most was the Audio Visual Method because his weakness was reading material which he thought was monotonous. However, this laziness makes him dislike taking notes, because he can keep everything in his head.

Zephyr was quite a popular child at that time, his face was not very handsome, just ordinary, but he had the charisma of a leader and a trendsetter. Because of his characteristic of always having a different aura and appearance, he is liked by women. However, as usual, teenagers, his friends, and even other boys were jealous of him. It wasn't until that moment that the bullying started against him, some seniors and juniors bullied him because the girl they liked was chasing him, and some even used the excuse of being jealous of his popularity, this happened during middle school.

During Vocational High School his personality changed, his cheerful attitude and warm nature became cold, and he avoided being the center of attention and even became indifferent to his appearance. Maybe that's when he became anti-social, but still, even during Vocational High School, he had enemies like that the same case as a woman who chased him and then was hit by a man.

Of course, all of that makes him an increasingly closed person. That was also what made him decide to take a gap year to study at university.

And the funny thing is that all this bullying happens again at universities and job training institutions, you can imagine how it feels.

'Tired... can't my life be easier?'

And.

krrrrshhh!

A space distorted, but Zephyr was still lost in his complaints.

"If only I lived in a world where humans could freely travel around the world, kill monsters, and save the world from demon kings and disasters, hahaha how beautiful it would be compared to living in a world where rules and laws are too strict and restrict humans, and social status is mandatory to be upheld, it's as ridiculous as a monkey being trained to be smart just for a circus performance."

'If there is a second chance, I want to change myself to be a better person and be useful to someone.'

krrrrshhh krrrrshhh!

It was at that moment that Zephyr realized there was something strange about his room, a distorted space surrounded by sparks of lightning and a blue light residue surrounding it.

"Damn, what else is this?! what the hell?!"It was too late for him because at that moment space folded as if to absorb him.

boom!