Unstable

ᝰ.

people like us are destroying themselves

physically and psychically

and then always blame it on everyone.

we are scared of abandon

but we always push everyone away.

it seems weird, but that's our world

and maybe we don't mean to hurt you in the way we do

but we can't control it

it's overwhelming

stronger than us

but we can't face the reality

we can't come and apologize

because people like me will hurt you again.

again and again and again.

I don't even know myself, so how could you know me?

we can't even help ourselves, so how could you help us?

conscious about who we are sometimes

we want to apologize for all the pain you've been through

staying beside us

because we ourselves know how insupportable is to stay one minute beside someone like us.

you better keep your mercy for people who deserves it

and understand it and won't go insane in every moment.

no one can help us and in the end

we all die in the same way.

©iDamass2020