1 Current Situation

"I walk this empty lane that divides me somewhere in my mind, on the boarder line at the edge and where I walk alone", listening to such a lyrics, I was sitting quietly in my office where my team manager who was already in anger, busted me and started yelling, "Don't you know where our company is heading, we are going to be doomed, but you wanna listen to songs". "I know what am doing, we have submitted all the projects and it was your carelessness not ours who missed the files", I yelled back at him. "Don't dare you talk to me like that, if you do so, you'll be fired", said the Team leader and left. "Don't be so rude to everyone, you gotta be a nice guy being in a corporate world", said Fazi as I walked out of the cabin.

Everything was good, my life was awesome. But one single day changed everything. "Mathew, have you gone insane, you keep smoking all the time", again it was Fazi to interrupt. She is my only close friend who knows what am up to. "Please Fuzz, gimme a break. Am done with rubbish", I replied and went back to my seat.

Leaning on my chair, I looked out through the window and started remembering all the good times I had. It was what I missed. I missed being myself. From the most talkative to the less spoken, from strong to weak. Just one day turned me around. The way we loved each other was unconditional. We were meant to be the best pair. But fate had other plans I guess.

"Mathew, drop me in my house and go to your apartment", Daam!! it was Fazi again. "Yup let's leave",I said as I walked spinning the key chain. "Mathew, are you really fine", she asked. Wiping the tears in my eyes like always I said, "M fine ", and started driving the car. I dropped her in just 20 minutes i knew that it is going to be the last time I'm gonna meet her, but still I kept quiet and said, "I"ll miss you Fazi", and zoomed off to the railway station.

I got down and got the station ticket. Went to the platform. Waiting for the train to arrive and ready to jump. As I saw the light of the train, I started remembering my story...