Chp.10- My past life

After two days I went back to Li mansion...but no matter how much I try I was not getting used to this luxurious life...My parents died when I was eight years old...but my father did left me a gift...which made it easier to earn money, I used my parents saving for many years but when I turned 14 I started to earn my own and paid my school and highschool fees.

Eventhough Fenfang and I were of same age i.e. 17 when I transfered to her body but the environment we grew up in was way different now I'm seeing it as the day passes.

I gathered all my thoughts and entered the mansion as the door opened, Everyone turned to me with smile on their faces and greeted me. Similing back at them I went straight to my room...

I jumped on my bed looking at the ceiling...."No matter how much I think its not going to do any good..it is not a dream but a fact that I have been reborn..I should rather think about learning something about business world."

I got up and took the laptop on the desk and again hopped on the bed. Caressing the laptop a smile came on my face automatically. Laptops were my best buddies in my past life...Although I liked to go out and explor I used to stay most of the holiday time inside the house...making money..so when I go to school again I won't need to work but I do use to take high paid jobs on my school days...I was surprised that I didn't became fat even after spending my whole holiday in my house....I smirked and opened my laptop...and my fingers started dancing on the keyboard...It was so long that I have used it...it felt like I went back to my past life.

What was I doing? 'HACKING' My dad had great coding skills he was in IT department and knew about hacking since I was 5 I was curious about it and asked my dad to teach me it took me long time to learn everything.After he passed I looked through his notes and learned about it more and became a pro at it.

At first I used to do small jobs online but as my knowledge grew further it became difficult for many hackers to even crack through my system.Since I have been reborn I have not opened my system but looking at the things now I need to plan for future, it was not going to be as easy as I thought it would be. I was about to open and check any requests or emails. The door suddenly opened.

LiQiang came inside..

"I knocked but you didn't replied" he locked the door behind him...I quickly minimized the screen to my normal desktop, I was so immersed after touching the laptop I didn't hear it. He came and sat opposite to me.

He leaned closer and as an reflex I bent backwards...Although I liked him a bit...but it was still too much for me. He saw me bending backwards and smirked he took the laptop in my hand and placed it at the near the bed. As he came closer his slight scent surrounded me, damn this scent always tempting me. I hold my breath, and closed my eyes to avoide his gaze.

LiQiang smiled seeing how cute she was acting and how adorable she looked. He couldn't control himself but he didnt wanted to force her do anything she didn't want.

He took my hands in his and kissed them. "I won't force you to do anything you don't wish to do" how Ironic I thought, he's making me stay here by force, and also that night...that night he... I pouted and couldn't keep it in anymore. I took my hands back from his hands and crossed it in front of my chest. " You say it now but that night you cleary forced me to...to...you know"

He started laughing, I looked at his face focusing to see if it was a sinster laugh but no he was clearly laughing.

"Why are you laughing?" I was furious how can he laugh at such serious matter.

He stopped laughing and met my eyes taking my hands in his again. "Nothing happened that night" these words started echoing in my mind...

"What do you mean nothing happened..."

He narrowed his eyes there were a glint of guilt in his eyes, he sighed and spoke again " I faked it...so that you will stay with me...I didn't liked how you chased the wrong guy"

"How can I believe you..?"

he sighed "Did you see blood on the bedsheets?"

I tried to remember but there really wasn't blood on the bed that day..."What about hickeys?" He blushed and scrached his head.

But in the memories it said she lost verginity, was it because he never told her the truth and let her misunderstood him.

I didn't know if I should laugh at his stupidity or get angry....

But then a thought occurred in my mind he did so much so the Fenfang won't chase...and my heart ached I don't know why? he didn't had anything to do with me why was I feeling pain in my heart.

I subconsciously asked him.."At that time...did you love me...or just liked my face?" At my question he let go of my hand and frowned he didn't know why I asked that...how would he, even I didn't know why I asked.

I sighed " Forget I said anythjng" I got up picking my laptop amd went to the garden and sat on the swing, while cold breeze was blowing through my hair I was finding the reason why I asked him that question. " Maybe I wasn't in my right state of mind. Yes It was on impulse. I don't care what he do in his life. I'm not real Fenfang, I'm Crystal yes I'm crystal white and will always remain"

While LiQiang was thinking about the question Xiaofang asked. He even himself didn't know the answer at first he was just protecting Xiaofang and didn't had any hard feelings even if he liked her a little it was surely not love...but now it was different he didn't wanted to let go of her, he wanted her by his side all the time. He went and took a cold shower to gather all his thoughts.

As he came out hus phone started ringing picking his phone a d listening to the other party he stood up. "WHAT?"