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The most shocking thing to her was how suddenly everything went by,at one moment he was there, embracing her in his warmth, the other moment she held his cold hand, begging him to wake up. It truly was a big tragedy to her, and to her 3 month old baby boys. She tried her best to hold all these emotions inside herself, and to focus on their beautiful angles, that he left for her, as a reminder of his presence. That he was ever there, with her, right next to her, holding her, loving her.

Another' POV:

Daeun signs as these memories flush her mind, once again as she feels the cool liquid go down her throat. It was hard to find time for herself and for her babies, but she was trying to pull through. She did try her best to pull through and she did.

But becoming a cardiologist was the last thing on Daeun's "To-Do list" which her in-laws respected. They had been there for her despite losing their son, and she was thankful to them. They treated her like family, as if she were their own flesh and blood. She never forgot how she was made a part of this adoring family, it was because of HIM.

The one that made her smile again, the one who held every good memory in her brain, the one who was there for her in her hard times, the one who helped her through her struggles, the one who made her "Daeun".

She gets in her car, but a voice brings her back to reality, and once again her memories come to a halt.

"Daeun" her best friend shakes her

Daeuns POV:

I was reaching out for my seatbelt and for a time it felt like I froze in time, I wanted him to be next to me, I could still see him smiling at me. this car reminds me of him, the struggle we had, the hard times, the good times, but nothings le---

"DAEUN!!" "Yeah yeah!! I'm listening stop shaking me"

"You zoned out again didn't you?" sunshine breath out for the nth time, "Listen girl, I know its hard but you can't stay like this, forget about me, do it for your babies''

"I am trying Hobi, it's just taking time, and it's only been a month, but I'm still trying okay" i said as i felt my eyes tear up, i wiped my tears and turned the keys

"Thank you for dropping me home, but please do listen to what i said, even if moving on isn't an option, try to be happy for your babies, hmm?" He said as he hopped out of the car

"well then, Doctor , i'll see you tomorrow" he giggled as he made his way to the front door, waving at me for the last time, tonight.

The door made a loud creak sound as I tried to open it as slowly as possible.

I've got to oil this later, I thought as I made my way to check on the twins.

I peaked over the door to find my twins curled up into their nannies chest,

"Your so noisy, can a guy get his beauty sleep" the kitten groaned as he wrapped the kids in a blanket and made his way towards me

"They cried themselves to sleep again, i think it's better if you spend some time with them, you've been really busy lately " Yoongi said as he made his way towards the door

"Thank you for looking after them yoongs, i have no idea what i would do without you"

"Brav, just dont be hard on yourself, that's all me and Hobi ask for" He said as he slipped his boots on

"I'm going now, make sure to lock the door, eat something and get some sleep women, you look like a rotten potato" I gave him a small smile

"I will" "okayy, so i'm going to leave now, byee" "Bye yoongs, thank you again"

"Hush it, don't thank me again okay" he said as he closed the door

I came out of the shower, i saw our picture, HE was smiling at me, our first picture together were I was happy for the first time in years

It was our honeymoon

a tear slipped down my cheek, I quickly wiped it.

I wrapped my arms around my babies, I had them shift room, I wanted them to be right next to me.

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