1 Prologue 000: The Last Thoughts

Have you ever had that moment when you realize your a failure?

I've had that sad epiphany/truth figured out a few times in my life. Sadly there was nothing I could do to change myself. Though I have tried a lot of things to become someone to be proud of myself, which ended in failure.

Now if you're still listening to my thoughts you might be wondering why is he thinking in past-tense. Well, it would be because I'm about to die. As in sleep and never wake up.

Honestly speaking I'm afraid of what happens when you die. There's a-lot of theories and some are really scary. So, I'm hoping for a good one.

Oh, you must be wondering how I could possibly die, right? Well, in simple terms an airplane is about to land on me. Don't ask me how because I'd like to know that answer too.

Looks like that old man in 'Harry Potter' was right about one thing. That is I am going on an adventure into the unknown.

I think I should've tried harder. You, know? All I've done is waste away reading stories and jacking off. When I could've tried harder in getting a job and helping around the property.

It's really sad when you think about it. I mean I don't have any friends to hangout and talk with. I also can't go out and do stuff because I got no money.

Sigh.... the saddest thing is, is that I'm still a virgin. Why, oh cruel fate do you want me to die like this. I hope my family will be okay after I'm gone.

Maybe I'll get to be reincarnated to be a better family member. A better person. Or, maybe I'll be the same again.

Goodbye, I hope we see each other again. Hopefully I will remember my life, if there's another one. It's hot, really really fucking hot.

This really hurts, I'm melting.....

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~What. The. Fuck. Is. That?!~ Thought a badly hurt six year old child.

As he sees a gigantic dragon fighting with humans and beasts. While other adults, beasts, and kids are running away.

"Well fuck I'm dead again" mutters the kid. When he noticed the heavy log crushing his numb fractured/broken legs. Only to black out with a migraine from a new set of memories and emotions that blended into his own. While his soul and the kids soul combined together.