1 Chapter 1: Novel
THE COVER ISN'T MINE! AGAIN THE COVER ISN'T MINE I JUST FOUND IT ON GOOGLE, ENJOY READING!
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There was a princess, she was titled to be the most beautiful lady in their kingdom.
The princess, who was hoping to see her father smile at her, her brother to care for her.
The king, gave a cold glare at her, he believe that she was the reason why his beloved queen died, she died for giving life for this 'thing'. He didn't care about out her.
The prince, "don't touch me, I don't have a sister like you, my only sister is her and her alone", said to the princess in front of him, his real sister, blood and flesh, he also believe that she was the reason why his mother died. He gave her harsh words.
The princess who just wanted to be loved still hoping for hope where it's already fruitless, she always believes that there will be a day that they will look at her full of love and warmness, a warmth that you could only feel in a family.
She was crying and crying, she was crying at the Garden which also the disease queen took care of when she was alive, the king always goes here every morning.
The king forbids her to go here in the garden, she was forbidden to hang out here, that's why every night she would sneak and look at the beautiful flowers.
" Pretty..."
She said while looking at the flower, she saw a certain flower, it was a pale pink color, it has an addictive fragrance.
She wants to touch it and take it.
" That flower is a sweet pea, it's pale pink, and has a seductive smell that will make you relax and get addicted to it."
She trembled, she thought there was no one here since it's night, now if the person who talked at her report it to the king, his majesty, her father.
She won't be able to go here and admired the flowers. She looks at the side where the voice came, she saw it, a man wearing a straw hat, white shorts and simple pants, it was a commoner who was taking care of the flowers here in the royalties garden.
She stand up and wiped her tears, she trembled and looked down at the ground, she closed her eyes in fear, fear that she won't be able to go here anymore.
The Gardener talked, " it has a meaning, 'A blissful departure'"
She looked up at the gardener, it was dark for her to see his face but the voice is quite young.
"a Departure meant to say Goodbye..."
She was confused and stared at the gardener whose face was still unknown.
"P-please! I, I beg you, sir, not to report to my father his majesty that I came here at night!"
She begged and bow down to the gardener.
He didn't talk, she was trembling, he was worried, she didn't know what the gardener was thinking, he didn't know what to say.
"... I don't have any reason to report this to his majesty... "
She looked up at the gardener in front of her, the gardener covered his face using the straw hat.
"I saw nothing, I saw no one, I'm just strolling here to check the flowers."
The gardener turn his back and picked a flower nearby he cut the flour carefully with a trick.
"here..."
The gardener stretched his arm while his face was still covered, she was shocked
It was a red color flower.
"this flower called, Ametylles, it has a warm smell and it's sensitive when it's antenna was touched, it will be closed quickly... Its meaning was a beauty... Admiration for beauty... Now, if you please forgive me for giving this to you, your highness, I shall leave... "
The gardener quickly walked away as if he was just strolling, she look at the flower, she smile... She decided to go here every night hoping to see the gardener.
It was the first time someone talk to her like that, respecting her.
She was craving, craving for love. One night, two nights, three nights until 10 nights, she didn't see the gardener. She felt hopeless, she wanted someone to talk to, she was all alone.
That meeting was important to her to the point it was hard to forget. Not until morning, when she overheard the conversation of her brother the crown prince, and his butler.
" Your highness, it might be rude to say but I just want to ask, 10 days ago. Why did you fire the gardener which was taking care of those beautiful flowers since he was a child...?"
She touched her chest, she gripped, and slowly tears started to flow to her eyes as she was hiding in the corner.
" one of the maid so that 'thing' came at night at the garden, the maid followed her and she saw that; that 'thing' was having a conversation to the gardener... I was furious because that gardener didn't even report it to my father and kept a blind eye on it. So I fired him, he should be glad that I didn't cut his tongue for not telling the truth. "
Her world crumbled completely, she silently rush to her room, jumped on her bed, and covered her face with her pillow.
She cried for a day until her eyes were swollen.
She walks aimlessly at the castle.
" Duke! Look! It's pretty! "
She heard a cute voice in the garden, she was surprised that her feet pulled her here.
She saw bright blonde hair, sky blue eyes, and a smile that make the people around her felt rejoice and gentleness...
It was her half-sister who was taken by the king when her mother died.
Her half-sister's mother was a maid who manage to seduce the king and gave birth.
Unfortunately, the maid died giving birth to her half-sister.
'What's the difference between her and me...?'
She wanted to ask but no one will answer her, she gripped her hands out of jealousy and rage.
Her eyes widened when the person next beside her was the Son of the Duke, her former fiance...
Her fiance was smiling at her half-sister as if she was his world, she saw the left hand of her half-sister, on her hand was a red flower with an antenna.
!!!
"ha... Haha..."
She lost herself and run, she just keeps running until she open the door, a door where she can relax, her room, her solitary room.
She kept crying alone while the birds chirping lovely somewhere, the sun was giving brightness to her room.
" why...! What did I do wrong! Why am I always wrong! It's all because of me! Me! Me! Me!"
She was blaming herself because she believe she was the cost of her mother's death, it was her fault that the king didn't treat her as his daughter, it was her fault why the gardener was fired.
She keeps blaming herself, the reason why she wasn't loved is that 'it' her and not that half-sister of hers.
As time goes by, she was also going to the deepest of darkness.
Her world turns dark where no lights can be seen. Later at night, it was dinner time. Her eyes were full of envy, rage, despair. She looks at the king her father, and her brother the crown prince, she looks at her half-sister.
'... When your gone, they will love me and only me!'
...
She poison the princess, her half-sister but she didn't die, only unconscious. Her half-sister was in a coma.
Her father, the king. Her brother, the crown prince, finds out that the one who poisons their beloved daughter was her.
They were furious, her brother wanted to kill her.
" such an evil lady, how can you try to poison 'our' sister!"
Said by the crown prince, she trembled, she was shaking, she regret what she did, she didn't know why she did that. She looks up at the king her father.
"I don't want to see you here, I hereby announce that you will be banished, I don't want to see your disgusting face here."
She began to cry and cry. The knights grab her shoulders.
"father I'm sorry I won't do it again! Please I beg you! Please, father!"
" father? Don't call me that, it's disgusting hearing it from you... You're not my daughter, and You won't become my daughter even till death."
She lost her strength after that staring blankly at the ground while crying nonstop.
" Take her away! Make sure she doesn't set foot in our place! "
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Fourth, this was the fourth time I'm reading this novel, it hasn't had an update for at least one and half a year, it already has two volumes, and in volume three it will introduce the male lead there, the sole male lead. However, it's almost a year and there is no Volume 3...
The protagonist here is a princess in her first life, her name is Charlotte Einz mordegrey. She was banished from her first life but then after years passed by, the crown prince ordered to assassinate her, that's how she died in her first life.
In her second life, she was a modern lady, who also doesn't have a family and died after she was stabbed 10x by a stranger. Then her 3rd life was she came back at her past life... Her first life. She remembers everything when her brother the so-called crown prince hit her head.
That's when the story started...
"sigh..."
The story was really good, I seriously got hooked up... That's why I'm really angry, what the hell happened to the author?
This story became famous but also sank when it didn't publish for 1 and a half years.
I decided I search on the internet for who was the author of this story, "The villainess wanted to take a rest."
And I found it and I was shocked, no wonder why the author didn't publish another story anymore...
The author was a female 56 years old, died due to heart attack... Sigh...
I take off my headphone and stand up and walk towards my bed. I lied down and stared at the ceiling.
" ah, f**k... This is far worse than a cliffhanger..."
I was hooked up at the novel... It was still new back then but now... F**k...
I just slept...
When I woke up, I readied my clothes and took a bath, I put a jelly with condensed milk on the small table where the picture frame of my little sister is placed at... Then leave.
I walk on the street to buy food at a market store. Just simple food.
When I was about to leave a sudden crime happen...
"Don't move! Hey go to the counter and take all the money!"
It was two men wearing a motorcycle helmet, the other guy was pointing a gun at me, while the other guy was pointing his knife at the person at the counter, the person was crying and shaking, she was quite young probably 19 years old, by the way, I am 20.
Is she available?..
"where are you looking at!?"
The guy hit my head lightly with his gun, that's when the time I started to grab his wrist and twist it. He let go of the gun and I took it. It was a success.
Or not
I miscalculated something, the man who pointed a gun at me had another weapon.
His knife Peirce at my abdomen, he stabbed me again at the same spot. I accidentally pulled the trigger and shot the man, he was shot at his neck and quickly died.
His partner who was shocked run away when I pointed the gun at him.
Ah, F**k?
I fell off to the ground, breathing heavily... I saw the girl her hand was on her ears, I thought she was covering her ears but I notice that she was calling.
Emergency? Ambulance? Police?
She runs towards me...
" sir? Are you okay?"
... Of course not, I'm dying you know? What kind of dumb question is that?
"a-after a few minutes please wait! The ambulance is coming and police!"
Hopefully thank God it was too late... I'm dying you know? It will be too late... And please... Stop shaking me...
I slowly losing consciousness
"oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh!"
I look at her, her face was pale she doesn't know what to do, she was panicking.
I remember something, I watch the video yesterday and it made me laugh, will she laugh?
"please. D-don't give up sir! They're coming I swear!"
She was crying.
"Hey..."
She looked at me, she quickly put her hand on my abdomen, f*ck! Why did you put your hands on my abdomen! Fool! I'll die!
Oh wait I'm dying so, I'm going to die right?
Man, I'm scared of dying...
"hold on please!"
I will finally say it before I died.
"... First... Time?"
I lost consciousness after that...
That's the end of my life with a final word to that beautiful lady.
