Farewell

IMPORTANT: Listen to Ayasa - The Reason Why or One Punch Man - Saitama's Theme [Ballad Ver.]

There I lay down on my bed, tears fell from my absentminded eyes, my arms and and legs bounded by ink-black chains made from symbols and letters.

My soft bed turned into the hard flat sheets of paper from an open book, it felt uncomfortable and despairing.

The flawed education system, even though it won't happen now, I know it looms near.

Any semblance of hope... Oh, surprisingly, I'm still hopeful. It may be perhaps due to my motto, 'Hope for the best, prepare for the worst'.

It helped me go through a lot of things in life, and it still does today.

Prematurely bidding farewell to this passion project of mine is truly regretful and hurts my soul, but alas, such is life, right?

What I mean is: "This hurts more to you than it hurts me. Go on, curse my motherland's government."

But yeah, school, it's coming up soon and my time will get severely limited. There's no other excuse for me to write, so I pretty much drained the last bit of lifeforce my time can bring.

Fun fact, nobody in my family still knows I write even though more than 260 fucking days has passed. Man, now that I think about it, I'm actually manipulative!

Holy crap, holy actual crap, am I a manipulative bastard irl?! Just think about it, to hide my hobby for so fucking long without getting found out, and even getting a proper reason for some stuff related to my capability to write. Holy Jesus, I literally—unknowingly—did some manipulation using the opportunities given to me!

Anyways, yeah, this is highly likely the last day I'll write something on Webnovel for a long time.

I'm really not that emotional considering I've been waiting for this moment for a long time, so yeah, no emotional burden on my part.

Also, reaching 3.0k collections didn't affect me that much because if you were to look at 'The One That Shall not be Named', then you'll find it has passed 3.0k collections since long ago.

Now, since I'll be (probably) be permanently gone, I'll just reveal some of my 'dark' secrets.

If I were to be given two choices, a man and a woman with the same cute appearance, I'll take the man most of the time. Yes, if a cute girl was revealed to be a man, my neurons activate.

I literally remember a time where I was mindlessly scrolling through Twitter and saw a petite anime girl and didn't really think much, but then when it was revealed it was a guy, my third eye literally opened.

I'm too gay already at this point. Ah, the benefits of being bi.

Anyways, the final chapter which was written on August 19, 2022 - 268th day of writing, ends with a cliffhanger!

Kakakakaka! Your author has truly realized their evil dreams of leaving the final chapter a cliffhanger! It's like being blue balled, but for thousands of people! Ahahahaha! This is the power I wield, and one I can use to my liking!

Ahem, also, it's pretty much an open secret but I'm a shotacon. Yep, wow, surprised, it's not like Braun hasn't been a shota for the majority of his life. Now, go on, hate me all you want, but it's just 2d characters, it's not like I'm attracted to young boys irl. In fact, I hate children.

Like, why does society not allow me to punch a kid if they were in the wrong, huh?! Fuck the law, I'm gonna kick a kid if they're an annoying cunt! Like bam, wabam, just know that my imagination is vivid so I can visualize the punch making them puke quite realistically.

Oh, yeah, that vividness does make me actually feel like I've actually done it when I sometimes fall into a daze.

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Characters I'd smash if given the chance and have mutual consent, because mutual consent is cool:

Vaporeon

Astolfo

Gardevoir

Lopunny

Velma

Cinderace

The Fox Digimon with yellow fur, you know the one

Lucario

Tsareena

Gothitelle

Lilligant

Grusha, the ice guy from Pokemon

Mismagius

Hatterene

All Eveelutions

Mewtwo

Freidrich Braun

The Alpaca from Odd Taxi

Idk, everyone that looks hot and fits my taste I guess, though preferably a submissive and breedable male

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Let's talk about mindset.

If you wanna be a sigma male like your author, then let's douse that pathetic infautation of yours with a thing I call 'Nightime Self Depracation'.

It's a thing I actually do, so listen carefully, well, read carefully.

If you have a crush, then just before you sleep, think to yourself that you'll have no chance with them, like, nada. Say you have zero chance, over and over again, and you'll fix that beta bitch infatuation of yours.

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Let's talk about how I learned that I'm bi.

I just really wanna fucked Astolfo.

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Let's talk about how to actually quench your infatuation.

What I did, was turn bi. Yep, got too addicted with the femboy connoisseur joke that I turned 20% gay.

But, imagine this. You're being a horny cunt, but then remember that the flat-chested girl you have a crush on isn't a breedable homie and you instantly lose interest. The degree of control you'll gain over your mind and body will increase because you want that bussy too much!

C'mon, you can cum inside a bussy, but not inside a pussy, what's not to love?

Yes, yes, this final farewell crap is turning into me openly admitting I'm gayer than I thought. But, just imagine, what if a girl who likes me find out about my dark past?

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Fun fact, I don't use shampoo. And canonically, Braun also doesn't use shampoo.

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Hello there, potential irl acquaintance. I know it must be shocking for you to have learned of my past like this, my hidden hobby if you will.

Are you perchance shock that your previous world view on me has radically changed?

Fret not, I still remain the same as usual. I'm still in the closet about my attraction to, fuck, if my parents actually find out about this, I'm gonna bury myself in a hole. Shit!

I might delete this chapter if that were to happen.

Ah! Just imagine when they read this with disgust: "I'm attracted to submissive and breedable men".

Like, the fuck?! Mom, dad, don't worry, you're precious and filial son is only doing this as a funny joke to ease my emotional heart due to the fact that I have to say goodbye.

Yes, we might have had our differences, and you might see me in a new light, but I still remain the same, nonetheless.

Just treat this as a unique hobby of mine where I get to act as this wacky persona.

No, mom and dad, you're son will most likely marry a woman and not a man, have some grandchildren, and live a normal life. This is simply the past where I explored the concept of my self, and grew with my insights to life.

Now, I want to thank to those who sticked with for so long.

Bananaman, even though I have almost forgotten about you, our past memories shall not remain forgotten.

DaoistSK90EV, :).

LuciferMorningstar_(Numbers), thanks for the comment.

Yeah, those three are pretty much the ones I remembered.

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Things I've learned as an author:

1st Person is TRASH!

Writing smart characters would get easier the more you write them. By the end of Volume 6, Braun literally has countless pawns he is using throughout the world.

You don't need to be smart to write smart characters.

A fancy vocabulary isn't needed. You just need to be able to convey your story in a palatable manner.

Don't care about your readers' reviews. I literally just read them and then forget about it a few hours later.

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Real Final Farewell:

So, hundreds of days and hundreds more hours were poured into this little hobby of mine, creating wonderful creations and worlds for thousands to enjoy. I kind of expected for this to end soon already, but to think it would come this early kinda hurts.

But, oh well, it's not like we can control this things in life. Still, I feel proud for the novels I have written, but still hope to one day finish at least one, even if its a fanfic or an original.

I already kinda have an original novel idea in mind, the story about a nameless man who explores the vast cosmos, and connecting with his creations. If I were to give it a title, it would be 'A Nameless Story'.

Sigh, I really wish I was able to reveal more of the overarching plots and the mysteries of this story. Like the source of cheats, the Eldritch Gods who knows of the 'True History', the 'Before there was everything, there was nothing. And before there was nothing, there was monsters.' which directly ties to the Eldritch Gods. And also why this novel is called 'The Final Boss of the Multiverse' which is pretty much exactly what Braun will become in the future after defeating the current Final Boss. Argh, now I feel more sad compared to before.

Haaa, life, am I right?

I went from straight to a bend arrow, until it became U-shaped. Went from liking women, to also liking men. Went from an emotional piece of shit who cries all the time, to meditating in most days and trying their hardest to practice abstinence, (I've been able to hold on for more than a week before I coomed myself to oblivion), and other crap which literally makes me a different human being before covid struck.

Went from a loser, to a decent above average human being. Like, I'm pretty fucking sure I'm the only one who meditates in my class, heck, I'm pretty sure most of you cunts don't even meditate at all even though I previously advised you guys to do it a few chapters ago, and by few I mean tens of chapters ago.

Also, I'm pretty sure if I turn gay enough, my lust to women will plummet, along with my lust to fictional men increasing. So, logically speaking, I won't feel horny irl and only when looking at breedable anime men. But, there's a big catch here, I'm really not that gay for real, like, traps are only 2.19% gay, basically I like women! You see that, dear irl acquaintance of mine, we can basically round it down to 0% gay and 100% straight!

What else changed in my life. Oh yeah, my fucking typing speed! A max of 110 WPM baby! Fuck you to those who insulted my previous 65 WPM before! Look at me, I've attained a speed only a fraction of the current human population could achieve! Kekekekeke! I bet some of you don't even know how to instinctively top the ,.'";numbers buttons! Yeah, yeah, be in awe to your divine author.

Also, fanfics are nice to write if you want to grow in Webnovel without signing a contract. I've written an original novel already, and it grew like a fucking snail wanting to reach the heavens, basically, it's slow as fuck if you want to get popular.

Besides that, and not to brag, but if I really want to, I can create a new account and reach 3.0k collections again quite easily. I already pretty much know what and what to not do at this point, and I estimate that I can grow twice as fast if I use my newfound experience in a fresh account.

Who knows, maybe I'll create a new account in the future with a novel disconnected from the Aspectual Multiverse, or maybe name it something silly like TheNamedDemon and connect the two accounts about the war between two omnipotent Gods and their goal to attain the title of Supreme Creator. Damn, I really know how to create plot.

I can already envision how the Aspect whose been vying to defeat The Nameless God only to learn of the existence of The Named Demon, and now a war between two omniverses ruled by omnipotent authors... I may or may not have revealed a bit too much info.

Ahem, as you can see, writing was my medium to train myself, a skill I wanted to attain. And now, I can confidently say I'm a pretty good author all things considered.

Writing quality, check.

Writing speed, check.

Marketability or finding niches, check.

Good characters, good plot, good settings (when original), check.

I'm pretty much a jack of all trades in writing at this point. I've written romance, schemes, plot twists, no gay sex unfortunately, smut, all kinds of crap was written by me.

If you want the full Author's Journey's End, start from:

Final Boss of the Multiverse (Old Version)

MHA: Telekinesis, warning, this is trash

Traversing the Infinite Realities, trash

The Gift of Healing, decent

Final Boss of the Multiverse

Crap, all my other novels are crap! Whew, I'm glad that I decided to rewrite FBM, because damn, I really don't want my final chapter to be in any other novel that I've made.

Now, you can cry if you want to, this is a pretty emotional and historical event in the NoNameDeity lore. Boohoo, cry cry, c'mon, let it all out.

I really don't know how to end this well, so I'll just make this more optimistic.

The reason why I started writing was due to the fact that I've been a reader for years, until I became curious enough and got the chance to write. Then, I went on from there and finally reached this point in time.

To be honest, I never really expected myself to reach this level of success (ahem, I'm definitely lying, I pretty much expected this level of success) and thought that I'll just cater to the needs of a few hundred readers.

But now, I'm writing for the masses! Thousands of readers weep and thousands more shall shout to the heavens at the dissapearance of moi.

It is a saddening event, but is also a chance for me to explore new parts of my life. I'm still young, I still have some years inside me to be reckless and try out new things, and yes, I'm a minor, and yes, I'm not that sad because the prospect of money was never there to begin with.

But, and this is important, if I was actually able to make money right now from this stupid novel, I'll be crying fountains of tears and blood, rioting to the Goddess of Fate that prevented me from creating an enjoyable money-earning hobby.

Now, this may be our last goodbye (not really because the True Final Farewell is when I uploaded all my stockpiled chapters), but just know, I truly cherish all the memories I've made as an author. Whether it be sweet, sour, salty, or bitter, all of those memories are mine, and they are a priceless experience only few are able to experience throughout the world.

Now, I past the torch of writing onto you, readers. Use this passionate and emotional chapter to be the final push for you to start your journey to the writing path. And remember, be a filial disciple and promote your Nameless Ancestor whether or not you succeed. This is my final gift, a covenant of the writing path, goodbye.

Ayasa - The Reason Why, 1:38, du du du dududundun dudu dududu du dudu dudu duduuduuu sad sounds, uwah, crying like a little bitch sounds, explosions everywhere as you realize you are living in the Aspectual Multiverse and this is finally the end, the multiverse is collapsing, and everything fades to black.

End.

Update: The Reason Why is still a banger tho.

Hi there, it's your author in April 9, 2023 (500th day of writing. It's quite a fun trip going down memory line, reading all my past endeavors and reliving them all...

Just kidding. I just straight up delete all chapters like NND's Wisdom and not read a single damn word because I find my past self quite cringe, and yes, that includes the updates past me has written in later chapters because I started from the latest chapter in this deleting journey.

Now have fun reading while I keep going back to the past and deleting my dark history so that no one else would ever learn my secrets (and some are just straight up crimes like my manipulative behavior in Confessin Arc. I mean, it's pretty obvious who I emotionally manipulated in that part of my life to gouge out some answers from their mouth to piece together the puzzle called The Rejection Percentage.)