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Monica pov

Again I woke up cold beads of sweat ran down my face. I looked over at the clock and it read 1:30 in the damn morning. I had another nightmare about what happen that night. I looked over at Ace, and he was sleeping quietly. I tried to get up silently trying my hardest not wake him or the things that would happen to me would not be pretty on my end. I know everyone hates me, and think that I am the worst mother that could walk the grounds on the earth, but if you knew the reasons for my doing this, and sticking to a man that I do not love for all these years, and doing everything he says is out of love then you are can't read between the lines.

The reason why I do the things I do and stay away from my daughter, DI my sweet baby girl. Its because of one simple emotion fear. I fear this man that I live with, before I met him I was happy with the love of my life, and we were happy so fucking happy with this man. Shit just thinking about him made tears come out my eyes. Where did it go wrong. I wanted to scream to punch,but I can't the man beside me would beat my ass just for speaking my mind. Just like every night when he's high or drunk enough, he just can't keep his hands off of me, and I would wake up with black eyes and bloody lips.I know that some might call me me sad or useless, but before you can try and talk my dirt off my porch just make sure yours is clean first. Ace begain to move beside me, and I know that was my sigh to know he was starting to wake up, so I laid back down and went back to sleep. -hopefully

Di pov

I woke up and rub my tummy and smiled. I was going to be a mother to this boy or girl inside me. I already know that I its a girl, but Ty don't need to know that yet. He wants a boy but my heart knows its a girl in there. I got up took a shower and brush my teeth. I went to my closet, and picked out some boyfriend jeans that had rips in them, with a whit v-neck shirt, and a tan color blazer. I grab my timberlim heels, and spay on some victoria and went on downstair to smell of bacon. Who doesn't love bacon. I say Ty cooking, and trying to look at the score at lat night game. I laughed at him and he looked over me smiling. I know I'm pregnant and all but damn I don't know i'll be used to all this emotional shit. I'm used to killing niggas, and being around  drugs and being the boss bitch that I am, and speaking at that I think I want to go back in. I mean come on just because I'm with your child and everything they are still money to be made, and I want to still be head in charge over the boys at the trap.

So I walked over to Ty and kissed the place where his neck and shoulder met. Trying to butter him up before I asked what I wanted. He tried coughing and I know I got him where I want him. I start rubbing his mike and kissed up to his neck. He started to shiver, and I blew in his ear. I whisper in his ear "You know that when we get back from the doctors,you know what would be nice.

He looked at me letting me know that I have his undivded attention.So I went in for the kill, and asked while kissing him"Can I go down to the trap with you and UNC today". He grabed my hands and turned around and kiss me and said "NIce try", and got out the plates and stuff so we can eat.  I goaned come on. Ty why can't I go. He looked at me like I was on the stuff. After many fail attempts of asking him can I go we was at the doctors. We sat down and I was mean mugging him hard, and he act like he didn't see me looking at him. So I grab his face and was getting ready to give him some words when the ugly ass nurse called my name. We got up and went on to the back. The nurse took my weight and blood pressure and said that my blood pressure was a little bit high, and that I said try and relax and little. She took us to the back and told us that the doctor would be with us in a few.

He helped me on the table and took off me shoes and started to rub my feet which I was thankful for.

Ty pov

Di must be out of goddamn mind if she think that I'm going to let her ass go down to the trap with me when she's pregnant with my seed. I know its hard on her staying at home and everything but you ass pregnant. Now when we got to the doctors I know her ass was mad but I didn't think that it was this bad. She was mean mugging the hell out of me. When she grab my face I already know what time it was. Just when Di was getting ready to tell my ass some things the ugly ass nurse called her name and I was thankful for that. When Di got up I couldn't even help but look at her ass in them jeans I mean I'm a man that got needs. And that ass is calling me. We walked back and the nurse took her weight and blood pressure. When she said that her pressure was a lil high a nigga was worried about her and my seed in there. So when we got in the room I helped her on the table and took off her shoes to rub her feet. When she signed I knew a nigga was doing something right. She looked at me and I knew she wouldn't let that shit about her wanting to got to the trap slide. So I beat her to it and said " I already know what your going to say and my answer is still no, hell no at that yo ass is pregnant with my seed I don't need yo ass around niggas with guns and drugs around my damn child". She just look at me and said " That's were you don't understand I need to be in there pregnant or not I need to run shit thats what I do I cant just stand in the background like some little ass girl, and let me ask you this what happens after I have the baby huh you think those niggas going to listen to me huh, Huh.        

I just listen to her and after she was done thought about what she said. I think that if I do what she said thenvshe think she run my ass, and thats not going to work. Shit if she thinks that she going to run my ass then she got another coming. The main reason why she acting like this is because she ain't get the pipe in a while so in this office I'm going to give it to her. I stood up, and grab both of her ankles and pulled her to me. I stood in between her legs and looked at her before I kissed her with everything I got. I went down to her neck and nibble on on her skin. Her moans were music to my ears, I rubbed her kitty and whisper in her ear. " Aww Di are you mad at daddy". Just when she was going to answer saw the doctors looking at us with wide eyes. I smirked at Di and greated the doctor who just had a red face and cleared her thoat. She greated Di and said that he rname was Dr. Moore, and she asked Di some questions, and Di answer them. Dr. Moore told Di to lie back and up her shirt. She put some type of gel of Di stomach and warned that its going to be cold. She got this wond type of thing and rub it on Di stomach and looked at the screen and said this is the baby and that it was doing fine and everything. Wiped Di stomach off and said that my next appointment will be on April 3.

We walked out into the waiting area to make my next appointment after all that we walked out the doctors office and went to Applebees to get something to eat. After we atte we went on home and cuddle to untill the phone rang and I knew what that ment. I got up to put on my shoes and shit and looked up and Di was putting on hers too and I just looked at her like wa the hell you going at. And like she could read my mind she said if your going then I'm too. I just signed and tood her to come on.

When we got to the trap niggas was slacking, but when they saw Di they froze up.I loved that my baby could put fear into niggas heart. She looked around and looked at them and spoke calm and we already know what that means. All them backed the fuck up but before I could calm  her done. Di put up and gun from off the table and shot one of the workers in th head. Everybody looked at her shocked. Di yelled " While I'm not here ya'll slacking yall ass off, UNC wa you at". UNC came inside the room, and looked at Di, then at me. How mad she was I wasn't helping shit I got to go home with her tonight. UNC just told Di that he had some shit to do. 

We walked back there and count money in and make sure everything was set. There was a knock on the door and Dashawn came into the room, and I tense up but luck was not on my side cause Di was looking at me and then at Dashawn. He told her congrats on everything and Di said thank you. He got up and was getting ready to leave, when Di called him and he turned to look at her and she shot him right in the in side. Dashawn yelled at in pain while Di called in some workers to tie Dashawn up down in the red room ( known as the kill room).

I asked her why she knew and she just looked at me and said just because I was at home all day don't mean I don't know whats going on at the trap the streets do talk yuo know that right, but right now I'm tired and I'm ready to go to bed. I walked to Big Al and told him to watch the red room while were gone and that we will pay you double.

When we got home Di was already knocked out so I just carried her upstairs, and strip her out of her clothes, and put her inside the bed. I went out the room, and called up UNC on what I thought was my phone but I looked through the phone and I saw the texts that went back and forth between UNC and some lady but one caught up my attention   

I understand what you was saying. And everything is in motion all we got to wait for everything to pop off. I love you daddy, can't wait to set up another meeting ;)

Well who the fuck was UNC meeting up with because from the look of things the bitch and UNC know each other real well and something telling me that its history. Man how am I going to go about this to UNC.

Man I don't need this shit.

( comment, vote, etc a few more chapters and this book will be good, any questions that you have I will gladly answer them just leave them in the comments an I'll answer in them all in a chapter)