Curiosity

It feels a little bad trying to conceive a child to rule over hell without knowing what it will be like. I still have many questions about it.

Will it matter if the child is a boy or girl?

I know there is a high chance of me dieing during the pregnancy and birth.

But what if I live?

Will we raise our child in hell or in the human world?

Can a human visit hell?

What do demon babies eat?

I didn't know demons could have kids until I met him.

I didn't know any of this was real. I never read the Bible, I feel so dumb.

I never imagined that the devil was real. Plus he is super attractive, rich, infamous (don't know why) and famous. He's nice and caring...

This is so different from what I was told about the devil.

But what do I really know.

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I never leave this house without him. I never see him working. Is he nice to everyone or just me? Is there any truth to the store of evil being done?

How do I even ask him? "hey are you a evil piece of shit? or are you nice?" I can't ask him that. I know the store of the fallen Angel. May be I should ask about that?

"Liz"

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"dear ?"

"oh sorry. I was lost in thought."

"I see I'm glad you found your way back." Devin said. "what had you so lost"

"... sigh... you, me, us, our future child...I have so many questions I don't know where to start."

"ah I see. well when ever you find a place to start from just ask." he brushes my hair behind my ear. " you are my bride I don't wish to hide anything from you, but I also don't want to bore you with my long history."

"How old are you?"

"That's a good question... I'm not really sure. I'm older than the Earth, but back then I didn't have a physical form."

"where did you exist?"

"in a realm untouched by the living. Where only souls can be."

"So is the story of the fallen Angel about you?"

"Yes, but there is more than one side to every story. Like the fact I was just the first to fall not the only one."

"mmm.. ok... You are the only ruler of hell right, the king of all the demons?"

"True, yes"

"can I visit hell, without dieing?"

"no"

"will our child be raised here or there?"

"I don't know, I've never had a child I don't even know if it's possible."

"I want to stay with my child, and with you."

"I'll do my best."

"what if I die during pregnancy?"

"I don't want to think about that. You are the only one to truly except me, and enjoy company. I don't want to lose you. I want to keep you like this forever. ... I know I am a selfish person. But I want you and a child and my kingdom, and my freedom. "

"is it so wrong to be selfish?"

"well yes it is wrong of me to be."

" why me? you could have chosen any girl in hell or Earth why me?"

"Your like a white rose surrounded by weeds."

"that makes no sense at all."

"from a young age you have been surrounded by evil, by demons, and yet you remain good and clean. Although evil was all around you you stayed good. Throw the drunken abuse and neglect, during the temptation of lust, you stayed strong. You were strong up till the night you finally saw me. The moment you tried to seduce me I knew I couldn't resist you any more. With everything going on in hell I was running out of time. But I wasn't going to interfere with your wedding, to that POS, I was over joyed when he left you. I fallowed you all day into the night. Then you saw me... you came to me... you wanted me... after everything..."

I kiss him. I had no clue he watched over me... I wasn't a random person, a random choose I mean more to him.

"so ... ha ha..." I laugh.

"what's funny about that?"

"I had a angel watching over me... " I laugh so more. " it was hells angel"

"I guess you could say that." he's totally not getting what's funny.

" most people say they have a angel watching them because they are really lucky. I was really unlucky so I never thought I had my own angel." I try to explain.

"Are you upset that I don't make your life easier?" so serious.

"No, I am happy to know that I'm not just some random chick you picked up at a bar to marry."

" well technically I'm the random man you picked up at the bar and married without knowing anything about. Should I feel bad?"

I think he is joking.

"Your not just a man."

"oh I'm not! humm, what am I then?"

"Your a de-man" I laughed.

He laughed. We kissed.

"I really want to know more about you. Can I come to work with you? I mean your work on Earth."

"I'm not so sure you'll look at me the same after seeing me work."

"You'll never know if you don't trust me." .... I make the cutest puppies eyes I can. "pleeeeeease"

" ok tomorrow. I'll have Ming and Mang prep you for the day." he said with a sigh.

"mmm one more thing?" I say

"What now?"

"Let's have sex!"

"right now? It not even lunch time."

"I'm not hungry for food." I smile. I say wrapping my arms around him and nibbling on his ear.

"mmm... you'll still have to eat after. "

Every time we have sex I've been drinking his blood. It takes away the pain and speeds the healing. It's like I'm drinking his power. Although I've never seen him use it really. I feel stronger, and more energetic during, but after I crash. He's like my drug and I can't get enough. I want to be with him forever.

*****WRITER'S NOTE*******

Hello readers

sorry very busy with pandemic and schooling and taking care of my health physically and mentally. #MOMLIFE

Also trying to learn how to make digital art work.

sorry it's taking longer between updates.

I'm working on 6 storylines and they are all a bit different.

Thanks for reading... hope you enjoy. Feel free to leave your thoughts. Good or bad.

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