1 His Regret

I am a 37 years old jobless person.I am plump and ugly.I am a veteran neet who have't left the house for years.The cause of my shut in life is when i was in highschool i was treated as a pig because of my body by the whole school,they gave me the nickname"ugly pig".I was always get taunt, beaten or they force me to sound like pig to get entertain.Teacher didnot support me well,i had no friends to rely on,my parents couldnot support me much, sometimes i see regret in their eyes of having me as their son.After that i quit school and startd my neet life.

Currently i am in my room "masturbating" by watching mosaic-less loli porn video.In my shut in life the only things that keep me alive are games , manga , anime and my "men needs" are this porn websites, while fapping i cursed loudly"may all the handsome men and beautiful couple die from the world.aah aah i am cumming..aah!." Suddenly i felt a burning pain in my heart , with both pleasure and pain , my mind went blank ,at that time i thought " what a measurable life i lived, no happiness,no love,NO SEX,i hate it to be end like this, if i were given a 2nd chance with choice i will definitely full fill all my regrets".