chapter 2
On my way I saw that Aisha had called me several times and then I called her back but she didn't pick the call, and I thought that it was late at night and she might be sleeping and I will call her tomorrow but I was afraid that she might never talk to me again. At last i reached home at 2 am and i saw that every relative was in the home and at that time when i saw my grandmother she hugged me and at that time i became very emotional and i started crying, as i was late in the funeral of my grandfather and i felt very guilty. At that time my mind was thinking of the time that i spent with my grandfather and i cried that very time and my condition became very bad and i was shifted to the hospital.
Second day when I called Aisha back she didn't pick my call again and I tried again and she finally picked up the phone and she told me that never in your life show me your face again and don't ever try to call me and she blocked my number. I became very depressed as my 2 loved ones were separated from me. Ist my grandfather's 2nd love. I tried very hard to forget Aisha but I failed and I decided that I will meet Aisha and I will make her understand. And I made my way to jammu after a week. When i reached jammu i called her friend and told her that please tell Aisha that I want to meet her and when Aisha heard this she said that tell him that i don't want to see his face again.
One day her friend called me and said that Aisha and I will go to a picnic today and if you want to meet her then come to the location that I will send you. And I decided that I will go and meet her once and I will go to the location that her friend sent me. When I reached I saw Aisha was with her friends. I went to her and I told her that I want to talk with you and in reply she said that she didn't want to talk to me. But i tried very hard to understand her but she didn't want to hear me and insulted me in front of her friends and she left. I was left alone at that very place and i sat there for very much time and i think why did all this happen to me, and i decided to go back to home that day and i left jammu and made my way to the home. On my way I was seeing her pics again and again on the phone and I missed her a lot. When I reached home I forgot everything: my studies, my goal, my career, my family, my friend everything but I was thinking about Aisha only and asked myself what mistake was there in my love so that she left me.
Days were passing by like this so one day her friend called me and said stop wasting time waiting for Aisha. Aisha had moved on with her life and you should also. But I didn't believe her words and I said that she would never do this. And then I asked her friend that i want to talk to Aisha for the last time and she refused again.
My mind had many thoughts that if Aisha aas loving me Or her heart was filled with me Or she had deliberately done this to me.
For 10 days I was thinking about this over and over again and again. Those 10 days seemed like 10 months to me. I locked myself up in the room these days and was thinking all this alone and was thinking that I will never be at peace till I meet her.