How Couldn't I?:

God

How could I not?

Fall asleep

When the pillow was so welcoming as if it were your arms and comforting heart and drug me into The addictive allure of your softness

And the music I lulled myself with accidentally traps me in a dream

Once again I am doused in the smell of you

In lingering tired sheets

An aphrodisiac and sedative all in one

With notes running down with sweet sugared beats

As I dream of you on a warm summer day in school

Your beautiful

I sing in my mind As I dust odd librarium studies

In just the corner high high up I sing an orchestra to myself

And while walking in I notice you

Sitting and learning again

That beautiful hunger

To know

That beautiful conicense

To conceive

The most beautiful thoughts

And I look in your eyes

And you toss a glance half hazardly

And I turn to focus myself

But I have been poisoned

I am drunk with the love of you

As I see you

Eye to eye

I think "they know this song well"

And I sing my love away

It enriches the lives and textbooks

The passages in every scripture

I turn myself to try and focus

And am swayed in the sirens temptation

I am swayed in the way of songs of love

The ruler of my heart

They watch me be myself

In a dusty literary corner

And I have never smiled so bright

I love you just as much as before

And if nothing, I love you now even more