What is Flaws

Flaws mean imperfections on something thing. For a second I thought can any thing in this world would be perfect. But the answer is "Everything is imperfectly perfect. "And so am I. Hello this is Bella friends. My love of life is the flaws of my life. I know it's rare but i am one of them who loves imperfections perfectly. My life till know has been a roller coaster ride. I have been through many ups and downs. I have been happy with my family, friends and foes. On the other hand I have cried alone under the shower. I have faced all sorts of difficulties alone and emerged as a fighter and a winner. Presently I am on the treshold of completing my teenager face. I am complex person with a imaginary mind!

I said so because you will understand later that I am person who can do wonders if I want. I have lived my life as per I wanted. Its like "My Life, My rules" more than "My Life, Not My Rules"

I am a typical person to understand because I follow sometimes my heart and sometimes I like to follow my mind. I like spending time with myself more than there were being with any one else. May be because of my past!

So I am taking you 1.5 years back!

It's 2017 5 July when I meet someone. "Our school is going to have a function coming up in the next month. I want to conduct the play Merchant of Venice. The children willing to participate shall meet me down in the assembly Hall after this period " said our english teacher. I went down for the auditions and was selected as the female protagonist ,Portia.It was now the time for Bassanio and I was excited to know who would be opposite me. And the name was announced Harsh. I am shocked that how come Mr. Agarwal was here. He is the most arrogant guy in the school. I don't want to be opposite him. But I could not help it.

From the next day are practices were starting . And as the time passed I came to know more about him. He was a nice guy actually. Two days passed and then one week, we used to be together for the day and it was now more saying those romantic sentences in real life than for the play. We used to have are lunch together and his friends had started teasing him with my name know. I am happy form inside but I never used to show it. Days passed three week was left for the final day when I got ill. I was suffering from viral fever. My teacher gave my role to some other girl. I was not happy obviously.

After one week I went to the school when Ma'am Singh called me and ask if I would direct the play in her absence for next one week as she was out for some work. I said "Sure Ma'am. "

I went to the assembly Hall and saw him sitting in one corner of the Hall. I asked everyone to take their positions. One by one every scene was going well and now it was his turn but he didn't came on the stage.Instead an other guy came to speak his dialogue. I did not wanted to stop the flow so I waited with my questions till the last. And there we had our break. I was going to ask him that why did he back off his role and then I saw him coming towards me. He said " I want to talk to you. Can we? " . I said yes. We sat on the chairs. He said I want to be very clear " I backed off from the role because I did want any one to take place of Portia if I am Bassanio. "I was literally blushing at that point of time. So yes he propose me. And after that everything was a roller coaster ride.

The await was over now it was the function day. Our play was over and we had a good time together But the sad reality was that he was a commerce student and I was a science. We both were in different sections. We were confused so as to how we would talk. He was not on any social media platform . That became a real problem for us. But we came to an conclusion that we would be together in the free periods and in break.

Time passed everything was good. We were going to give our first board exams next year and the best part was that we were together in the same section now. He started spending more time together by studying maths and computers and english. I had really good time with him.

But as it said "Everytime the end shall not be beautiful" and so did ours. He broke up on 4 th September.

The reason was insecurities.

He didn't like my friends who were boys and I didn't like his friends and it became the root cause of our split.

At that time I was deeply hurted but I think everything happens for a reason. We appeared for our boards and my score was 87.2% and he scored 94.5%. I has happy for both of us!

Happily separated!