Chapter ７

With the strange gesture I was showing. He got a bit puzzled and directly asked me, "Why don't you say it? Let me hear it, maybe I can help you or can figure out something for you"

From that moment, Haden really showed his concern towards me, as if I really felt his care from inside and as after hearing these spoken words, I got staggered and doesn’t know what to reply back. "I ......," I stammered, my face puckered, ready to cry.

He made a phone call to his secretary, ordered her to not interrupt his meeting. He pulled me near and kissed me very deep.

“Did you miss me?” he said while he is kissing me.

He carried me towards the room at the backdoor of his office.

I cannot react. He is still as hot as that night.

I am trying to compose myself, reminding me that I have a very important reason why I came and not to come flirting.

“Please let me go, we need to talk. This is not the rea-“

He did not let me finish and kissed me deep.

“Say your purpose later, its been more than a month and I am desperately missing you.

He continued pressing his tongue, searching for mine and waiting for me to play back.

I am being drown by the feeling, I am losing control. I cannot fight it anymore.

He laid me down the soft wide bed.

Aggressively pulled my panties down from under my dress, I was wearing a summer dress.

I feel comfortable with it thinking that it will make my baby feel comfortable. Knowing I was pregnant I started to avoid wearing jeans.

He is doing this while kissing me. I am very weak, and once again he made me surrender to him entirely.

His lips went down my neck, while his hands are on the button of my dress, he took off the button one by one until my breasts was finally revealed.

He was like a hungry baby, went on my nipples and kissed them one from the other…

He sipped and rounded his tongue all over it that made me want for more again.

I forgot my purpose. And here I am surrendering my body and mind to him.

He stood and carried me. “Let us do it in the shower.”

I let him do what he wants.

In the shower room, he took off his clothes and his very masculine body appeared in my eyes,

His manhood was there standing. Ready to fight.

He asked me to touch it, so I did.

I know what he wanted, so I kneeled and serviced him.

The size was really big that I cannot take them all in.

He cannot wait, he pulled me up. Kissed me again while his hands are going down.

His finger went down my womanhood. Played there while he is sipping my nipples.

I am pleasured, it really feels good. “do you like it?” he asked.

I nodded. “Then ask me to give you more. don’t hold your emotions. Moan if you want. As loud as you want, there is only us in this room.” He said, very passionately.

I cannot move on from you since that night, you made me long for this moment again every time I think of you.

My not ashamed moans started to unfold. As he was pleasuring me, I am moaning and asking for more.

He carried me again and laid me back on the bed.

He spread my legs, made a handsome posture and came inside me.

Danced gently, slowly and deliciously.

Moving while he was caressing my nipples….

We were laying in bed when I decided to tell my purpose.

I hung my head low and finally gathered my courage. Inhaled deeply, bite the bullet and told him without further hesitations, "I'm pregnant."

I then finally spoken the words I wanted to tell him. I know I wasn’t prepared by that time but thinking that this was the right thing and the first thing I should do then I must. I was a bit relief but still the strange feeling of anxiousness was covering me from inside. And seeing his reaction, Haden mused for a moment.

A thousand possibilities again came up to my mind. Concluding of the things what will happen next to us after telling this to him. He might ignore me completely; because knowing that this is his style. Or assuming that he would most likely give me another cheque as compensation and let me make a break for it.

These things just suddenly came up to my mind and there was a lot of ‘what if’s’ inside as well. But one thing is for sure, if one of this could happened so, I'm not going to agree with him and wouldn’t allow either. After all it was a life, a life with my own blood and flesh.

And besides, I have no blood relatives at all. This growing child inside my belly was the only person I am going to have. I will most probably raise this child on my own.

After all these conclusions that ran out of my mind, Haden suddenly speak up, "If you don't mind." Haden's voice rang out, and my heart skipped a small beat. I was trembling with my hands sweating. Preparing to the next words he’s going utter.

To my surprised I didn’t expect the following words I’m going to hear,

"We might as well get married first." And now I was completely startled. Did I just hear the right words? Did he just really say those words? My mind was blown up and now was filled with questions. For a long time, we have known each other and been together, he even hadn't thought to casually mention to me that we were getting married. So this was totally new to me and felt strange, bewildered I asked him, “What kind of marriage? “

Asserting possible outcomes to what he has decided. I then assumed that people might get intrigue with us and tell us behind our backs or worse make us popular in proclaiming A brother impregnated his adopted sister and now getting married! I am surely assured that this would make a headline scandal.

And in fact, we were not really expecting this to come along. And this all happened just because we gave in to the call of lust. So, at the top of my mind, I exclaimed to him, “That night had just been an accident after all! What had you been thinking? Can’t you just decide for something? You told me to tell you what’s bothering me and will help me figure it out; now that I did, you will just come up with such decision? Tell me! As I was deeply frustrated. I wanted to burst out and cry loudly because I just really can’t hold my emotions anymore.

Haden just stared at me. He stayed calm and didn’t even give so much reaction. Looking at his calm face makes me feel like this is the way of telling me not to worry about it and his tone of voice remained calm as well, saying:

"I didn’t mean to say something that would be definitely offensive. All I would just like to say is that I am really too busy with work and have so many things to think about as well. That’s why I don’t want to mess around anymore and saying this to you directly. Now that we will be having a child, I think we might just as well get married. And that’s my perspective. Look, we are good in bed together too"

I paused for a while. Thinking of marriage is the most important thing in a person's life, it must to be with someone you love and adored. Realizing this come up to my second thought that there is no affection between us, we just had a one-night stand plus what just happened now in this bed.

And I've heard so many stories about couples who had just a one-night stand and then rush to get married because the girl got pregnant. Then after marriage this couples didn’t become happy. And then these parents wouldn’t love their child completely and will end up divorcing.

There were so many negativities I assumed. All I just want for my child is for him to grow in a peaceful place under my lovingly care.

I then firmly refused his offer, "It was just an accident and it's a crime to sacrifice the happiness of two people just for a child. I’m sorry but I cannot agree to what you wanted to happen. We both deserve to find true love anyway."

Haden’s face darkened and felt quiet for a while, thinking of other solutions that can convince me and then a minute passed by with an idea that came up to his mind, “If you don't want to marry me, that's fine and will understand, but I want to provide for this child as well."