1 Chapter 0ne : A Weird Feeling?

Every time I see him, I am amazed

It's so strange,

my breath keeps stopping

Is this the love that I've only heard about?

Because from the start, my heart only beats towards you.

_DNA

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Jungkook Pov

"Damn! It was so exhausting but I am glad we were able to make our fans happy..."

Said Namjoon hyung as we all entered the artist room after the performance.

Our staff rushed towards us, surrounding each one of us with oxygen inhalers, water bottles and mini fans to aid our stamina and energy, so that we would be able to attend the remaining award ceremony without collapsing.

Since our performance was last, the grand awards of the night were to be announced in around ten minutes.

I looked around the room to find all hyungs were already ready to go out except V hyung.

'He left already?'

I thought to myself as I eyed the room once again.

"Where is Taehyung? We need to leave before the nominations are announced.."

Namjoon hyung asked as he gave us a worried look.

"He went to restroom."

One of the staff responded quickly.

And it was when the voice of the host was heard, giving us the sign that we needed to hurry.

"There is no time to wait. Jungkook you stay and bring him with you. But don't be late."

Namjoon hyung commanded before dashing out of the room along with other hyungs.

I followed them as well but headed towards the restroom.

"V hyung, they are about to announce the award!!"

I imparted instantly as I entered the restroom and found him by the basin, washing his hands.

But...

"What's the hurry kookie?"

A strange smug appeared over his face as his low and raspy voice came across with my ears, sending shivers down my spine.

"Huhh?"

Being flustered by his statement, I watched him with wide eyes and mouth agape.

But then he took a step forward, startling the hell out of me. I almost lost my balance as I stumbled backwards in panic.

"W..w..what a..a..are you doing, h..h..hhyung? W..we are g..getting late.."

I was literally freaking out. My breath was becoming heavier and I could feel sweat at the corner of my forehead.

"What do you think I am doing, kookie?"

I was pushed against the basin, surrounded by two arms and my breath hitched in my throat as those words were whispered in my ear.

He was leaning dangerously closer to my neck. I could feel the warmth of his breath grazing my skin teasingly.

It would be lie if I say I found it disgusting, cause I didn't. I was rather stunned by his sudden action.

I knew V hyung loved to be mischievous. He would sometimes say and do weird things that would make no sense at all. He had a knack of teasing me and I would vulnerably fall into his tricks.

And after spending almost 9 to 10 years together, I would have got used to his whimsicality but he would always come up with something more and more shocking everytime.

"Hyung, Namjoon hyung must be waiting for us. We can't be missing while they accept the award. Our fans will be worried. So, please can you leave your teasing for another time?"

I uttered in one breath as soon as I got hold of myself, realising that our absence on the stage could create chaos and we might end up making it to the morning news.

"You are only worried about hyungs and fans. What about me?"

I got goosebumps as his lips nearly touched my ear while he breathed those words ever so huskily.

My breath raged as I could literally hear the frantic beating of my heart which was ready to explode anytime.

'What is happening to me? Why is he acting like this all of sudden and why is it affecting me like this??'

I gulped as some unusual questions creeped through my mind.

"H..h..hyung.."

My stuttering mouth was miserably failing to talk as his presence was literally consuming my every ounce of sanity away.

"Shussshhh!! Don't talk!!"

His finger grazed my lips, causing my whole body to freeze. I didn't know if I was even breathing anymore.

"Jungkook..."

His whisper was almost inaudible but too sensual that I could feel my hair standing.

I gulped with wide eyes as he finally moved away and our eyes finally met. And there I met with a scary reality.

After have been living with him for a long time, I could tell when he was joking and when he wasn't and right now, It was terrifying cause his eyes were telling something else.

Something that seemed real. Something which held meaning. Something which held need.

And I, Jeon Jungkook, was literally speechless.

"Would you be ridiculed, if I say I want to kiss you??"

And he said the words that flipped my world upside down.

As if lightening struck me so hard that I went numb.

As if the whole sky fell over me or the ground beneath my feet was gone.

As if the earth got struck by another planet and then started to spin backwards.

"I want to kiss you so badly, Kookie..."

I wanted to scream, I wanted to pinch myself to wake myself up from this nasty dream cause even the world would end, I would never believe it to be true.

'V hyung is telling me that he wants to kiss me? Aren't we straight guys? Since when did he got interested in me? And what the heck is wrong with my heart? Damn! What the hell I am doing here in first place? If this is a dream, please wake up Jungkook.. you are literally out of your mind... this is crazy!!!!!'

I shook my head several times to wake myself from this insane dream but all I found was his breath getting closer to me.

"H..hyung..wh..what...are..."

I was in mid sentence when my lips were caught between a pair of soft flesh and as soon as it begin moving over mine, the world around me stopped.

'Is he really kissing me??? V hyung kissing me? Is that even make sense???'

His lips were featherly warming my lips while my frozen body was repairing from the shock it had left on me.

I didn't know why I couldn't push him away or why I wasn't even showing any disgust to what he was doing.

The more his warmth seeped through me, the more comfortable I was getting. The strangest part was, my mind, which wasn't even responding to me anymore. It was rather interested in my lips which were being taken care like they never had.

And it was when I gave in. I began to kiss him back. Even though I was new to these feelings but somehow his lips were like a magic that could literally bring you down even if you are stubborn.

Soon the kiss began to get steamy and passionate. I didn't know how much I craved it till now. He was so good at what he was doing and all I could do was follow him and let him explore every inch of my mouth.

We were getting more and more needy for each other as our hands began the dance of their own. His hands sneaked under my shirt, touching my bare skin ever so lightly, giving shivers down my spine.

"H..h..hyung.."

I moaned miserably under his ruthless touches and his kiss became even wilder.

"Jungkook, I can't hold myself back anymore..."

He broke the kiss just to whisper those words seductively before biting my ear ever so dangerously that my stomach tingled.

"Will you let me do things to you??"

He asked looking straight into my eyes with what felt like need and lust.

And...

I, Jeon Jungkook..

Was about to give in..

But...

Wait!!

The award ceremony...

"H..hyung..the...the..award ceremony..."

I freaked out while pushing him away. But, was pushed back again forcibly.

"Are you sure you want to leave cause the thing in your pants is telling me otherwise.."

And my eyes widened at the bitter reality as my gaze travelled down to my excited member and I confronted the most embarrassing moment of my life.

'I got hard for V hyung??'

My mind screamed as I refused to look up again.

"Well, let me help you!!"

His hand came before his words as he instantly grabbed me in his hand.

My eyes almost popped out of their sockets as I watched V hyung in utter shock.

'H..he..he didn't even hesitate...'

My mind went into turmoil as I fought the urge to give in to him and let him do whatever he wanted.

But as soon as his hand began to move over my fabric, I knew I lost.

A shameless moan left my mouth as my eyes fluttered close in the pleasure that began to travel in my whole body.

I was like a puppet and he was a sorcerer. The way his hand moved over my member was so magical that I could feel heavenly pleasure.

Even if I wanted to stop now, it was too late.

"You like it, kookie? You want me to keep going???"

A seductive whisper travelled through my ear causing me to open my eyes and face my vulnerable self in his eyes.

I was needy. I was literally begging him with desperation and lust in my eyes. My body had stopped functioning cause the only organ working was under V hyung's spells.

"H..hyung.."

I moaned miserably, being helpless under the wants and needs of my body.

"Say it, Jungkook! What do you want me to do?"

He whispered again and this time his hand traveled slowly up my pants, lingering at my waist for a while before undoing my belt.

I was breathless and my eyes were focused over his hands, which were deliberately moving slowly as if trying to tease me.

"Unless you say it, I won't touch you.."

He declared looking into my eyes causing me to gulp several times.

"H..h..hyung...I...I.."

I was cut off with a knock causing both of us to literally jump in our places.

"S...s..someone is here..."

I blurted out anxiously, trying to get out of V hyung's hold but..

"Shssshh!!"

He said before capturing my lips once again, kissing me recklessly as if it was the end of the world.

The knock was heard again while I was busy in pushing V hyung away.

'What is wrong with him, what if someone sees us like this??'

I was freaking out yet his kisses were becoming more wilder.

Knocks were getting louder and louder in my ears.

And it was when with all unwillingness in the world, I gathered all strength to push him away before I screamed at the top of my lungs.

"V hyung stop!!"

And my eyes shoot open, so did the door of my room.

V hyung rushed into my room with worry all over his face.

"What happened? Why did you scream?"

And it was when I realised that I had a dream.

'Damn it!! What did just happen?'

I grabbed my head in my both hands in frustration, still in process of digesting that I almost had a wet dream about V hyung.

"Was it a nightmare? You look pale..."

V hyung voice came closer, giving me the signal that he was now standing closer to my bed.

'Damn! Why the heck I had such dream about V hyung? Why it had to be him?'

Embarrasment and shame took over me as I refused to look up or even answer the man, who was anxiously waiting for my reply.

"Say something. Are you alright?"

Panic in his voice was evident and I couldn't help but raise my head to meet his eyes.

"I..I am fine. It was just a...a...."

I paused, failing to look straight into his eyes for long.

"It was just a nightmare.."

I disclosed, looking away.

"It is fine. It was just a dream. It is gone now."

He quickly sat down in my bed while his hand landed on my shoulder, patting me while he said those comforting words to me.

But me on the other hand, began feeling uneasy as soon as his hand made contact with my shoulder.

I didn't know if it was the embarrasment or the affect of that dream that I ended up yanking his hand away.

"Hyung I want to be alone.."

I knew I was rude but I couldn't help it. I said it dryly without giving him a glance. If he had talked to me in this tone, I swear I would have got hurt and started crying but he quietly left the room.

'I need to clear my head before I face him again...'

I let out an exasperated sigh before dragging myself to the bathroom.

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By the time, I was done with shower and clearing my mind, it was already dinner time.

Today was a tiring day it was the last day of shooting for the music video of our new song. As usual it went well but it was extremely exhausting. So, as soon as I came home, I went to sleep.

But unfortunately, I ended up having a strange dream which actually made my day even worse.

I let out a defeated sigh as I changed into some comfortable clothes. There were alot of thoughts clouding my head but somehow I succeeded in clearing my mind.

Right now, the dominating thought was my rude tone towards V hyung. I was strongly regretting it ever since he stepped out of room.

No matter how absurd was the dream, it had nothing to do with him. I wouldn't have took it out on him.

So, my priority now was to apologise to him first. And not to think about that dream ever again.

"Finally, you are out of your room!! You got us worried.."

Hoseok hyung said as soon as I stepped towards the dinning area where all hyungs were seated for dinner.

"I am fine. It was just a nightmare..."

I insisted as my eyes searched the person towards whom I felt guilty.

And when my eyes landed on him, a sudden disappointment took over me.

His gaze was focused on the food in his plate while he was quietly eating his meal. He didn't bothered to look at me or show any concern towards me while the other hyungs were all sending me worried looks.

'Did I hurt him so bad? Is he really that mad?'

The thought of him, being hurt because of me, made me uneasy but I couldn't help it. I knew even if I apologised I had no explanation for what and why I did that.

I didn't know how long I stood there, staring at him endlessly until..

"I made your favourite food. Don't just stand there or it will get cold..."

Jin hyung spoke out from the other side of the table, casting me back to earth.

And with uneasy heart, I let out a sigh and just complied to what he said.

The rest of the dinner was quite fun as usual. Hyungs were busy laughing and bickering while having there food but my focus was only one person the whole time.

Even though he was taking part in conversations  time to time but anyone could tell that there was something off about him which was now making me truly anxious.

'We need to talk or I might lose my mind..'

I thought to myself before gathering some courage and began walking towards the man who was now busy doing dishes.

It was V hyung's turn to do the dishes and I was helping him clearing the table. Hyungs were gone back to their rooms, leaving me and V hyung alone.

And to tell you the truth, it was the first time in all these years that I felt awkward and nervous around him. Talking to him was never hard but for the first time I was struggling to come up with what to say.

But I knew we couldn't stay like this longer. We had to resolve this.

"H..hyung??"

I said, finally breaking the silence between us.

"Hmmm?"

He hummed, without even giving a glance.

To be honest, I didn't expect him to respond quickly but I was grateful he did.

"Are you mad?"

I asked meticulously to which his hands stopped doing what they were doing. A distant silence took over the room before he went back to doing the dishes again.

"No!"

He replied, still refusing to look at me.

"You are.."

I insisted to which he stayed silent.

'Damn! What should I do? This is not working at all. Should I come up with a fake nightmare to convince him that I didn't mean to be rude.. cause what I did was out of ordinary and without a reason I couldn't defend myself...'

I thought to myself before taking a deep sigh.

"Hyung, I didn't mean to be rude. It was because of nightmare...I..I..actually...."

And he put down the dishes, turned off the tap before turning to me.

It was so sudden that it caught me off guard. His attention was now on me while his eyes were questioningly staring at me in anticipation of my reason.

'Sh*t! What should I say now? I am not even good at lying. Jungkook you are in trouble.'

I was literally freaking out inside while his eyes were constantly staring me like they would swallow me in anytime.

"Actually...I..I..I had a dream that you left BTS and I was so mad and hurt at your decision and..and..I was stopping you for leaving...but...you..you didn't...and I...I woke up to this..and I was too scared of your leaving that I ended up being rude to you..."

And before I could speak further, I was pulled into a hug without even a warning.

'He has hugged me thousands times but what is wrong with my heart this time? Why is it beating like it would explode anytime???'

"Damn Kookie!! What kind of dream that was? I would never leave you or BTS. Rest assured. If a time like this will come, I will take you with me..."

He said those words as he pulled back and smiled at me.

And all I could do was stare at him with wide eyes.

"What's wrong now? Why does it feel like you have seen a ghost?"

'Jeon Jungkook, get hold of yourself!! What the hell are you thinking?'

I smacked some sense into myself before shaking myself out of trance.

"Uhh..uhhh..it's nothing..I am happy that you are not mad anymore..."

I quickly replied, grinning from ear to ear like a silly boy.

"Hahaha you are acting weird kookie..."

He said between chuckles before going back to his work again.

'Is it really that obvious? Damn! Why the hell am I acting like this? Such a drastic change just because of an absurd dream?'

I let out an exasperated sigh.

"Stop sighing behind me and clean the table. Don't you remember you promised to play video game with me tonight..."

V hyung voice startled the hell out of me.

And when I realised what he said, I quickly rushed toward the table.

'I should get my act together or everyone will be disappointed in me especially V hyung...'

I thought to myself as I gave him a last glance before starting to clear things on the table.