ch.1 [the curse]

'mother!'

'yes abby?'

'I've missed you ma!' I say while softly lifting my arms to hug her,

'abby, i have no time for this, i need to go to the daily session.'

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my mother never had time for me..

i was most of the time alone, all by myself.

everytime she went to her sessions i was curious, so the next time she went i went with her..

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it was the worst idea ever...

first as a 6 year old i didnt understand why she was naked in front of plenty of men and stripping and having "fun" with them. the sound of her, was unbearable. i was cursed with my mother, and my cheating, always drunk father, and my two step sisters who always have at least 3 boyfriends a week. i was cursed.