The journey to the elves kingdom

So we still inside the cave and we didn't even get anywhere but we needed to go to the carriage we were so far from it so we needed to walk through the forest I already had my stuff and Sylvia got her stuff in a good way I didn't care so much about Sylvia secrets but they are like are at the flag I have to know an understand because the way the secret Sylvia have and I respect our privacy but still it is something I need to know I told them to let's go to the next checkpoint I go and check up on Lily because she's the most wanted sick and make sure that she's a good health now but something really weird that one of the creatures that have beautiful appearance of a human and butterfly wings they like don't go away from me but Sylvia and Lily can't see them one of them like she told me and whisper and my ears that you have a mission to protect me

I was declared but at the same time I didn't know much of it any way we can go through the forest to find the carriage Sylvia ultimately tried to find tricks and shortcuts but we stopped her because we knew shortcuts again probably get us lost again I was a little bit happy because my hair was so beautiful it's just I miss my hair was long and have a small curve in it now it's a bit long like not too sure and let's make my confidence higher so I was more curious about taking them of elves because they don't accept or so my question we can do rise to Sylvia and Lyle "so if the gdom of don't accept the humans how we can enter it"

Sylvia walked through the day after we needed to go and she didn't care that much other what's a bit nervous because she knew something, so I trusted my arm on my chest and worked with them toward the carriage one of separate for the creatures not on to go away from me so I name the creature of fairy because it's having a human appearance and like a wings and one of the legend say about so

I think I am lucky that one of them stuck with me but for now, to understand what happening I just simply question so when you see me, "The Kingdom of Elves is like the Kingdom of Magic if a person contains magic abilities who will pass easily but if a person imagic abilities they will stick outside of the Kingdom"

I get a bit nervous and not happy about this because if this happened it's really like Lily would be waiting outside for three days and she's not fair so I look at Sylvia but before I even explain to her anything we find the courage and we go towards it slowly and enter it after everyone's sitting and this little fairy on my shoulder slowly and Softly so I look at the Old Man full of question Sylvia stopped me to ask anything because it's too embarrassing so

I sit at my place just waiting for the move and we go toward the elf's kingdom I was going to read my novel during this time Susan was just asleep but delivery was showing concern on her face so a soft smile I lay in my head back to the rested on the Wood wall of the garage it is a bit stiff that I just need attribute of sleep my eyes already like a drunk man I sleep deeply as if someone jusdoesn't't wants me to wake up but the Lily and other hand was fighting to not sleep she is constantly yawning try to not even close her eyes but I wonder what she's like concerned for so I gave her a pen and my book Siri can writing rapidly wake me up a little bit concern and I'll tip it afraid my handball getting wet because of my nervousness and

I was so scared that will be something so serious I couldn't change my heart was beating fast and she returned my book and it was full of writing she explained her concern that the person Driving the carriage it's not going to the elf's Kingdom because she know that right path my concern was so high that I don't know how to react I panic instead Lily see my face full of worry and panicking and she put her hand on my shoulder trying to convert me I look to the other side of the Curse to see if we can just go away and we can because the cash walking so slow I tell the old man didn't stop instead you get faster at first I get scared even if it is an as simple thing even if I can kill so many monsters but to be kidnapped it's scarier than people understand that we can slowly my hand was shivering to try to wake up Sylvia from her sleep help us to use magic answers person to make him pass out to go out from the situation what technically until very up the carriage was so close to going through a cliff

Sylvia so fast and made sure that he was asleep but the horses didn't stop so Lily with her strength went in front of the carriage and stopped it everything in the garage plus around and I held my seat because through stop me make effects of people insecurity after a moment of relaxation and stopping at this point and that Sylvia makes a food situation sit beside the fire to just relax let's point a look at me full of questions " so Mia can you tell me who is the person named Kyle because you always talk about him in your dream and your life"

I roll my eyes getting a little bit on with the subject because it is about personal things that I don't share that often I remember the scars on my hand I look at them slowly and remember the dark past that I had Sylvia without even meaning noticed she carrot on Lily was looking confused and he was looking at her as if she want to hurt her so badly

I just look at them and like have so weird feelings that they are fighting but it's the same time not physically it's just from their looks one of them looks so thank you and the other one looks so I'm constructible anyway I want to solve the situation because it's not comfortable and so annoying so I decided that I will tell Lily about Saturn past it when we enter Kyle just to make her understand that even if a person is noble and high status not relate to their happiness

I begin placing my hand on my hair and playing with this lovely and remember most of the situations set broke my heart and made me want to cry" So technically Kyle is a good person but not fully good he didn't harass me in any way instead he is more strict and serious" I didn't make any eye contact instead I had a soft smile and a pleased look I play with my hair slowly but softly "he was in some point cruel and abandoned me but he try his best to fix it it just

I was so selfish to see how much responsibility he has on his shoulder" I look at the moon as if I am talking to it I rest my hands on the ground enjoying the silence suddenly Lily gets a cup of wine and looks at Silvia " so you want to return to him" I look at her confused and nervous

I begin to look at my hand and see the scars team meet I don't feel bad but I see them as memories not in a good way always when I want to remember him I can't forget him it just like I don't want him but at the same time I don't want to forget his existence in my life even if he heard me so badly

I was to remember and if he told me he loved me probably be stupid and accepted I loved him back it was just my heart telling me to accept to forget how precious you was to me remembering all these type of memories make me so sensitive in our way I don't even want to reply I just look down at the fire and it feels like

I am like a little kid who remembers his older blanket that everyone takes from him with another hand Sofia looks at me so confused with a slightly high tone" So you tell me you still have feelings for this idiot make this suffer and make me suffer are you kidding me, Mia please wake up from this the illusion it hurts you so badly said make cry and make you sad and bad and now you want to return to him are you and your right mind"

I look at her little bit annoyed by her words it is outfits hurtful and annoying it's my sensitive heart because when a person loves other people unconditionally if they hurt them they will always Forgive them like for doing anything bad and this is what happening to me it just my heart loves this person unconditionally that I can't hate a small tier falling from my eyes it's not like I want to cry

I am not even crying just experiencing intense feelings that I never experienced before" Sylvia when you find a person that your heart always forgives you will not forget even if you want to try your heart will always seek them so if you try to say I have some Delusion you are right but at the same time if I want to say I dislike I will be a big liar"

Sylvia and Lily exchange glances you get close to me and hug me to confront me and Sylvia's other hand gives me some food they look at me as if I am a precious person to them but instead, I am just a selfish person tied to a complete his goal without the concern of others safety they look at me with an obvious eye" look me we know now you criticize yourself and demolish your confidence but girl if we see it's the same way you see yourself will not be in the same way we will go away from you and find a good people other than you what to be honest you are a good person" I returned so hug that been given to me by Lily and same for Sylvia they always find the sensitive place in my heart and make me feel the most weak person until I found myself I get more powerful because they always let Me Understand myself better