can i fix my past

sitting by the window is something i am allowed to do. Open the door? someone said while standing outside the room.

"Its open hanna" I said. she is the only one who i see daily. I couldn't have been here if I haven't done that.... "My lady don't worry. we will find him ." hanna hopefully said. Everything is cold here. Even the food is cold and bitter. it is making me dizzy. I feel nothing.*cough* Its blood. It is making me smile. Maybe that's the punishment for my sins. She is smiling too.

"My lady wake up.Call the doctor quickly. My lady " aria said.

What's happing Didn't i just died. I.....I.....I ti..tim...time-travelled