Missing and Wondering

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Time goes by to the midnight but my eyes keep wide open companied by a little light from my screen phone. I'm so trap in my mind which deeply thinking about my boyfriend. I can't meet him for almost 2 months, he is the man who has been live in my heart since 4 years ago.

My hands are so busy to slide down on my screen which shows our pictures saved in the gallery files. There are old pictures because currently we can't take a lot of pictures as before. I knew him, back then before he become a superstar like now. At that time, he is still a talented trainee who has a lot of skill, and I am an administration staff in his management office. We started everything here from the beginning used a little building as the office and many dreams to success.

Time flies, but I still can't believe that he and his group become a successful boyband in the world. Yeash, now I believe that there's a prize in every hard work. And this is Bangtan's prize for their hard works, their sacrifices, and their sweats. Everyone know how hard those boys's effort to become who they are now. But now, I totally understand that prize followed by it consequent.

Like I said before, I can't meet him for almost 2 months. How about message and call? I try! But the fastest reply I accept come in the midnight while I sent the message in the morning. And that's the fastest message he can do. I may wait his reply for several days even almost a week, too. And don't ask more question because Kim Namjoon is the one who priotizing his job, work is number one in his life.

As the leader of BTS, he knows that his works are not for himself but also for his group and all the staffs. I know, my man is the most responsible person in the world.

But now, I can't deny that I really really missing him. I want to talk to him, telling how my day really make me so exhausted. I want his hand to touch my head and rubbed my hair softly, I miss his smile with his deep dimple.

"Ah, Joon! I'm so damn missing you!" I start whispering and I know my tears is about to comming out.

Now, I really hate the fact that as an administration staff, I can't leave the office to just follow him on his tour.

"Joon, do you feel the same? Are you have the frustated as me, cause we can't meet? Or you just over enjoying your works until you forgetting me?"

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