1 PROLOGUE

"Let me go, Liam." I weakly shook his hand without even looking at his pair of eyes.

"Stay, please, Gianne. I only want you. " He stood in front of me and suddenly grabbed my waist tightly.

"I'm leaving... what the hell, Liam!" I struggled to get away from him, but he tightened it even more. I'm also struggling more and more.

I felt the two corners of my eyes heat up when I heard him sniff.

"I-it's because of that gu-guy? Why Gee?" I got weaker when he mentioned that name. All of a sudden, the painful feelings I had before... doubled. The tears I've been holding back have also given way.

I know... Neither have I. Maybe that's enough of a reason to stay away. Because I know that my decision will be better for both of us.

"Liam, what the hell! Stop me, stop it. " I closed my eyes and exclaimed, "Let's stop it." I said those words, I am shock and he pulled away, and suddenly he leaned me against the wall, and his pair of eyes were now full of tears.

I want to wipe it off like I do, but I want to show that I'm not what I used to be.

I heard him grin. "I can't imagine you're doing this," he said in disbelief. "So do I, Liam."

"What have I done? What's with him? Gianne, I can give you ANYTHING and EVERYTHING love. I love you. Please, don't do this. I can't. "

I met his gentle eyes seriously.

"HE CAN GIVE WHAT YOU CANNOT GIVE." I spoke loudly, but I realized what I had said.

I looked away when I saw him smile brightly and shake his head. I was hurt by what I said to him. I didn't mean it. Seeing him gradually get more and more in pain broke my heart. I can't bear to look at him, but it's here...and it has to be over.

"If you thought I loved you then.. well Liam, no. I never loved you, Never. "You're too good for me." I stared at him for a few seconds, but quickly took my eyes away. I pushed him and quickly walked towards the door out of his office. Yes, yes, his office.

When I turned my back on him, the tears that I wanted to let out all the time came out in abundance.

When I turned the lock, I was surprised when he suddenly grabbed my arm. I saw his eyes and face, which made me nervous. His expression was different compared to earlier. Full of sadness and resentment and even more intense now that I saw him like this. His eyes yesterday had stars shining and were replaced by a blazing fire.

"YOU'RE.GONNA.STAY.HERE" He leaned me against the wall and I tearfully looked into his eyes.

He hugged my neck and kissed me on the lips. Jusmio! I can't handle him. I'm pushing him, but what's my little arms against him?

The kiss was broken and he suddenly picked me up and violently placed me on top of his desk, violently throwing the objects that were in the way. I was even more surprised when he almost tore the papers that were on top, but luckily I grabbed them and pushed them away from him with all my might.

I left the surface and faced him, hitting the papers I was holding. "What do you think you're doing!? "Huh, Liam?" I kept shouting, but it was shallow, I didn't want anyone to hear me.

I gave him the paper but he didn't take it so I put it on his desk again and, even though the fear was still there, I went to the door, but I screamed when he quickly pulled me and threw me on the sofa.

I slipped and he quickly came on top of me.

"You're mine, love...and sorry to say. You're making the good turn into a bad person. " He whispered, which made my hair stand up.

"Liam, stop it please!" I couldn't move.

"You are so sweet, love." That other melody rang in my ears. I cried and pushed against his chest with my two hands. I want to get up but it's too tight. I'm at a disadvantage.

"P-please stop—AAAHHH!" He suddenly squeezed my left lip. I screamed in shock and asked for help.

"Isn't it exciting? You? Shouting from the top of your lungs, forgetting that this place is soundproof? " He gave a silly smile that raised all the hairs on my body.

But I wouldn't budge, so I pushed him with all my strength, but the second time, my strength was no match for his strength.

He cupped my face and kissed me hard and harsh on the lips, I tasted my own blood. And I realize, from now on, I am facing a monster. His kiss went down to my neck.

"Stop it! Please! "

I struggled when I felt him put his hand inside my tee-shirt! "Li-liam sssh p-please..." I took back my hand that he was holding not so loosely and I cupped his face. I wiped the tears that kept coming from his eyes. "L-liam s-s-stop," I said.

His face suddenly softened, I tried to calm him, and it seemed to be effective. I don't know, even if I don't like what he does, I know it's because of me. We can talk about it in depth without getting to this point. because it's scary.

But I was surprised when he grabbed both of my hands and pinned it above me.

His expression changed, and it became even darker.

I struggled when he put his hand inside my dress and forcefully lifted my dress and bra. Now, my chest is exposed to him. He was like a child who was amazed, and without a second thought, he kissed her. He's sucking my breast while his right hand massages my left breast.

Little by little, one of his hands loosened from mine. Later on, it went down until his hands crawled down my stomach, down to my belly button and towards my thigh.

I pushed him and his bottom stepped on my pants, as if he didn't care what he was doing. It took this time to get out.

I quickly went and turned the lock. I was surprised when he grabbed my arm and almost buried his nail.

He leaned on the wall and kissed me violently, but I couldn't do anything but avoid it, because I couldn't... "P-it's like you're taking pity on me" shock registered on my face when he suddenly slapped me. Just now he put his hand on me.

"Don't you dare beg and leave me." My eyes widened when he took off his top.

"Li-liam---

He forcefully pulled me to his desk, angrily shaking all the things, even the very important papers that were there.

He laid me down, and he moved fast, and he's now on top of me. He wrapped my wrist above me and started kissing my lips so hard that I couldn't tilt my head either. This is the worst Liam I have ever seen.

I was surprised when he pulled down my pants and my underwear!

"W-what did I do?" He stopped, but I stiffened at what he said next. "Gee?" It made me burst out, I can't stop it and it squeezes my heart.

"I...just don't love you." Because... that's the truth. It's a pure lie.

I gasped when he hit me hard on my face... again, and I didn't realize he took off my clothes.

And one thing I know... is that I'm shouting from the top of my lungs. "It-it hurts."

I caught my breath and the tears that had been falling before were just different. I had nothing to hold on to as he began to move.

I-I can't...

"My love, I'm so happy and fortunate. I'm your first. " He says.

I don't know where to get strength from the overwhelming pain and mixed emotions I feel right now, as if I just want to disappear.